Monday, December 31, 2007

Happy New Year!

Wishing everyone a Happy 2008!

Love you and hope every one enjoys themselves!

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Oh Fuck My Life!

Today was absolute hell and so was the day before but today was worse. It all involves 1 thing the dreaded CFH! I couldn't get any sleep because of them and the fact that my hearing went up so
that I'm hearing them again louder is just an ass!

So without further ado I swear that I will kill myself if anything goes wrong tomorrow.

Friday, December 28, 2007

Awesome Day!

Kerry came today and she brought me more stones! And they're soooooooo pretty! I had a blast with her! Wish that I could've spent more time with her but it was awesome! This is what I bought:

2 packs of frogs!
3 bottles of coke ( I missed having it deeply and I couldn't resist )
2 pens with fuzzy wuzzies on top ( blue and purple )
Cheese! ( Missed it too )

And of course I went out for pizza! I would be insane if I didn't!

Wednesday, December 26, 2007


Remember yesterday? Well today I had to go through some of what I went through yesterday. Isn't that wonderful? YAAAAAAAAAY! I'm fucking miserable!

Tuesday, December 25, 2007


My X-mas was crap. Started really bad this morning and just persisted from there. Although the morning was worse then the rest of the day.

This is what I got. Don't know why I'm posting's not like any of you read this thing anyway:

Gifties! ^_^

From My Mommy:

Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix DVD
A Bag Of Buffalo nickels
Sliver Coins!
Selena Dreaming Of You CD
Selena Vive! CD

From Lance & Connie:

A Bunch of weird stuff! LOL!

And my mom told me that Kerry called and that she's coming on Friday! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!


Sunday, December 23, 2007

R.I.P Again

Another one of my precious crabs went today. WTH is going on?! 2 in a row.......a day from each other.......I'm scared for my other 2 now.....

R.I.P I love and miss you!

Saturday, December 22, 2007


One of my crabs passed today.......May he r.i.p

I love and miss you.

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Hee Hee Hee!

I can't wait for tomorrow! Because of 2 things:

1. Kerry is coming to my house.

2. Or Kerry is coming back into America.

We'll just wait and see........

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Aaaaaah Peace

Today was another peaceful day for me and I'm grateful for it. Thank you God!

इ होप ठाट थिस कांतिनुएस!

Monday, December 17, 2007

Thank You God

Today was a God send. It really was because not one thing went wrong and I got an early X-mas gift too!: A friend of mine gave me a link that allows you to make boingies! OMG! I'm soooooo happy! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY boingy!

Sunday, December 16, 2007


昨日は雌犬だった。 それは時間に沿う最も悪い雌犬だった。 私はに走った従って私がこれに私を書くように多くの問題は、私は目がさめているが、の


1. 強風のために

2. 私がTSのようにおよびたくさん聞こえた何かを聞き続けたので私はTSを憎む。

3. 異常な私を運転しているとても赤ん坊および私のOCD。


Friday, December 14, 2007

Hooray My Therapist Is HISTORY!

This folks is history in the making!......
My therapist is history, ooooh yeaaaah!
He's gone for good that no good ass wipe
from hell!

My therapist is gone for good. May he burn in
hell. The no good ass wipe deserves it for driving
my mom and me insane.

In the tune to Rudolph The Red Nose Reindeer.

Now the reason for that is because he finally realized that he can't help me because he doesn't have the time. Thank you God!

So my mom told me when I got home that he's taking the "case" to some one else and hopefully after my mom looks everything up......

......that they ( who ever they are ) can help me! I'm so happy to see that ass wipe gone!

Hooray for me! (^_^)

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Oh Crap!

So tomorrow I'm going to have to see my therapist who is a complete jack ass if I haven't told you. He's crazy and I mean that in a dangerous sort of way. If you only knew what he's trying to do you would be like "OMFG WTF is his fucking problem! Get away from him stat!" And my mom is working on getting me away from him ASAP.

I'm hoping I'll get to kick his ass some how with out me or my mom getting into any kind of trouble. I want him to feel it too. The bastard deserves some physical pain and of course humiliation. The better if it's public.


