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Weird Symbols & A Visit From Satan

2008-03-22T23:48:00.000-07:00

First the weird symbols:

   I guess these are Georgian letters. Found them in a Chinese blog entry on here on some ones blog. Don't know what they were doing there in the first place.

They repeated through out the entry too. Weird.

Badis Yaka! ^.^

And then I got a visit from good Old Satan a few hours ago. He sent his minions from hell to wind me up ( The bastards upstairs ). I want them out.

Oh and tomorrow is Easter! YAY!

Damn You Irritating Pest From Hell!

2008-03-12T23:50:00.000-07:00

They woke me up again and I swear that I will go up there and tell them if they keep this up. I want something done about them. They can't continue doing this.

DAMN YOU TO HELL!

So basically what happened was I went to sleep earlier in the day until now. And I had this really nice dream about me meeting BoA and talking with her and then singing with her and it was really nice. When the dream ended I pretty much slept on in peace.....

......that is until they woke me. >:(

Kill.....Must....Kill......

2008-03-05T23:52:00.000-08:00

I feel atm and through out the entire day that I could actually go and tell the people upstairs to STFU! They have been driving me crazy all fucking day. Not one moment in the day was peaceful for me. I can't live like this.

Neither can my mom so the only way out of this hell hole for the both of us is to:

❤ Tell the people upstairs they need to shut up
❤ Die ( I've wanted to for so long )
❤ Or go some place quite where I can get some peace.

And in the last one I mean that I want to be in isolation. Yes that's right. It's reached the point that I don't want anything to do with the rest of the "world" if something isn't done to correct the entire problem.

Bye.

Happy Birthday To Me!

2008-03-01T07:00:00.000-08:00

Quote:

"My birthday is on March 1st and the last thing I need is for my Sweet 16 to be ruined."

Well I wrote that on Valentine's day, so you can see how long I've been "away" from here due to alot of the stuff that's been going on. Any way on to my Sweet 16 that happened yesterday.

It was DA BOMB! And I'm so happy that everything went well without anything bad happening. Thank you God for answering my prayers!

Well that's all I need to tell you about what went on during my Sweet 16......

"I want details! And I want them now please!"

Gee! I guess the boingy wants details then huh? Well okay:

My 3 bbf's came over and we played a few rounds of chess and it was fun and we talked and ate cake and icecream laughing until our sides had burst. No we didn't choke so stop worrying. Anyway and then I got some presents from them.

They got me exactly what I was thinking about for like the past few days on and off for some reason: A really cute journal and really cute pens to go with it. I love it when people know what I like!

Any way. That's basically it. Just lots of fun that I will remember forever. A peaceful funny Sweet 16. Thank you God!

"Thanks for all the details and I'm glad that everything worked out!"

Your welcome!

The Devil's Lair

2008-02-25T22:14:00.000-08:00

WELCOME TO THE DEVIL'S LAIR! ENJOY YOUR STAY.

But I did not enjoy my stay. Not one minute of it. Today was insane. The day started out ok and then when my mom called me to take my meds for my fucking, son of a bitch, cunt, jack ass OCD that's when the egg hatched. That's when everything went bye bye.

To make a ridiculously long story short I bring you this:

* I had attempted to drink some Ginger Ale before taking my meds. Some of it went down the wrong way and I choked.
* The glass that I was using dropped from my hand onto the washing machine ( It wasn't broken ).
* I told my mom this and she said "That's ok we have others." So then I asked her "Just like this one?"

And then this convo ensued.

Mom: "Yes."

Me: "Do you know where?"

Mom: "Not at the moment, but I guess I'm such an idiot that I don't know where they are."

**Note: If you read my journal entry from yesterday ( I believe ) then you'll know why the word 'idiot' is in bold.

And then there's yelling and screaming because of what she said.

Me: "I never meant to call you an idiot! It was an accident! IT WAS A FUCKING ACCIDENT!"

And with that I went into my room completely worn out and upset with all of the yelling. I wasn't in my room long before another problem arose: The CFH. So then I got "dressed" and I was going to go downstairs or something to get away from all of this. And my mom said that I can't go out because I'll have no where to go.

And I told her that I didn't care and that I've had enough. So what happened was I would up going out on the balcony instead for a good while.

And when I came back my mom told me that she had called Aileen ( my bbf mom ) to check on me and she did and my mom and her talked for a good while while I had my music on really loud and singing at the top my lungs out of agony. My mom got me cheese and it made me feel better. ^.^
For me cheese is like chocolate. I like both but cheese is my comfort food. Phew! That must be the longest LJ entry I've ever written!

Evil Evening

2008-02-22T22:15:00.001-08:00

And the reason why it's evil is because my whole day went well without any problems what so ever ( because of the snow storm ) until the evening.

And that's when the bastards upstairs start their fucking meaningless crap! I want them out!

What The Hell Is Wrong With Me?!

2008-02-21T21:52:00.000-08:00

Something is wrong with me because I'm hot when it's like 0 degrees out! And I don't know why because I don't do anything to make myself hot. As I write this I have the AC on! *Screams in frustration*

I just want to be freaking normal!

P.S I made another CD today. YAY!

PT Came

2008-02-20T21:58:00.000-08:00

Well the only eventful thing that happened today was the fact that my PT came today and did some exercises with me ( which I thought were stupid ).

Well that's it for this day. Peace out!

A Day Of Hell And Cheese

2008-02-18T22:02:00.000-08:00

Today was absolute hell and I have the fucking ass bastards to thank for it! Honestly I want them out of here! They kill me! They really do.

Any way to make a long story short I went through hell for a good while and then I had the sudden thought in my fucked up mind for a craving for cheese. So I went out and got cheese and ate some.

I felt better. Calmer if you put it that way and a tiny bit of happiness inside me.

I'm weird. >.>

Happy Valentine's Day!

2008-02-14T11:07:00.000-08:00

My morning was hectic though. The rest was fine so far. I'll tell you about it in a short list:

*Francis quit because of me.
*She was afraid that I would hurt her during my suffering.

That made me feel......*Wishes she could describe it* This morning was hell upon hearing the news. I'm.....I'm done with living around people......

Good Bye!

An Early Birthday Present

2008-02-12T22:18:00.000-08:00

I got an early birthday present today. It was a library book that was looooooong over due. And I've been meaning to take it back but something always came up in the weeks that I was supposed to go and take it back and they called yesterday saying that I could have it!

I'm so happy! YAY!

