Leaving The Loony Bin!

Today I came home from the loony bin. And also for those who like my precious Arch Nemesis List will be happy to know that I'll be making another one! YAY! While I was at the loony bin I made loads of enemies. And yes I did make friends there too, but mostly enemies. I'll tell you why, it's because it was just like being back at school again. Yes you heard me mother fuckers! Most of the kids ( Mostly boys were involved but they're were some girls too ), found out that clucking, snapping their fingers, and popping gum bothers me so that's what they did! For 8 fucking days they did nothing but shit to me. What did I do to have such a fucking bad life? That's what I'd like to know for sure!

Almost every night something happened. If it wasn't the kids bothering me it was something else. And being in that fucking loony bin only made me worse. You wouldn't believe how fucking happy I was when my mom ( who came to visit yesterday ) told me I was leaving the next day! She was talking to my doctor who gives me my normal meds for my fucking OCD and who gave me the meds to "calm me down" when I got upset and what the other staff there called "out of control" Really all it was, was me reacting to the what was going on in that fucking loony bin. And I looked forward to writing in my diary about my days and nights at the fucking loony bin.

Oh, and for those fucking nosy people I will post my diary entries from when I was there. And I'm not doing it to please you either. These should've been posts on my blogs at home, not in some psychotic fucking loony bin! And I'm thinking of scanning the post instead of typing them. So what if you think I'm fucking lazy? Were you the one in the loony bin suffering for 8 FUCKING DAYS?! And even if you were in a loony bin doesn't mean you went through what I went through. Any way I bet you're noticing that I'm using the word "fuck" more often then normal, but hey, were you in a loony bin suffering instead of getting help for 8 FUCKING DAYS?! No you weren't now shut the fuck up and keep reading. Here are some things you should know before I post my diary entries here:

1. I hate my periods. I have a really bad fear of blood. I can't stand the sight of it. To me it's like digging up a grave and looking at some one's decaying corpse.

2. I have OCD. It been driving me up the wall for over 10 fucking years. Oh yeah, I forgot it's caused nothing but trouble for me.

3. I also have a really bad fear of T-storms too. Almost the same thing as the blood but instead of the corpse thing it's alot worse. I get really nervous to the point I flip out of control. You'd think I was being sexually assaulted or some thing. It's so bad I can't even say the word. I can't even type or write the word down. So I refer to them as T-storms or TS. I would prefer TS from now on thank you.

Also I really don't feel like updating my other blog with this much info so don't expect anything BIG. That's all for now.

Leaving Again!

Well I have to say that I'm leaving yet again! I'm going to a hospital so they can help me with my nerves ( they're out of control ever since I went to the devil's lair ). I don't know how long I'll be there. But here's the good news they have computers! So hopefully I'll get to update my blog there. They have other kids there too with other problems. I've been there before. I just thought *sighs* I'll never go there again. But any way I just thought you should know this. I'm leaving soon around 1:00pm so I would like to say good bye again...

Diary Entry: 07-23-06

Dear Diary,

Today was awesome! My mom called today! Just like yesterday I saw alot of bugs:

Loads of cabbage white butterflies
2 tiger swallowtail butterflies
2 daddy long legs
1 spider
2 crickets
1 bristle tail
1 orange butterfly ( Not sure what kind )
We also had a camp fire today. I ate tons of marshmellows! :) Also we went swimming for 2 hours! And last night we had a dance. Tday we also had music we were dancing like mad! Can't wait for tomorrow! I also got beads from arts and crafts! :)

Diary Entry: 07-22-06

No comments yet! What's wrong with you people! These are diary entries from my vacation! How can you not comment on them! Anyway here is another one:

Dear Diary,

Today I saw so many bugs!

2 daddy long legs
1 HUGE SPIDER! ( Fishing/Wolf Spider I think )

I managed to get a picture of it. But it wasn't a good one. I also took a photo of a daddy long legs. Not to sure on what kind it was though. I'm hoping ( when I go home ) I can send it to www.bugguide.net for an ID on what species it is.

2-3 may flies
1 small gray weevil of some sort
4-5 millipedes
2 pairs of millipedes were making love! I told them to "GET A ROOM"!
1 earwig ( at the pool
1 moth of some sort at night
Tons of mosquitoes ( and yes I got bitten! )
1-2 chafer beetles
5-6 ants in the computer room! ( * wonders what they were doing there* ).
2 stone flies
1 Dragon fly ( at the pool )
I also saw 2 bats! I also learned words in Arabic ( Egyptian ) today too! :)

Diary Entry: 07-21-06

Well here's another one of my diary entries from when I was at camp:

Dear Diary,

Today I caught a frog! I also saw alot of insects today. Here are some of them:

2 grasshoppers
2 chafer beetles
1 jumping spider
1 tussock moth
2 horse flies ( at pool )
1 frog!!! ( at the flower bed near the pool )
We also went to the creek for outward bound today and I saw a Tiger Swallowtail butterfly! :) I also almost caught it too ( with my bare hands ) ! :) Also I found the frog in the flower bed near the pool, and it was HUGE! I wish my mom could see it. We went swimming today and there horse flies EVERY WHERE! It was crazy. ( I had to keep ducking under water to avoid being bitten alive! ) Same thing with the mosquitoes too every where, only they were in the woods and outside the pool. Well gotta go to bed! NIGHT! :)

P.S Just a few minutes ago ( when I went out to look at the bugs near the light on the porch ) I saw a stone fly and 2 June beetles outside on the porch.