Wednesday, December 12, 2007


The tree came today and it's so cute! I'm sitting right by it. Also yesterday I went to sleep at 6:00PM and I woke up today at exactly 8:00AM! That's 14 hours! I must've been out of it for some reason.

What gets me is I don't know what. But I guess I needed it because I feel better. n_n

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Whoopdie Doo Hell Strikes Again!

Ok this is pretty simple. I went to the clinic today and went through absolute hell with the creatures from hell. But it doesn't stop there I ran into another problem in the grocery store when my mom stopped there to pick up a few things on the way home. I never felt like this in my entire life. And guess what?

I went through all of that to come home without any answers as to what is wrong with me! My doctor gave me the name of a website with a list of a bunch of people that could help me! *Screams*

I'm going to die......

Saturday, December 01, 2007

I'm Sick Of Being Me

The feeling of me hating me has increased today by a whopping 1000%. It appears that I have no sympathy for other people or maybe it's just me... I don't know but one of my neighbors passed and my mom told me about it yesterday. And today I guess it was some of her family because some people were outside her apartment and they had a fucking baby.....

.....and it was crying and I opened my door and I yelled "Shut Up!" and I slammed the door screaming because the fucking thing wouldn't shut up. And what made it worse were 2 things.

1. The fact that it was practically in front of my door.

2. The fact that my mom told me they were probably coming over for the funeral and that they were members of her family.

I feel utterly disgusted. I hate myself even more now.....

Friday, November 30, 2007

Today Was A God Send

And today was amazing! I went to the library and then to my local Rite Aid and I was shopping for pens when Selena's I Could Fall In Love came on the radio! OMG! That and the fact that I got an email from Sarah made my day! Thank you God! Oh and I got another boingy:

Isn't it adorable?!

>_>....I'm Freaking Weird

Ok something is definitely wrong with me....I died in my sleep and then I came back......and damn! It's affected my whole day. I told my mom and she told me that it was just a dream but I don't know because everything was black......

.......any way tomorrow I'm going to Library and hopefully I'll get some goodies because I've $13.00! W00T! Pray for me will you? I'm going to the clinic next week and I'm dying to tell my doctor what's been going on ( no not my therapist ).

Peace! I also need it.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Never Again......

.....will I even talk to Evet. Why? Trust me you do not want to know.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Happy Thanksgiving!

But not for me because I ran into more problems with the creatures from hell. And it got so bad it wound up into another episode of me throwing stuff. x_x Consider me dead alright?


Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Bless My Mom

Well yesterday and today I stayed at my friends house while my mom was in the hospital and yesterday was absolute hell because I was worried sick about her and it was crazy. The whole thing didn't make sense it was like my brain was numb.

She called today and she'll be fine. :D That puts everything at ease. The only thing now is that I miss her! I'm at my place right now. I think sleeping in my own bed tonight will help alot. But it's weird being in the house and not having her here.

Bless her.....she means the world to me. ♥

Sunday, November 18, 2007

YAY! The Internet Is Back!

Ok so you've wondered what happened to me.....or not but I'm going to tell you any way because I have to......they told me to......

The internet has been down for 3/2 days and during that time I was absolutely bored out of my ass. I had nothing to do really. It's sad how the internet is the only thing "exciting" in my life atm and when ever it goes for some time I'm absolutely "lifeless".

It's sad. :( Any way 4 days ago I found more boingies including today! YAAAAAAY! And that's it.


Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Absolute Hell Gone Worse!

How can hell get worse? Well this is how:

Today was absolute hell for me. I don't know wtf is wrong with me. I woke up this morning feeling really weird this morning and it just got worse through out the day. I know alot of it had to do with my OCD because I haven't had my meds in 3 days and it's just been getting worse every single day to today.

Lord kill me....

I think I'm going to loose it eventually.....Even now as I write this I feel weird and drained at the same time and I can't stand existing any more. So by for now.

If I don't post for 5 years it means I've killed myself.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Kerry Called

Kerry called today and my mom and I must've talked with her for about 2 hours. Found out that she's staying in Germany for 2 more years but she'll visit. I don't think I could stand not having her here for 2 more years!