A Hectic Morning

2008-02-11T22:23:00.000-08:00

This morning was hectic. I should say a bit more then hectic because things got kind of physical between me and my mom over a fucking ass CFH on TV wailing it's worthless ass off......

And Francis heard it all again.

I'm getting tired of this I really am. Honestly one of these days I'm going to end the whole damn thing. The rest of my day was fine without any more problems which I'm thankful for. ^.^(v)

Hell

2008-02-06T22:21:00.000-08:00

Ok so my evening/night was hell because of the prospect of TS happening ( it didn't but still ). I didn't go to sleep until like 5:00AM. And I was up all night worrying my ass off.

I want the weather men to get it good really good the fucking bastards!

A Long Day

2008-02-04T19:07:00.000-08:00

I went to the clinic today and we were there way too long. I thought that there was going to be MAJOR problems with the CFH but there wasn't thank you God! I'm worn out and tired of spending so much time in the clinic waiting for them to get the medicine from......

ACROSS THE FUCKING STREET! Because of their ignorant stupid asses we were there longer then we needed to be.

I want them to pay for what they did to us.

Later on after I came home I went to bed because I was soooo fucking tired. I woke up to this really bad dream and I couldn't stop obsessing about it ( Fuck you OCD )! I'm ok now but it was awful.

*Hopes that no more dreams of the sort happen again.*

.....Let Me Die!

2008-02-01T19:49:00.000-08:00

♫ On the first day of February Satan gave to me, A day full of hell and shit. ♫

Seriously though today was absolute hell! It seems that January didn't want to leave so quickly. It was raining so naturally I was nervous because of what happened in January.

Any way to make a loooooong story short I had another emotional breakdown and my mom got hurt physically because of it ( it was an accident ) and the HA saw and witnessed all of this as she did with the other problem that I had.

I can't take much more of this.

18 Hours......

2008-01-30T16:12:00.000-08:00

......of sleep. Seriously! I went to sleep yesterday and woke up at 7:00AM today!

I needed because I went through hell on Saturday. Same problem with the people upstairs and it was really bad. Aileen had to come over to take my mom upstairs to talk to them and it all went wrong. They don't live in the apartment we thought they did.

And it's 2 apartments! Not one, but two separate apartments with each containing a pile of shit.

Let's face it. I'm fucking doomed.....

And that about sums it up people!

I Can't Believe It

2008-01-18T02:43:00.000-08:00

I went to see my therapist today for the last time because I'm being transfered to another place ( can't remember the name atm ). Getting ready to go was hell because I ran into too many problems with CFH. Also because of what happened last year at camp and the fact that something is going on with the whole thing ( The director is trying to sell it or something and then there's money problems blah blah blah ).........
......I'm not going this year.

I'm going to miss Sara and Jacob ( he gave me my first kiss last year ) immensely. I hope to see both of them again some how someday......I have Sara's email but I don't have any way of contacting Jacob..........How can I be so stupid? Knowing him for 5 years and not asking him for his address or email ( if he has one ).

*Screams* I just hope in some weird way I'll get to see him again.

Shopping! YAY!

2008-01-17T02:44:00.000-08:00

I went shopping today and I got more pens, and a really cute photo album with frogs on it. I'll write something with the pens that I bought on the weekend and scan them and post them here. Right now my day ended with the fucking CFH. I swear I can't take much more of this.

I also went to the art store that I think I told you about yesterday. It was heaven to see all the buttons and the like.

Changes

2008-01-16T16:41:00.001-08:00

Things are changing and for the good too! ^_^ I'm extremely happy about that. Yesterday I went out and I got 2 Selena CDs:

Selena ¡Vive!

Selena Remembered ( comes with a DVD too )

And I also got more cheese and it was sooooooooooo good. I'm going to get more tomorrow because I'm going out again tomorrow as well. Hahahahahaha! And on Friday I'm going to see my therapist. I know it's been ages since I've wrote in these.

But then again there is my LJ if any of you actually care what happens in my twisted life......

Awesome!

2008-01-15T16:47:00.000-08:00

Ok, to get things straight before I explain my day is that we got a new HA because Yvette wasn't all that she seemed to be. You'd be shocked if you knew the whole story from day one.

Any way some one else came to take her place and her name is Francis and OMG! She's a God send! We have so much in common! And this is like a dream almost I can't even tell if it's real! Well I went out with her today and I got the following 2 Selena CD's:

- Selena ¡Vive!
- Selena Remember CD and DVD in one!

And the other things were just some stuff to eat. I'm so very happy. There was just one tiny flaw, I ran into another creature from hell. >:(

Interesting Day

2008-01-08T18:30:00.000-08:00

Today was actually kind of interesting because a PT came over today ( totally unexpected ) and did some stuff with me and told me some things and my mom and him talked about my "history" regarding my PT and the reasons why I need it.

I haven't had it in about a year or maybe a little more. Ever since I left school I didn't get it and I've been out of school for over a year now. So......yeah. I also got to have cheese today! *Drools when thinking about it* Like I said I haven't had it in a while.

So it was good to have it. I have some left over of course. Also that dreaded cursed feeling came over me today while the PT was here and the first time it came over me it was really intense and I screamed......

Really I hated the fact that this was happening to me even more because he asked me what was wrong and I "told" him ( actually I told my mom and then explained it to him first ). I just wanna be normal!

Plans

2008-01-06T18:36:00.000-08:00

Today I had more problems......so I'm going to make a list of ways to die. I'll get back to you when I'm sure that one of them will succeed.

Hell

2008-01-05T18:35:00.000-08:00

I went through absolute hell today involving you know what. Ever since I found out what the whole hearing thing was and the fact they can't stop it etc. It's been 10 times worse.....

I even tried to kill myself today.

Sigh

2008-01-02T18:38:00.000-08:00

I slept in due to what went on yesterday and I woke up at around 7:00AM and a little later I get the dreaded feeling again. And not only that but it's intense! Also it feels a little different too. But it's the same thing.

What the hell is wrong with me?

Happy New Year!

2007-12-31T15:25:00.000-08:00

Wishing everyone a Happy 2008!

Love you and hope every one enjoys themselves!

Oh Fuck My Life!

2007-12-30T15:26:00.000-08:00

Today was absolute hell and so was the day before but today was worse. It all involves 1 thing the dreaded CFH! I couldn't get any sleep because of them and the fact that my hearing went up so
that I'm hearing them again louder is just an ass!

So without further ado I swear that I will kill myself if anything goes wrong tomorrow.

Awesome Day!