Diary Entry: 07-20-06

Well as I said I would here is the first one:

Dear Diary,
Today was awesome! Before I went to camp I saw a woolly bear caterpillar! ( The larvae of the Tiger moths Arctiidae ). :) These are all the bugs I saw today:

1 woolly bear caterpillar
1 ichneumon wasp ( Female )
3 june beetles
2 snout moths
1 daddy long legs
1 cabbage white butterfly
3-4 may flies
1 leaf hopper
Lots of mosquitoes
1 yellow jacket wasp
1 baby spider
2 chafer beetles
1 ant
Lots of june beetles ( Japanese june beetles ) We also had a talent show tonight! And tomorrow is a whole new day with more bugs! :)
And tomorrow there's a whole new entry! ( Photos of some of the insects and spiders I saw there will be posted as soon as I get them developed. )

Guess What?.... I'M BACK!

Hello people! I'm back! I came home hours ago! Did you miss me? Did you cry like a over grown baby?.... ( just joking! ). Any way I have loads to tell you, and tons of bug photos to post once they're developed. And as I promised my diary entries from camp will be posted starting tomorrow. It's 9:39pm at the moment and I really want to start ranting, but man I'm so...*yawns* damn tired, well not that tired! just a little bit. Any way got to get ready for bed...before I collapse on the floor! ( That won't happen trust me... ) Any way tell you loads tomorrow! NIGHT SUCKERS! MWAAHHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!

Camp

Well just a few minutes ago Irene just left after doing my hair. Also I promised that I would make this a special post so I will. Let's start with my mystery bug. Here's a photo of it. Isn't it cute? This is a nymph ( the young of true bugs ) of a leaf footed bug. But I'm not sure on the species. I've seen them every where where I live and at camp ( Which I'm going to tomorrow! ). But thanks to www.bugguide.net I now know that this is a young leaf footed bug. Before I knew what they were I used to call them "boot bugs" because they look like boots. And that was my nick name for them. Also my mom got the rest of my cameras from the drug store earlier this morning. Also I'm going to take lots of pictures of these when I see them at camp. Also yesterday Kerry called to say good bye to me and to wish me a good time at camp. She also told me that when I come home from camp she would call to set date for me to go to the beach! YAY! So I have that to look forward to too! Any way Good bye for now!

One More Day!

Tomorrow Irene is comming to do my hair for camp. And then the day after tomorrow I leave for camp! YAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIMI! :)

Today is my wonderful mimi's birthday! She told me that we're going to have a nice PARTY! ( Yes! please do envy us! ) And we're going to have cake and ice cream too! And lot of noise makers!!!

I also got mail from Connie too! She sent me 3 GIANT FUZZY WUZZY BALLS! YAY! :) ( 2 orange and 1 yellow ). I like them alot and also I've got only got 4 more days until I go to camp! ( Yes! PLEASE envy meeeeeeeeeeeeee! ) so later on I'm going to help my wonderful mimi write my name on the clothes I'm taking to camp.

Also I bet your wondering what mimi means. So I'm going to tell you. I like to call my mommy mimi. So that means when ever you see the word mimi in any of my post you know who and what I'm talking about. If any thing else happens that's interesting I'll update this post.

Going To Camp On July 20th! YAAAAAAAAAAY! :)

Well as you can tell by the title of this entry I'm going to camp on the 20th and there's nothing you suckers can do about it! That's pretty much all I have to say except this:

During the wonderful time I'm at camp I won't be able to post things on my blog until I come home from camp. Then I can post my Diary entries on here about my wonderful days at camp. WARNING!: they will be long! So in the mean time I'll say good night.

Note: I'll post my last blog entry on the night before I go to camp. And I'll make it nice and special! :)

Ink

Hey I know what I'm about to post isn't that exciting, but it is to me! So today I got mail from Lance's wife! She sent me 2 bottles of ink. ( I had ran out of ink in my other one. ) So for me and any body else that likes ink wells and uses them almost daily with a quill or fountain pen ( I have both. ) this is worth reading. And then you can celebrate my happiness. :)

Lady Bugs!