I'll be 17 then! O_O And that's scary for a whole lot of reasons that I'll tell you about some other time. In the mean time night!

Friday, November 09, 2007

Awesome Day

11-9-07: After I left my therapist ( who today truly showed that he's an ass ) I went to the library and returned one of the books I was finished with and renewed the one I wasn't done with and I got a nice big thick one with list of stuff in it for free! YAY! icon_mrgreen.gif I also went to the 99¢ store and I got more frogs and dice.

And the frogs squeek when you squeeze them! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee! icon_mrgreen.gif I also went to Rite Aid and I got some really nice sparkly gell pens. And I'm going there again next time I go out with Ileen and Moet. icon_biggrin.gif

Wapo Gipo Mi Mi Mi Boingy! icon_mrgreen.gif

Thursday, November 08, 2007


Well today I finally got to go to the clinic and thanks to the happy pills my mommy gave me before we left I was "relaxed" and there wasn't many creatures from hell either. Evet came with us. I didn't want her too because I didn't want her to see my flipping out like that if any thing bad happened.

And nothing that bad happened any way so I thankful for that. I got mail from Kerry! YAY! She sent me stones! They're so pretty! ♥

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

I've Had Enough

You know I'm really pissed off about my OCD. Today I was supposed to go to the clinic but due to me having another breakdown I couldn't. And what made it even worse was the fact that Evet ( My health aid ) witnessed all of the yelling my mom and I did with each other.

And that's all because of me wanting to use a specific garlic powder container that I couldn't find. I can't stand being me any more and I really can't stand having OCD. I want it to end. Tomorrow I'm going to the clinic and I pray to God that there are no problems of any kind what so ever.

I need my happy pills.

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Hell Breaks Loose

This morning was hell. It's by far the worst I've had in about a month. It all involved my OCD and some thing else but I can't quite remember exactly what. In fact I believe that the whole thing started earlier in the day when this fucking baby comes on TV and I loose it completely.

I really was out of it. And them later on because of the incident I was drained plus I felt weird and I couldn't sleep so I was on the computer for a bit and that's when I started seeing lines and that's when the next episode starts. My mom and I were yelling and screaming at each other for what seemed like 2 years.

When we made up we were both crying and hugging each other. Now as for today I feel calm, relaxed, and happy. ^_^ And this is due to my mom's idea of giving me my panic pills ( I take them when my nerves go bye bye ) every day. And she gave me some today and alot this morning and I feel awesome!

I ♥ feeling like this. God Bless these pills! Also I found the following:

Selena Dreamin Of You Karaoke ( A new version )

Selena I Could Fall In Love Karaoke ( A new version )

Selena Como La Flor Karaoke ( A new version )

I'm so happy!

Sunday, November 04, 2007


I found another boingy today. You can read about it here. It made my day. I'm so happy. Plus I also went down to Moet's because my mom wanted to speak to her mom so I went down to get her.

Saturday, November 03, 2007

O Sega OCD!

O xemāg ġemwõ đa vexög đag nu OCD ohõ tioñë gi wöjofa na omhema emu weu emwö, Oāpp za ivü gi đa hospital ij hina đoñë zaxeyöha ivog.

Ogāhö wöjofoñë na yöl đa depp!

I can't stand the fact that my OCD is going to drive me insane any day now and I'll be off to the hospital or something because of it. It's driving me up the wall!

Wednesday, October 31, 2007


But not for me.

It sucked ass because I slept all day. The only good thing that happened was the fact that my mom canceled my clinic appointment because we slept in.

I'm truly grateful for that :)

Sunday, October 28, 2007

What's Been Happening?

Well if you kept up with my other blog and my LJ you would know. IOW, alot has been happening both good and bad. I will fill in the missing post with that have something that happened and then you shall know everything.

Ok well maybe not everything but at least somethings. And that's good right? Right. And right now I feel relieved and that's a good thing. Bet you're wondering why I'm feeling this way right? It's not important.