2007-12-28T06:06:00.000-08:00

Kerry came today and she brought me more stones! And they're soooooooo pretty! I had a blast with her! Wish that I could've spent more time with her but it was awesome! This is what I bought:

2 packs of frogs!
3 bottles of coke ( I missed having it deeply and I couldn't resist )
2 pens with fuzzy wuzzies on top ( blue and purple )
Marbles
Cheese! ( Missed it too )

And of course I went out for pizza! I would be insane if I didn't!

.....

2007-12-26T03:28:00.000-08:00

Remember yesterday? Well today I had to go through some of what I went through yesterday. Isn't that wonderful? YAAAAAAAAAY! I'm fucking miserable!

Crap

2007-12-25T03:24:00.000-08:00

My X-mas was crap. Started really bad this morning and just persisted from there. Although the morning was worse then the rest of the day.

This is what I got. Don't know why I'm posting it......it's not like any of you read this thing anyway:

Gifties! ^_^

From My Mommy:

Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix DVD
A Bag Of Buffalo nickels
Sliver Coins!
Selena Dreaming Of You CD
Selena Vive! CD

From Lance & Connie:

A Bunch of weird stuff! LOL!

And my mom told me that Kerry called and that she's coming on Friday! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

Boingy.

R.I.P Again

2007-12-23T21:54:00.000-08:00

Another one of my precious crabs went today. WTH is going on?! 2 in a row.......a day from each other.......I'm scared for my other 2 now.....

R.I.P I love and miss you!

R.I.P

2007-12-22T21:52:00.000-08:00

One of my crabs passed today.......May he r.i.p

I love and miss you.

Hee Hee Hee!

2007-12-20T20:52:00.001-08:00

I can't wait for tomorrow! Because of 2 things:

1. Kerry is coming to my house.

2. Or Kerry is coming back into America.

We'll just wait and see........

Aaaaaah Peace

2007-12-18T21:13:00.001-08:00

Today was another peaceful day for me and I'm grateful for it. Thank you God!

इ होप ठाट थिस कांतिनुएस!

Thank You God

2007-12-17T02:41:00.000-08:00

Today was a God send. It really was because not one thing went wrong and I got an early X-mas gift too!: A friend of mine gave me a link that allows you to make boingies! OMG! I'm soooooo happy! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY boingy!

より悪く行く地獄

2007-12-16T02:36:00.000-08:00

昨日は雌犬だった。それは時間に沿う最も悪い雌犬だった。私はに走った従って私がこれに私を書くように多くの問題は、私は目がさめているが、の

何か流出する私はおそらく決して理解しない。

私が多かれ少なかれ弾いた鬣問題はこれらである:

1. 強風のために

2. 私がTSのようにおよびたくさん聞こえた何かを聞き続けたので私はTSを憎む。

3. 異常な私を運転しているとても赤ん坊および私のOCD。

私はこのような何も再度起こらないことを望む。

Hooray My Therapist Is HISTORY!

2007-12-14T22:32:00.000-08:00

This folks is history in the making!......
My therapist is history, ooooh yeaaaah!
He's gone for good that no good ass wipe
from hell!

My therapist is gone for good. May he burn in
hell. The no good ass wipe deserves it for driving
my mom and me insane.

In the tune to Rudolph The Red Nose Reindeer.

Now the reason for that is because he finally realized that he can't help me because he doesn't have the time. Thank you God!

So my mom told me when I got home that he's taking the "case" to some one else and hopefully after my mom looks everything up......

......that they ( who ever they are ) can help me! I'm so happy to see that ass wipe gone!

Hooray for me! (●^_^●)

Oh Crap!

2007-12-13T16:20:00.000-08:00

So tomorrow I'm going to have to see my therapist who is a complete jack ass if I haven't told you. He's crazy and I mean that in a dangerous sort of way. If you only knew what he's trying to do you would be like "OMFG WTF is his fucking problem! Get away from him stat!" And my mom is working on getting me away from him ASAP.

I'm hoping I'll get to kick his ass some how with out me or my mom getting into any kind of trouble. I want him to feel it too. The bastard deserves some physical pain and of course humiliation. The better if it's public.

Kthnxbye!

OMG!

2007-12-12T17:15:00.001-08:00

The tree came today and it's so cute! I'm sitting right by it. Also yesterday I went to sleep at 6:00PM and I woke up today at exactly 8:00AM! That's 14 hours! I must've been out of it for some reason.

What gets me is I don't know what. But I guess I needed it because I feel better. n_n

Whoopdie Doo Hell Strikes Again!

2007-12-05T23:31:00.000-08:00

Ok this is pretty simple. I went to the clinic today and went through absolute hell with the creatures from hell. But it doesn't stop there I ran into another problem in the grocery store when my mom stopped there to pick up a few things on the way home. I never felt like this in my entire life. And guess what?

I went through all of that to come home without any answers as to what is wrong with me! My doctor gave me the name of a website with a list of a bunch of people that could help me! *Screams*

I'm going to die......

I'm Sick Of Being Me

2007-12-01T23:32:00.000-08:00

The feeling of me hating me has increased today by a whopping 1000%. It appears that I have no sympathy for other people or maybe it's just me... I don't know but one of my neighbors passed and my mom told me about it yesterday. And today I guess it was some of her family because some people were outside her apartment and they had a fucking baby.....

.....and it was crying and I opened my door and I yelled "Shut Up!" and I slammed the door screaming because the fucking thing wouldn't shut up. And what made it worse were 2 things.

1. The fact that it was practically in front of my door.

2. The fact that my mom told me they were probably coming over for the funeral and that they were members of her family.

I feel utterly disgusted. I hate myself even more now.....

Today Was A God Send

2007-11-30T22:04:00.001-08:00

And today was amazing! I went to the library and then to my local Rite Aid and I was shopping for pens when Selena's I Could Fall In Love came on the radio! OMG! That and the fact that I got an email from Sarah made my day! Thank you God! Oh and I got another boingy:

Isn't it adorable?! ♥

>_>....I'm Freaking Weird

2007-11-30T03:11:00.001-08:00

Ok something is definitely wrong with me....I died in my sleep and then I came back......and damn! It's affected my whole day. I told my mom and she told me that it was just a dream but I don't know because everything was black......

.......any way tomorrow I'm going to Library and hopefully I'll get some goodies because I've $13.00! W00T! Pray for me will you? I'm going to the clinic next week and I'm dying to tell my doctor what's been going on ( no not my therapist ).

Peace! I also need it.

Never Again......