Today at 8:00am my mom found a Asian Lady bug ( Harmonia Axyridis ) on one of the chairs in the kitchen and she put it in a cup for me to look at for a while. I was cute! One thing you should know is that this beetle is variable in color. the way to tell if it is Harmonia Axyridis is to look at the white "shield" covering it's thorax. If it has a black "W" on it then it's Harmonia Axyridis. These lady bugs are also called the multicolored Asian lady bugs. And for good reason too, for the come in many different patterns and colors and some of them don't eve have spots on there elytra ( wing cases )! Well that 's all that happened today. I let the lady bug go on the balcony.

Went To Dr. Grodberg's Today!

Today was awesome! The weather was awesome and I saw alot of insects! First things first, I talked with the doctor like I never did before! I got alot off my chest that was bothering me for a very long time. And I feel much better. And now for the insects that I saw today!

1 leaf hopper nymph ( it was pink! )
2 microlepidoptera moths! ( See www.bugguide.net for details on these and other insects and spiders! )
1 black moth ( don't know what kind, flew away before I could get a good look at it. )
1 huge black carpenter bee!
I also stayed out for a bit singing my heart out to some Selena's songs on my walk men. That's when the wonderful huge fat cute CARPENTER BEE!

Lance And Connie Came To Visit Today!

Today Lance and Connie came to visit my mom for her birthday. My mom's real b-day is on the 16th but they couldn't come that day so they came today! We had pizza! It's been along long time since I've had it. I wanted to get some with Kerry the other day but it was closed. ( We came back home too late. ) It was good seeing them again! We haven't seen them in over a year! That's what my mom told me.

Connie gave me a bunch of rings and a silver charm bracelet! I like charm bracelets. I have quite a few. And as for rings I have ( what my mom says! ) too many! :) Also I saw a gray geometrid moth when we went outside to escort them to the taxi that was taking them back home. It was very pretty. I caught it and showed it to my mom in the lobby and then I let it go.

Went Out With Kerry!

I just came back from going out with Kerry! I had a blast! This is what I bought with her:

Mancala ( A game with glass beads! )

Selena Cd's ( Live and Unforgettable the studio cd )

2 bags of Doritos

And I also saw a fire fly! I had a blast today. I went to Toys R us to get the game Mancala and to a record store also on Time Square where I got the cd's. We took the subway to get there. I can't wait to see her again after camp!

P.S Lance and Connie are coming on Saturday for a visit.

Appointment Canceled

Today my mom had to cancel my appointment with Dr. Grodgerg because she wasn't feeling well. Nothing interesting happened. I was really looking forward to talking to him. When I found out I was like "Shit I was looking forward to seeing him!" and "Shit I was going to tell him how I feel " and "SHIT! the freakin devil cursed this day!" So by that you could tell I was mad. If any thing else happens like a miracle I'll tell you. If not....well....I'LL EAT YOU!

Just kidding on that one. ^_~

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY! Today nothing much happened. My mom told me that tomorrow I have an appointment with Dr. Grodberg! And then the next day ( Thursday ) I see Kerry! YAY! I can't wait to talk to Dr. Grodberg and then the day after that I get to go out with Kerry and go shopping. I can't wait!

Yesterday nothing happened that was interesting. I found a picture of a really cool looking Horse Fly which was white and had gold colored eyes! I'll post a picture at the end of this post.

I'm not too sure on what species it is but it's really cool looking. I doubt I'll see anything like that, but I've seen some pretty cool looking insects and spiders at camp that makes me love the insect and spider world even more. They come in so many shapes, sizes, and colors. And you'll see what I mean when you look at the photo above!

Going To See Kerry On Thursday!

Today Kerry called and she told me that she's coming to take me shopping for the day on Thursday! This Thursday! I can't wait! Other then that nothing interesting happened today. We still have some fruit flies flying around. They're cute!

The Invasion Of The Flies

Today flies invaded our house! Fruit Flies to be exact. What really shocked me was the fact that this morning my mom told me that 2-3 flies were flying around the Venus Fly Trap my mom had bought but they didn't land on the leaves as far as I know! Gee, that was awkward! The invasion of the flies started last night when found one in the bathroom! I thought, "Ok. This normal." which at first I thought it was normal because every now and then we would get fruit flies when my mom buys bananas. But we never got this many! Next thing you know they'll be breeding! ( See picture on the side ) I could hear the flies now about how they're going to take over the house: "Hee hee hee! We just invaded Brittanie's house and we are now making plans to take over the house! In the mean time we'll be making babies! Yeah right! But just to let you know it wasn't a swarm of them. Although you might've guessed ( for thoughs who read my profile and know me ) that I love insects and spiders alot! I find them fascinating to read about ( I have many books on them ) and to watch and photograph in their natural habitats ( which by the way isn't my house! ). Although I don't mind having their company! It may sound like I do in this post but really I love them! It's my mom who hates them! In fact she hates all insects except butterflies and lady bugs. She wouldn't kill them if they made their way into the house, but anything else she'll either kill or catch them in a cup for me to let them go outside. So really in this case I consider my mother to be an insect hater and killer, which by the way in my view is against the law! :)