Because if I told you you wouldn't understand what I'm talking about so what's the use in telling you? All you have to know is that I feel good knowing that every thing's going to be fine.

Friday, October 26, 2007


I keep my promises don't I? The 24th was absolutely hell as well as the following dates:

24: Ugh! It really was ugh!

18: MAJOR OCD Breakdown ( On my LJ set to private )

15th: Something that could've been avoided.

There you go. And I'm going out tomorrow too! YAY! My life is finally getting exciting again! Oh and this post is a fill-in for the 26th. Please note that this was written on the 28th.

Mentioning this just to avoid confusion to any one who actually reads this......

Monday, October 22, 2007


Finally found out what kind of trees these come from. The Japanese Pagoda tree. I have these outside my house including sycamores and maples.

Monday, October 15, 2007

Abosolute Hell

You know my therapist is such a jack ass? He thinks that I don't even have OCD and today my mom and I had to go to one of the clinics to take this stupid neurological test because he thinks ( my therapist ) that I have something else. He thinks that it's something to do with my brain. *Says this in her mock sarcasm pissed off voice *

And he practically unleashed all the problems that I had today with fucking ass babies on me. OOOOOOOOOOOH you just wait until I see him you just wait...XD

Friday, October 12, 2007

This Morning

Right now it's 7:03AM and about and hour ago I was in my room awake and I saw a blue flash outside that looked ALOT like lightning and I started panicking as usual. My mom told me that nothing is supposed to happen and that it was "nothing".

WTF is "nothing"? How can it be "nothing"? It was definitely something and it scared me. I'm sick and tired of having to go through so many unnecessary things?

वि ऍम ई सुच अ वुस्स व्हें इत कोमेस तो ठेस थिंग्स?......

Tuesday, October 09, 2007


I know I haven't posted here in a long time but I just thought you should know that yesterday I went out with Moet and the day was great but it ended badly. TS happened and the rest is history.......When I rushed up the stairs to get to my floor and into my house I was thinking something along the lines:

"Please don't let it be what I think it is...." Back at their house is where the whole thing started. I saw this blue flash outside their window not once but twice! And that got me all "gaga" so they told me what they were going to do and that was to run up the stairs to my apartment.

When I got home and said goodbye to them that's when all hell broke loose. It was fucking crazy and I wanted to die.....even a day after I still do....

My hermit crabs finally came. :)

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Another Month Gone

Time goes by too fast......Well Goodbye September and thank you for all the great days you gave me. I'll never forget this one....♥

Friday, September 28, 2007

Where Have I Been?

I know I haven't updated this one in along time. But alot has been going on lately. You would know at least some of it if you read my other blog on here including the post that aren't set to private on my LJ. I'll post those here instead. Like the one that happened over the last 2 days ( if I remember correctly ).

Also maybe some from my diary that are worth posting? I'll think about that one. But the LJ ones I'm sure about. At lease they'll have a place and a meaning here......

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Evil Medicine

See here for more details.....if you can read it. >:)

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Busy Busy Busy

Tomorrow I'm going to see my therapist again. I'm looking forward to it. Also yesterday I started my new meds and I hope that they help me and that I don't get any of the side effects ( I don't know what they are ).

Hope that everything goes well tomorrow.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Fuck Weather Men

Why do they have to be right? >:( It was hell. My day was hell and I want them to pay for it soooooo bad!

Monday, September 10, 2007

Fuck You!

The weather men said that they're might be TS tomorrow morning.....and I hope that they're wrong other wise I hope they'll wind up dead.....

Foofoo sheepooo dodo maklu uumap daspeel. Fook hawyaap yip deeng!

Fucking ass holes should be killed if they're right!

Sunday, September 09, 2007


Oopmaap do doop doop cheep wahii bong bong ngoo ngoo sheepoo!

I went through unneccesary shit today.

Friday, September 07, 2007

Good News And Bad

The Good: Tomorrow I'm going out with Moet again! And this time I have some $_$ on me :) I'm looking forward to spending more time with them all because they're my best friends since like 4ever! God Bless them all!

