HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

But not for me.

It sucked ass because I slept all day. The only good thing that happened was the fact that my mom canceled my clinic appointment because we slept in.

I'm truly grateful for that :)

What's Been Happening?

Well if you kept up with my other blog and my LJ you would know. IOW, alot has been happening both good and bad. I will fill in the missing post with that have something that happened and then you shall know everything.

Ok well maybe not everything but at least somethings. And that's good right? Right. And right now I feel relieved and that's a good thing. Bet you're wondering why I'm feeling this way right? It's not important.

Because if I told you you wouldn't understand what I'm talking about so what's the use in telling you? All you have to know is that I feel good knowing that every thing's going to be fine.

Fill-Ins

I keep my promises don't I? The 24th was absolutely hell as well as the following dates:

24: Ugh! It really was ugh!

18: MAJOR OCD Breakdown ( On my LJ set to private )

15th: Something that could've been avoided.

There you go. And I'm going out tomorrow too! YAY! My life is finally getting exciting again! Oh and this post is a fill-in for the 26th. Please note that this was written on the 28th.

Mentioning this just to avoid confusion to any one who actually reads this......

Beans!

Finally found out what kind of trees these come from. The Japanese Pagoda tree. I have these outside my house including sycamores and maples.

Abosolute Hell

You know my therapist is such a jack ass? He thinks that I don't even have OCD and today my mom and I had to go to one of the clinics to take this stupid neurological test because he thinks ( my therapist ) that I have something else. He thinks that it's something to do with my brain. *Says this in her mock sarcasm pissed off voice *

And he practically unleashed all the problems that I had today with fucking ass babies on me. OOOOOOOOOOOH you just wait until I see him you just wait...XD

This Morning

Right now it's 7:03AM and about and hour ago I was in my room awake and I saw a blue flash outside that looked ALOT like lightning and I started panicking as usual. My mom told me that nothing is supposed to happen and that it was "nothing".

WTF is "nothing"? How can it be "nothing"? It was definitely something and it scared me. I'm sick and tired of having to go through so many unnecessary things?

वि ऍम ई सुच अ वुस्स व्हें इत कोमेस तो ठेस थिंग्स?......

Hell

I know I haven't posted here in a long time but I just thought you should know that yesterday I went out with Moet and the day was great but it ended badly. TS happened and the rest is history.......When I rushed up the stairs to get to my floor and into my house I was thinking something along the lines:

"Please don't let it be what I think it is...." Back at their house is where the whole thing started. I saw this blue flash outside their window not once but twice! And that got me all "gaga" so they told me what they were going to do and that was to run up the stairs to my apartment.

When I got home and said goodbye to them that's when all hell broke loose. It was fucking crazy and I wanted to die.....even a day after I still do....

My hermit crabs finally came. :)