2007-11-27T22:06:00.000-08:00

.....will I even talk to Evet. Why? Trust me you do not want to know.

Happy Thanksgiving!

2007-11-22T01:25:00.000-08:00

But not for me because I ran into more problems with the creatures from hell. And it got so bad it wound up into another episode of me throwing stuff. x_x Consider me dead alright?

Kthnxbye!

Bless My Mom

2007-11-20T21:36:00.000-08:00

Well yesterday and today I stayed at my friends house while my mom was in the hospital and yesterday was absolute hell because I was worried sick about her and it was crazy. The whole thing didn't make sense it was like my brain was numb.

She called today and she'll be fine. :D That puts everything at ease. The only thing now is that I miss her! I'm at my place right now. I think sleeping in my own bed tonight will help alot. But it's weird being in the house and not having her here.

Bless her.....she means the world to me. ♥

YAY! The Internet Is Back!

2007-11-18T22:00:00.000-08:00

Ok so you've wondered what happened to me.....or not but I'm going to tell you any way because I have to......they told me to......

The internet has been down for 3/2 days and during that time I was absolutely bored out of my ass. I had nothing to do really. It's sad how the internet is the only thing "exciting" in my life atm and when ever it goes for some time I'm absolutely "lifeless".

It's sad. :( Any way 4 days ago I found more boingies including today! YAAAAAAY! And that's it.

Kthnxbye!

Absolute Hell Gone Worse!

2007-11-13T20:52:00.001-08:00

How can hell get worse? Well this is how:

Today was absolute hell for me. I don't know wtf is wrong with me. I woke up this morning feeling really weird this morning and it just got worse through out the day. I know alot of it had to do with my OCD because I haven't had my meds in 3 days and it's just been getting worse every single day to today.

Lord kill me....

I think I'm going to loose it eventually.....Even now as I write this I feel weird and drained at the same time and I can't stand existing any more. So by for now.

If I don't post for 5 years it means I've killed myself.

Kerry Called

2007-11-11T22:50:00.001-08:00

Kerry called today and my mom and I must've talked with her for about 2 hours. Found out that she's staying in Germany for 2 more years but she'll visit. I don't think I could stand not having her here for 2 more years!

I'll be 17 then! O_O And that's scary for a whole lot of reasons that I'll tell you about some other time. In the mean time night!

Awesome Day

2007-11-09T23:51:00.000-08:00

11-9-07: After I left my therapist ( who today truly showed that he's an ass ) I went to the library and returned one of the books I was finished with and renewed the one I wasn't done with and I got a nice big thick one with list of stuff in it for free! YAY! I also went to the 99¢ store and I got more frogs and dice.

And the frogs squeek when you squeeze them! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee! I also went to Rite Aid and I got some really nice sparkly gell pens. And I'm going there again next time I go out with Ileen and Moet.

Wapo Gipo Mi Mi Mi Boingy!

Hooray

2007-11-08T22:38:00.001-08:00

Well today I finally got to go to the clinic and thanks to the happy pills my mommy gave me before we left I was "relaxed" and there wasn't many creatures from hell either. Evet came with us. I didn't want her too because I didn't want her to see my flipping out like that if any thing bad happened.

And nothing that bad happened any way so I thankful for that. I got mail from Kerry! YAY! She sent me stones! They're so pretty! ♥

I've Had Enough

2007-11-07T22:42:00.000-08:00

You know I'm really pissed off about my OCD. Today I was supposed to go to the clinic but due to me having another breakdown I couldn't. And what made it even worse was the fact that Evet ( My health aid ) witnessed all of the yelling my mom and I did with each other.

And that's all because of me wanting to use a specific garlic powder container that I couldn't find. I can't stand being me any more and I really can't stand having OCD. I want it to end. Tomorrow I'm going to the clinic and I pray to God that there are no problems of any kind what so ever.

I need my happy pills.

Hell Breaks Loose

2007-11-06T22:27:00.000-08:00

This morning was hell. It's by far the worst I've had in about a month. It all involved my OCD and some thing else but I can't quite remember exactly what. In fact I believe that the whole thing started earlier in the day when this fucking baby comes on TV and I loose it completely.

I really was out of it. And them later on because of the incident I was drained plus I felt weird and I couldn't sleep so I was on the computer for a bit and that's when I started seeing lines and that's when the next episode starts. My mom and I were yelling and screaming at each other for what seemed like 2 years.

When we made up we were both crying and hugging each other. Now as for today I feel calm, relaxed, and happy. ^_^ And this is due to my mom's idea of giving me my panic pills ( I take them when my nerves go bye bye ) every day. And she gave me some today and alot this morning and I feel awesome!

I ♥ feeling like this. God Bless these pills! Also I found the following:

❀ Selena Dreamin Of You Karaoke ( A new version )

❀ Selena I Could Fall In Love Karaoke ( A new version )

❀ Selena Como La Flor Karaoke ( A new version )

I'm so happy!

YAY! BOINGY!

2007-11-04T21:53:00.000-08:00

I found another boingy today. You can read about it here. It made my day. I'm so happy. Plus I also went down to Moet's because my mom wanted to speak to her mom so I went down to get her.

O Sega OCD!

2007-11-03T20:19:00.001-07:00

O xemāg ġemwõ đa vexög đag nu OCD ohõ tioñë gi wöjofa na omhema emu weu emwö, Oāpp za ivü gi đa hospital ij hina đoñë zaxeyöha ivog.

Ogāhö wöjofoñë na yöl đa depp!

I can't stand the fact that my OCD is going to drive me insane any day now and I'll be off to the hospital or something because of it. It's driving me up the wall!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

2007-10-31T20:33:00.000-07:00

But not for me.

It sucked ass because I slept all day. The only good thing that happened was the fact that my mom canceled my clinic appointment because we slept in.

I'm truly grateful for that :)

What's Been Happening?

2007-10-28T03:41:00.000-07:00

Well if you kept up with my other blog and my LJ you would know. IOW, alot has been happening both good and bad. I will fill in the missing post with that have something that happened and then you shall know everything.

Ok well maybe not everything but at least somethings. And that's good right? Right. And right now I feel relieved and that's a good thing. Bet you're wondering why I'm feeling this way right? It's not important.

Because if I told you you wouldn't understand what I'm talking about so what's the use in telling you? All you have to know is that I feel good knowing that every thing's going to be fine.

Fill-Ins

2007-10-26T20:12:00.000-07:00

I keep my promises don't I? The 24th was absolutely hell as well as the following dates:

24: Ugh! It really was ugh!