The Bad: After hearing about TS happening sometime next week on the news everything went down the hill and straight to Satan's ass. The fucking ass weather man wound me up and then I started having some other problems too. Like hearing things that weren't there or that my mom didn't here.

So I started with yet another episode when things got to much to take and I just lost it. It lasted along time and even right now I'm not feeling too good because of it. I have the whole thing on my LJ but I set it to private so no one on there can read it but me.

But for the sake of it I'll post it here:

Warning! The Following Contains naughty language.....


Sounds like a happy Yay doesn't it? Well you would've gotten part of it right. It is a happy yay because tomorrow I'm going out again with Moet! W00T! And then the rest of my afternoon goes bye bye with the usual. And what started the whole thing was the FUCKING NO GOOD MOTHER FUCKING ASS WIPE WEATHER MEN THAT NEEDS TO GO FUCK HIS OWN CAT!

And the rest is simple!

* Mentioned TS for next week ( got me worked up )*
*Made the rest of the afternoon into the night hell because of it.

TS didn't happened but the mother fucking dick got me so worked up I started hearing things and thinking it was TS you know if I ever see this particular weather man in person he's going on my death list. Kicking people's asses who deserve it for making my life hell is sooooooooo much fun.

I'm killing my self. Simple as that. Then I'll FINALLY be in peace. Any way at least I know I've got tomorrow to look forward too but for some reason thinking about it isn't helping me right now.

Fuck you what ever your name is ( weather man I saw today on the news ). εĭз

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Another Hectic Day

ई स्वेअर ओं थे बाइबल ठाट ई'ल किल सोमे वन इफ थिस डेसं'त स्टोप.....

एअर्लिएर थिस एवेनिंग ई हद अनोठेर एपिसोड बेकाउसे सोमे फुक्किंग चाइल्ड वास क्र्यिंग आउट इन थे अल वे ऎंड ई लोस्त इत अगिन। थिस इस थे थिर्द दय इन अ रोव ठाट सोमेथिंग लिके थिस हस हप्पेनेद ऎंड ई'म गेत्तिंग सिक ऑफ़ इत.....ई थिंक ई मिघ्त दिए इफ सोमेथिंग ऑफ़ थे सोर्ट हप्पेंस अगिन। ई थिंक ई रेअल्ल्य वौल्ड.

Monday, September 03, 2007

Not Again!

I had another bad day today although it wasn't as bad as yesterday. But why did it have to happen at all? Why couldn't today just be a problem free day? This is going to drive me insane if this keeps happening.....

Sunday, September 02, 2007


See my other blog for now ( not that you'll be able to read the post ) but I'll post it here in English for you tomorrow.

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Longest AIM Convo To Date

Today I had a AIM convo with one of my friends for over an hour! O_O I know it's crazy! Today was nice!

Friday, August 31, 2007

♥My New Therapist Is A God Send!♥

It was amazing! Eileen went with us too. So that also made my day because I got to see Moet and her brother again for a bit when I was outside my house singing with happiness because of all the amazing things that happened. Just knowing that help is right around the corner is something that makes me feel.....

.....idk I can't really describe it but it's amazing. OCD you're going bye bye! YAAAAAAY! Boingy!

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

I Had A Blast

Today was awesome! I had a blast with Moet and her brother Eliot! Read about what we did here and I can't wait for the next time!

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Great Day!

See my entry on my LJ please! I have to go and watch South Park and then get to bed because tomorrow I'm going out!

Monday, August 27, 2007


Okay this is truly amazing! On Wednesday my best friends mom is taking me places! W00T! Hopefully Moet ( my best friend since like 4ever ) can come with me. That'd make it awesome! I can't wait! Also tomorrow I'm going to the clinic and the drug store so then I'll be able to get my bug photos from camp developed.

Then I'll post them here. Also this morning I made another script off the top of my head and I'm in love with it. I'll post some samples later. And my day went nicely. I hope that tomorrow everything goes well at the clinic and nothing bad happens and that I don't run into any problems with noisy creatures from hell ( babies ).

Peace! This world needs it.....♥

Friday, August 24, 2007

God Bless My Mom

Due to what happened yesterday ( Had problems with fucking ass babies on TV ) my mom told me that we're going on Monday instead. Bless her ♥ Today went well.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Dreading Tomorrow

See my other blog for details. I really don't want to go to that fucking cursed clinic.....

ई स्वेअर ई विल किल एनी बबिएस ठाट एवें डरे तो स्टार्ट क्र्यिंग थेइर अस्सेस ऑफ़...

Wednesday, August 22, 2007


My mom totally surprised me today by calling my friend Moet! She told me that she had a surprise for me when she woke me up and that was it! We talked for like 2 hours! O_o

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Shhhhhhhhh! It's 3:33am!

Yes it's true! *giggles quietly* I shouldn't even be here but I just wanted to let you know that my day was weird see my other blog. I think I should stop typing now even though it's so addictive. n_n

Monday, August 20, 2007


Today I ran into a problem that got me thinking my old thoughts again along with the new one that keeps floating around in my head. "They can't do anything to fix it....They can't do anything to fix it....." which made it worse and it went on for a while though and I hated it. I haven't had one of these so called episodes involving babies or the like in a good while.

But now I get to thinking that if I do run into any problems with that it'll be worse because I know that nothing can be done to reduce my hearing to make me stop hearing all these things outside ( like people talking or fucking noisy babies ) or hearing something louder then it was before ( at a decent volume ). I'm going to go insane if this keeps up I really am.

And knowing that nothing can be done to help me makes it even worse. I need some sort of a miracle and the likes of that happening RIGHT NOW are impossible..... :*(

ई वान्ना बे नॉर्मल ऎंड नॉट हवे तो गो थ्रौघ एनी ऑफ़ थिस।

Sunday, August 19, 2007


I left the title of this entry "blank" because I couldn't think of a title for it. Any way I was right. Omniglot was updated today. I just hope that it doesn't mean that Sunday is the day it's going to be updated because it's bad enough having to wait 6 days until you see pretty scripties but 7?

No way. I just hope that this theory that I have is wrong that something happened ( hope it wasn't serious ) to delay the update of the site. *Crosses fingers* OTOH it's raining right now because of the damned hurricanes and even though my mom told me that nothing else is supposed to happen ( e.i. TS ) I'm still nervous.

I wanna take a nappy but I can't. :( Wah! :P

Saturday, August 18, 2007

My Findings

Yesterday I changed the layout of my blog because I got tired of the old one and wanted something new. And today went well. I found a bunch of Karaoke versions of Selena's songs on YouTube! I'll post one later. Also I found alot of information on 2 families of arachnids a few days ago. My most recent finding was yesterday.

I love it when I hit the "jack pot" on the internet. It always makes me happy. And also Omniglot wasn't updated this week! YIKES! :O Usually every Saturday there's new languages or conscripts and when the owner of the site is going some where he usually mentions it on the "What's New?" page of the site.

This time nothing! I wonder what's going on? Hopefully tomorrow they'll be something new there or an explanation of why it wasn't updated.

Friday, August 17, 2007

गूढ़ ऎंड बद

इन्स्टाद ऑफ़ मे टैपिंग एवेर्य थिंग ओवर अगिन ई'ल थिंक ई'ल जुस्त पोस्ट थे लिंक तो इत इन्स्टाद। ऎंड यू कैन रीड इत राईट नोव! इसं'त ठाट ग्रेट? वेल्ल ऎन्जॉय इत नोव ओके?

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Going To The Clinic Tomorrow

See here please. Typing it over will just kill me. Or wait maybe that's a good thing.....

ई'म रेअल्ल्य अपसेट राईट नोव अत जुस्त थौघ्त ऑफ़ इत.... थिस इसं'त फुं अत अल। ई हटे मय लाइफ इत सुक्क्स लिके शीत!