18: MAJOR OCD Breakdown ( On my LJ set to private )

15th: Something that could've been avoided.

There you go. And I'm going out tomorrow too! YAY! My life is finally getting exciting again! Oh and this post is a fill-in for the 26th. Please note that this was written on the 28th.

Mentioning this just to avoid confusion to any one who actually reads this......

Beans!

2007-10-22T20:37:00.000-07:00

Finally found out what kind of trees these come from. The Japanese Pagoda tree. I have these outside my house including sycamores and maples.

Abosolute Hell

2007-10-15T23:04:00.000-07:00

You know my therapist is such a jack ass? He thinks that I don't even have OCD and today my mom and I had to go to one of the clinics to take this stupid neurological test because he thinks ( my therapist ) that I have something else. He thinks that it's something to do with my brain. *Says this in her mock sarcasm pissed off voice *

And he practically unleashed all the problems that I had today with fucking ass babies on me. OOOOOOOOOOOH you just wait until I see him you just wait...XD

This Morning

2007-10-12T04:03:00.000-07:00

Right now it's 7:03AM and about and hour ago I was in my room awake and I saw a blue flash outside that looked ALOT like lightning and I started panicking as usual. My mom told me that nothing is supposed to happen and that it was "nothing".

WTF is "nothing"? How can it be "nothing"? It was definitely something and it scared me. I'm sick and tired of having to go through so many unnecessary things?

वि ऍम ई सुच अ वुस्स व्हें इत कोमेस तो ठेस थिंग्स?......

Hell

2007-10-09T00:37:00.000-07:00

I know I haven't posted here in a long time but I just thought you should know that yesterday I went out with Moet and the day was great but it ended badly. TS happened and the rest is history.......When I rushed up the stairs to get to my floor and into my house I was thinking something along the lines:

"Please don't let it be what I think it is...." Back at their house is where the whole thing started. I saw this blue flash outside their window not once but twice! And that got me all "gaga" so they told me what they were going to do and that was to run up the stairs to my apartment.

When I got home and said goodbye to them that's when all hell broke loose. It was fucking crazy and I wanted to die.....even a day after I still do....

My hermit crabs finally came. :)

Another Month Gone

2007-09-30T22:18:00.000-07:00

Time goes by too fast......Well Goodbye September and thank you for all the great days you gave me. I'll never forget this one....♥

Where Have I Been?

2007-09-28T21:14:00.000-07:00

I know I haven't updated this one in along time. But alot has been going on lately. You would know at least some of it if you read my other blog on here including the post that aren't set to private on my LJ. I'll post those here instead. Like the one that happened over the last 2 days ( if I remember correctly ).

Also maybe some from my diary that are worth posting? I'll think about that one. But the LJ ones I'm sure about. At lease they'll have a place and a meaning here......

Evil Medicine

2007-09-20T23:19:00.000-07:00

See here for more details.....if you can read it. >:)

Busy Busy Busy

2007-09-13T23:03:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow I'm going to see my therapist again. I'm looking forward to it. Also yesterday I started my new meds and I hope that they help me and that I don't get any of the side effects ( I don't know what they are ).

Hope that everything goes well tomorrow.

Fuck Weather Men

2007-09-11T23:10:00.000-07:00

Why do they have to be right? >:( It was hell. My day was hell and I want them to pay for it soooooo bad!

Fuck You!

2007-09-10T22:27:00.000-07:00

The weather men said that they're might be TS tomorrow morning.....and I hope that they're wrong other wise I hope they'll wind up dead.....

Foofoo sheepooo dodo maklu uumap daspeel. Fook hawyaap yip deeng!

Fucking ass holes should be killed if they're right!

Sheepoo!

2007-09-09T22:29:00.000-07:00

Oopmaap do doop doop cheep wahii bong bong ngoo ngoo sheepoo!

I went through unneccesary shit today.

OMG!

2007-09-08T23:02:00.001-07:00

See here for the wonderful day I had with Moet!

Good News And Bad

2007-09-07T19:50:00.000-07:00

The Good: Tomorrow I'm going out with Moet again! And this time I have some $_$ on me :) I'm looking forward to spending more time with them all because they're my best friends since like 4ever! God Bless them all!

The Bad: After hearing about TS happening sometime next week on the news everything went down the hill and straight to Satan's ass. The fucking ass weather man wound me up and then I started having some other problems too. Like hearing things that weren't there or that my mom didn't here.

So I started with yet another episode when things got to much to take and I just lost it. It lasted along time and even right now I'm not feeling too good because of it. I have the whole thing on my LJ but I set it to private so no one on there can read it but me.

But for the sake of it I'll post it here:

Warning! The Following Contains naughty language.....

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

Sounds like a happy Yay doesn't it? Well you would've gotten part of it right. It is a happy yay because tomorrow I'm going out again with Moet! W00T! And then the rest of my afternoon goes bye bye with the usual. And what started the whole thing was the FUCKING NO GOOD MOTHER FUCKING ASS WIPE WEATHER MEN THAT NEEDS TO GO FUCK HIS OWN CAT!

And the rest is simple!

* Mentioned TS for next week ( got me worked up )*
*Made the rest of the afternoon into the night hell because of it.

TS didn't happened but the mother fucking dick got me so worked up I started hearing things and thinking it was TS you know if I ever see this particular weather man in person he's going on my death list. Kicking people's asses who deserve it for making my life hell is sooooooooo much fun.

I'm killing my self. Simple as that. Then I'll FINALLY be in peace. Any way at least I know I've got tomorrow to look forward too but for some reason thinking about it isn't helping me right now.

Fuck you what ever your name is ( weather man I saw today on the news ). εĭз

Another Hectic Day

2007-09-04T21:31:00.000-07:00

ई स्वेअर ओं थे बाइबल ठाट ई'ल किल सोमे वन इफ थिस डेसं'त स्टोप.....

एअर्लिएर थिस एवेनिंग ई हद अनोठेर एपिसोड बेकाउसे सोमे फुक्किंग चाइल्ड वास क्र्यिंग आउट इन थे अल वे ऎंड ई लोस्त इत अगिन। थिस इस थे थिर्द दय इन अ रोव ठाट सोमेथिंग लिके थिस हस हप्पेनेद ऎंड ई'म गेत्तिंग सिक ऑफ़ इत.....ई थिंक ई मिघ्त दिए इफ सोमेथिंग ऑफ़ थे सोर्ट हप्पेंस अगिन। ई थिंक ई रेअल्ल्य वौल्ड.

Not Again!

2007-09-03T23:00:00.000-07:00

I had another bad day today although it wasn't as bad as yesterday. But why did it have to happen at all? Why couldn't today just be a problem free day? This is going to drive me insane if this keeps happening.....

Reserved

2007-09-02T23:32:00.000-07:00

See my other blog for now ( not that you'll be able to read the post ) but I'll post it here in English for you tomorrow.

Longest AIM Convo To Date

2007-09-01T20:20:00.000-07:00

Today I had a AIM convo with one of my friends for over an hour! O_O I know it's crazy! Today was nice!

♥My New Therapist Is A God Send!♥

2007-08-31T18:22:00.000-07:00

It was amazing! Eileen went with us too. So that also made my day because I got to see Moet and her brother again for a bit when I was outside my house singing with happiness because of all the amazing things that happened. Just knowing that help is right around the corner is something that makes me feel.....

.....idk I can't really describe it but it's amazing. OCD you're going bye bye! YAAAAAAY! Boingy!

Looking Forward To Tomorrow

2007-08-30T22:16:00.000-07:00

And here's why!

I Had A Blast

2007-08-29T19:41:00.000-07:00

Today was awesome! I had a blast with Moet and her brother Eliot! Read about what we did here and I can't wait for the next time!

Great Day!

2007-08-28T22:28:00.000-07:00

See my entry on my LJ please! I have to go and watch South Park and then get to bed because tomorrow I'm going out!

OMG!

2007-08-27T17:40:00.001-07:00

Okay this is truly amazing! On Wednesday my best friends mom is taking me places! W00T! Hopefully Moet ( my best friend since like 4ever ) can come with me. That'd make it awesome! I can't wait! Also tomorrow I'm going to the clinic and the drug store so then I'll be able to get my bug photos from camp developed.

Then I'll post them here. Also this morning I made another script off the top of my head and I'm in love with it. I'll post some samples later. And my day went nicely. I hope that tomorrow everything goes well at the clinic and nothing bad happens and that I don't run into any problems with noisy creatures from hell ( babies ).

Peace! This world needs it.....♥

God Bless My Mom

2007-08-24T21:05:00.000-07:00

Due to what happened yesterday ( Had problems with fucking ass babies on TV ) my mom told me that we're going on Monday instead. Bless her ♥ Today went well.

Dreading Tomorrow

2007-08-23T20:26:00.000-07:00

See my other blog for details. I really don't want to go to that fucking cursed clinic.....

ई स्वेअर ई विल किल एनी बबिएस ठाट एवें डरे तो स्टार्ट क्र्यिंग थेइर अस्सेस ऑफ़...

Surprises!

2007-08-22T15:59:00.000-07:00

My mom totally surprised me today by calling my friend Moet! She told me that she had a surprise for me when she woke me up and that was it! We talked for like 2 hours! O_o

Shhhhhhhhh! It's 3:33am!

2007-08-21T23:00:00.000-07:00

Yes it's true! *giggles quietly* I shouldn't even be here but I just wanted to let you know that my day was weird see my other blog. I think I should stop typing now even though it's so addictive. n_n

Insanity

2007-08-20T22:04:00.000-07:00

Today I ran into a problem that got me thinking my old thoughts again along with the new one that keeps floating around in my head. "They can't do anything to fix it....They can't do anything to fix it....." which made it worse and it went on for a while though and I hated it. I haven't had one of these so called episodes involving babies or the like in a good while.

But now I get to thinking that if I do run into any problems with that it'll be worse because I know that nothing can be done to reduce my hearing to make me stop hearing all these things outside ( like people talking or fucking noisy babies ) or hearing something louder then it was before ( at a decent volume ). I'm going to go insane if this keeps up I really am.

And knowing that nothing can be done to help me makes it even worse. I need some sort of a miracle and the likes of that happening RIGHT NOW are impossible..... :*(

ई वान्ना बे नॉर्मल ऎंड नॉट हवे तो गो थ्रौघ एनी ऑफ़ थिस।

Blank

2007-08-19T16:50:00.000-07:00

I left the title of this entry "blank" because I couldn't think of a title for it. Any way I was right. Omniglot was updated today. I just hope that it doesn't mean that Sunday is the day it's going to be updated because it's bad enough having to wait 6 days until you see pretty scripties but 7?

No way. I just hope that this theory that I have is wrong that something happened ( hope it wasn't serious ) to delay the update of the site. *Crosses fingers* OTOH it's raining right now because of the damned hurricanes and even though my mom told me that nothing else is supposed to happen ( e.i. TS ) I'm still nervous.

I wanna take a nappy but I can't. :( Wah! :P

My Findings

2007-08-18T21:55:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I changed the layout of my blog because I got tired of the old one and wanted something new. And today went well. I found a bunch of Karaoke versions of Selena's songs on YouTube! I'll post one later. Also I found alot of information on 2 families of arachnids a few days ago. My most recent finding was yesterday.

I love it when I hit the "jack pot" on the internet. It always makes me happy. And also Omniglot wasn't updated this week! YIKES! :O Usually every Saturday there's new languages or conscripts and when the owner of the site is going some where he usually mentions it on the "What's New?" page of the site.

This time nothing! I wonder what's going on? Hopefully tomorrow they'll be something new there or an explanation of why it wasn't updated.

गूढ़ ऎंड बद

2007-08-17T19:50:00.000-07:00

इन्स्टाद ऑफ़ मे टैपिंग एवेर्य थिंग ओवर अगिन ई'ल थिंक ई'ल जुस्त पोस्ट थे लिंक तो इत इन्स्टाद। ऎंड यू कैन रीड इत राईट नोव! इसं'त ठाट ग्रेट? वेल्ल ऎन्जॉय इत नोव ओके?

Going To The Clinic Tomorrow

2007-08-15T19:59:00.001-07:00

See here please. Typing it over will just kill me. Or wait maybe that's a good thing.....

ई'म रेअल्ल्य अपसेट राईट नोव अत जुस्त थौघ्त ऑफ़ इत.... थिस इसं'त फुं अत अल। ई हटे मय लाइफ इत सुक्क्स लिके शीत!

सॉरी फ़ॉर थे देले

2007-08-14T17:10:00.000-07:00

फ़ॉर २ देस थे इन्टरनेट हस बीन दोवं फ़ॉर सोमे स्त्रंगे रेअसों। ई गोट इत बैक येस्तेर्दय अत 8:00pm। सो ई जुस्त वांटेड तो लेट यू क्नोव ठाट नोथिंग बद हप्पेनेद ऎंड ठाट ई'म अल्रिघ्त। :) ई गोट मय ब्रैड्स ताकें आउट ऎंड मय हेयर वाशेद टुडे।

इत काम अस अ शोक तो मे बेकाउसे ई क्नेव ठाट थे हेयर द्रेस्सेर वास किंग बुत ई दिदं'त क्नोव वहत डेट इत वास ओं सो नातुराल्ल्य व्हें मय मॉम वोके मे उप ऎंड तोल्ड मे ठाट शे वास हियर ई वास लिके "वहत?!" ग्लाद इत'एस ओवर थौघ बेकाउसे ई हटे गेत्तिंग थे ब्रैड्स ताकें आउट।

अत लीस्ट ई गोट तो बे ओं थे इन्टरनेट व्हिले शे वास तकिंग थेम आउट! :)

मय लाइफ इस गेत्तिंग बोरिंग अगिन...

2007-08-11T18:27:00.000-07:00

इट्स साद ऎंड त्रुए। इट्स लिके अल थे "एक्ष्किमेन्त्" लेफ्ट इत ऎंड एवेर्य्थिंग इस गोइंग बैक तो थे वय इत उसेद तो बे बेफोरे ई लेफ्ट फ़ॉर कैंप। नॉट ठाट कैंप वास एनी बेत्तेर थिस येअर थौघ...

मय दय वेंत वेल्ल!

2007-08-10T20:07:00.000-07:00

मय दय वेंत रेअल्ल्य गूढ़ अच्तुअल्ल्य बेकाउसे अल ठाट हप्पेनेद वेअठेर विस वास रैन ऎंड ठाट इस इत! ऎंड इम ग्रतेफुल फ़ॉर ठाट। ई त्रुल्य ऍम थांक यू! थे ओनली थिंग ठाट वोर्रिएस मे नोव इस हाउ मय निघ्त इस गोइंग तो गो। बुत ई थिंक इत विल बे फिने। ई जुस्त होप ठाट ई'म राईट!

अल्सो हाऊसिंग वास सुप्पोसेद तो कॉम येस्तेर्दय तो फ़िक्ष् थे बाथरूम दूर ऎंड थेय काम लेट ऎंड थेय तोल्ड मय मॉम ठाट हाऊसिंग डेस्न्त पुट उप थे दूर्स एनी मोरे ऎंड ठाट थे कार्पेंतेर डेस इत नोव। कान यू बेलिएवे ठाट? अल थिस टिम मय मॉम ऎंड ई थौघ्त ठाट इत वास गोइंग तो गो राईट ऎंड थें थिस हप्पेंस!

हाऊसिंग हियर इस सो दुम्ब ऎंड उन्रेलिअब्ले!

व्ह्य दो ई एक्षिस्त्?

2007-08-09T19:10:00.000-07:00

सोम तिमेस ई रेअल्ल्य फील लिके गोद पुट मे हियर जुस्त फ़ॉर मे तो सुफ्फेर.... एवें थौघ मय मॉम तेल्ल्स मे ठाट हे हस अ प्लान फ़ॉर मे ई फंड इत हार्ड तो बेलिएवे अलोत ऑफ़ थे तिमेस बेकाउसे ई हवे बीन सुफ्फेरिंग अलोत मोरे थें उसुअल इत सीम्स। अल्सो टुमॉरो थे वेअठेर इस सुप्पोसेद तो बे रेअल्ल्य बद ऎंड ठाट अलोने मेक्स मे नर्वस।

तोदय सोम वन वास सुप्पोसेद तो कॉम तो पुट उप अ न्यू दूर ऎंड थेय दीद कॉम हौर्स लेटर! मय मॉम वेंत फ़ूड शॉपिंग ऎंड दीद अल ठेस थिंग्स व्हें थेय वेरे सुप्पोसेद तो कॉम बेत्वीं 8:00am-12:00pm! व्हें थे गाए दीद कॉम हे तोल्ड मय मॉम थे रुलेस हवे चंगेद ऎंड ठाट थे कार्पेंतेर इस सुप्पोसेद तो कॉम ऎंड पुट उप अ न्यू दूर!

ई'म स्कारेड.....

Arch Nemesis List # 3

2007-08-08T17:49:00.000-07:00

Well here it is. I thought that this would happen and it did. So without further ado I bring you the 3rd addition of the Arch Nemesis List:

Jasmine: She made the list by beating me up this year at camp....I hope that son of a bitch burns in hell....She's going to pay big time!

Brett: Looks like she has 2 sides to her like Jasmine although Jasmine showed more of her dark side if you know what I mean this year. And Brett definitely showed she wasn't stable.....

I don't know if I should add the following people or not:

Fiona ( counselor )
Sara ( Camper who was supposed to be my friend... )
Seeque ( counselor who did nothing to stop Jasmine and Brett from bothering me )

You know I think I will add her for just that:

Seeque: Made the list by doing nothing to stop Brett or Jasmine from bothering me.

Fiona: Same reason. She also told me hours later after Jasmine beat me to get over it......Plus I got the feeling that she didn't really like me....

Also TS happened this morning but thank goodness it wasn't bad.

Arch Nemesis List # 3!!!!!!!

2007-08-07T18:43:00.001-07:00

Well I haven't made another one in a year but due to what happened at camp this year I think I will. Not now though since I can't think straight for some reason but perhaps for tomorrow's post? Yeah I think I'll like that......>:) Nothing interesting happened today.

Please I don't want my life to go back to the way it was.....

प्लेस ई डॉन'त वांट मय लाइफ तो गो बैक तो थे वय इत वास.....

वेल्ल ई हवें'त मदे अनोठेर वन इन अ येअर बुत ड्यू तो वहत हप्पेनेद अत कैंप थिस येअर ई थिंक ई विल। नॉट ओनली नोव थौघ सिंस ई कैन नॉट थिंक स्त्रैघ्त फ़ॉर सोम रेअसों बुत पेर्हप्स फ़ॉर टुमॉरो'एस पोस्ट? येः ई थिंक ई विल लिके ठाट.....>:) नोथिंग इन्तेरेस्तिंग हप्पेनेद टुडे।

एडिट: ई'म थिंकिंग ऑफ़ पोस्टिंग बिलिंगुअल नोव सिंस ई कैन टाईप इन हिंदी! :)

ई हटे जस्मिने!

2007-08-05T20:56:00.000-07:00

You can probably figure out what that says any way। ;)

ई हटे यू जस्मिने!

यू कैन नॉट फिगुरे आउट वहत थिस सय्स उन्लेस यू क्नोव हाउ तो रीड हिंदी जस्मिने! MWAHAHAHA!

Camp, Home, And Hell

2007-08-03T20:27:00.000-07:00

At Camp:

Morning: 8:00am-8:30am

Naturally after yesterday I was worn out both physically and emotionally. So I made a promise to myself to sleep as long as I could or IOW sleep as along as I wanted too. Fat chance!

What happened is this:

When morning came I was fast asleep that is until Fiona ( one of my counselors ) kept shouting my name and telling me to get up and get dressed for morning circle and breakfast. I was sort of awake and asleep at the same time.

So I heard her but ignored her and tried to go back to sleep. That's when Jasmine turns the radio on really loud and starts snapping her fingers looking in the direction of my bed and I tell her to:

1. Turn down the music.

2. Stop bothering me.

So she did nether. The music thing didn't bother me at the moment because I was awake by then and not trying to go back to sleep. What was bothering me was the 12 year old bitch snapping her fingers ( that I so wanted to chop off and feed to my beloved pet... )on purpose to get me annoyed.

Well it was working as it always does because snapping fingers and popping gum or anything that sounds like it gives me a head ache I can't eve describe. Plus my nerves went bye bye and I was pulsing with anger/hatred all at the same time.

So I was screaming "Stop it!" and "Jasmine cut it out!" etc half naked ( I only had my panties on )pounding the wall in agony asking her to stop. And get this the counselors have the nerve to tell me to stop instead of her!

Can you believe them? Nor can I! Any who I went over to her bed to tell her to stop and she didn't so I tried to put her hands down and then the next thing you know she beats me again! So the next thing you know I'm outside with my pajama top on and panties after I kicked her a few times.....

Then my wish comes true I got taken home and something is going to be done about Jasmine because my told me so. She's not getting away with this at all.....

At Home: 1:20pm-1:30pm?

Naturally when I left to go home at 10:00am I was jumping with joy. But it also was sort of a bitter sweet ending because Sara and I made up and when I was walking to the car ( Harvey and Katie were taking me home ) I was singing "Dreaming Of You" with her since that's our favorite Selena song....

I'll miss her alot. :*( But I'll see her next year and we keep in touch via IM and email.

So I get home and I tell my mom every thing that happened over the last 2 days. And she makes some phone calls while I'm on my computer doing the things I love. Then a few hours later TS happens while the sun was shining and the sky was blue!

It only did it once during the day and at night......Fuck you god! Happened with no warning both times! And this time it was worse because I was having problems with my walk men so my mom had to borrow my neighbor's and hers was acting up too!

And I did more damage to the bathroom door then I did the last few times.....It's almost coming part now.....Why? Why did I have to come home to this?.......

On the bright side I got the 7th and the last Harry Potter book and Pizza.And today I got 2 new walk mens along with a CD case! YAY! n_n

Written on the 4th of August.

Jasmine Is Evil

2007-08-02T13:25:00.000-07:00

You probably don't know what I'm talking about but Jasmine is one of the girls in my bunk and today she's gone too far on picking on me. She beat me up with a huge stuffed dog or something of the sort of hers and Sara ( Who's supposed to be my friend ) was laughing and cheering her on!!!!!

I'm still upset about what they ( Jasmine and Sara ) did to me. I wanna come home. I'm not going to take another day around them ( this includes every one in my bunk actually ) I also told Sara that I'm never talking to her again ( which I'm not ).

And to make things worse Sara didn't even try to stop Jasmine from beating me up like a friend is supposed to do. We were friends for 4 years....... :*(

I'm going to make sure that I go home this time no matter what.....I'm sick and tired of the people in this bunk.

Bye!

2007-07-18T20:36:00.000-07:00

Bye! I'm leaving for camp tomorrow and I'm looking forward to it. Please God let everything go well tomorrow.

See here for what my morning was like.....

Happy Birthday Mommy!

2007-07-16T21:54:00.000-07:00

What the title says! I got my hair braided although the first part of the day was kind of hectic but towards the end it was really nice. See here for more details. I love the way it ended and 2 more days until I go to camp! Yippee! =)

Mistake

2007-07-15T16:56:00.000-07:00

I made a mistake on the camp dates. I'm going on the 19th not the 18th. Any way here's the new countdown to it:

07-15-07

*07-16-07* ( My mom's b-day )

07-17-07

07-18-07

*07-19-07*

07-15-07: My mom washed my hair today for camp and tomorrow I'm going to the salon to get my hair done in cornrolls. I love getting pampered! lol! I hope everything goes well tomorrow with no problems of any kind for the entire day/night.

*Crosses fingers*

wapogipoyellowfrog88

Weird Symbols & A Visit From Satan

Damn You Irritating Pest From Hell!

Kill.....Must....Kill......

Happy Birthday To Me!

The Devil's Lair

Evil Evening

What The Hell Is Wrong With Me?!

PT Came

A Day Of Hell And Cheese

Happy Valentine's Day!

An Early Birthday Present

A Hectic Morning

Hell

A Long Day

.....Let Me Die!

18 Hours......

I Can't Believe It

Shopping! YAY!

Changes

Awesome!

Interesting Day

Plans

Hell

*Sigh*

Happy New Year!

Oh Fuck My Life!

Awesome Day!

.....

Crap

R.I.P Again

R.I.P

Hee Hee Hee!

Aaaaaah Peace

Thank You God

より悪く行く地獄

Hooray My Therapist Is HISTORY!

Oh Crap!

OMG!

Whoopdie Doo Hell Strikes Again!

I'm Sick Of Being Me

Today Was A God Send

>_>....I'm Freaking Weird

Never Again......

Happy Thanksgiving!

Bless My Mom

YAY! The Internet Is Back!

Absolute Hell Gone Worse!

Kerry Called

Awesome Day

Hooray

I've Had Enough

Hell Breaks Loose

YAY! BOINGY!

O Sega OCD!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

What's Been Happening?

Fill-Ins

Beans!

Abosolute Hell

This Morning

Hell

Another Month Gone

Where Have I Been?

Evil Medicine

Busy Busy Busy

Fuck Weather Men

Fuck You!

Sheepoo!

OMG!

Good News And Bad

Another Hectic Day

Not Again!

Reserved

Longest AIM Convo To Date

♥My New Therapist Is A God Send!♥

Looking Forward To Tomorrow

I Had A Blast

Great Day!

OMG!

Sigh