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

सॉरी फ़ॉर थे देले

फ़ॉर २ देस थे इन्टरनेट हस बीन दोवं फ़ॉर सोमे स्त्रंगे रेअसों। ई गोट इत बैक येस्तेर्दय अत 8:00pm। सो ई जुस्त वांटेड तो लेट यू क्नोव ठाट नोथिंग बद हप्पेनेद ऎंड ठाट ई'म अल्रिघ्त। :) ई गोट मय ब्रैड्स ताकें आउट ऎंड मय हेयर वाशेद टुडे।

इत काम अस अ शोक तो मे बेकाउसे ई क्नेव ठाट थे हेयर द्रेस्सेर वास किंग बुत ई दिदं'त क्नोव वहत डेट इत वास ओं सो नातुराल्ल्य व्हें मय मॉम वोके मे उप ऎंड तोल्ड मे ठाट शे वास हियर ई वास लिके "वहत?!" ग्लाद इत'एस ओवर थौघ बेकाउसे ई हटे गेत्तिंग थे ब्रैड्स ताकें आउट।

अत लीस्ट ई गोट तो बे ओं थे इन्टरनेट व्हिले शे वास तकिंग थेम आउट! :)

Saturday, August 11, 2007

मय लाइफ इस गेत्तिंग बोरिंग अगिन...

इट्स साद ऎंड त्रुए। इट्स लिके अल थे "एक्ष्किमेन्त्" लेफ्ट इत ऎंड एवेर्य्थिंग इस गोइंग बैक तो थे वय इत उसेद तो बे बेफोरे ई लेफ्ट फ़ॉर कैंप। नॉट ठाट कैंप वास एनी बेत्तेर थिस येअर थौघ...

Friday, August 10, 2007

मय दय वेंत वेल्ल!

मय दय वेंत रेअल्ल्य गूढ़ अच्तुअल्ल्य बेकाउसे अल ठाट हप्पेनेद वेअठेर विस वास रैन ऎंड ठाट इस इत! ऎंड इम ग्रतेफुल फ़ॉर ठाट। ई त्रुल्य ऍम थांक यू! थे ओनली थिंग ठाट वोर्रिएस मे नोव इस हाउ मय निघ्त इस गोइंग तो गो। बुत ई थिंक इत विल बे फिने। ई जुस्त होप ठाट ई'म राईट!

अल्सो हाऊसिंग वास सुप्पोसेद तो कॉम येस्तेर्दय तो फ़िक्ष् थे बाथरूम दूर ऎंड थेय काम लेट ऎंड थेय तोल्ड मय मॉम ठाट हाऊसिंग डेस्न्त पुट उप थे दूर्स एनी मोरे ऎंड ठाट थे कार्पेंतेर डेस इत नोव। कान यू बेलिएवे ठाट? अल थिस टिम मय मॉम ऎंड ई थौघ्त ठाट इत वास गोइंग तो गो राईट ऎंड थें थिस हप्पेंस!

हाऊसिंग हियर इस सो दुम्ब ऎंड उन्रेलिअब्ले!

Thursday, August 09, 2007

व्ह्य दो ई एक्षिस्त्?

सोम तिमेस ई रेअल्ल्य फील लिके गोद पुट मे हियर जुस्त फ़ॉर मे तो सुफ्फेर.... एवें थौघ मय मॉम तेल्ल्स मे ठाट हे हस अ प्लान फ़ॉर मे ई फंड इत हार्ड तो बेलिएवे अलोत ऑफ़ थे तिमेस बेकाउसे ई हवे बीन सुफ्फेरिंग अलोत मोरे थें उसुअल इत सीम्स। अल्सो टुमॉरो थे वेअठेर इस सुप्पोसेद तो बे रेअल्ल्य बद ऎंड ठाट अलोने मेक्स मे नर्वस।

तोदय सोम वन वास सुप्पोसेद तो कॉम तो पुट उप अ न्यू दूर ऎंड थेय दीद कॉम हौर्स लेटर! मय मॉम वेंत फ़ूड शॉपिंग ऎंड दीद अल ठेस थिंग्स व्हें थेय वेरे सुप्पोसेद तो कॉम बेत्वीं 8:00am-12:00pm! व्हें थे गाए दीद कॉम हे तोल्ड मय मॉम थे रुलेस हवे चंगेद ऎंड ठाट थे कार्पेंतेर इस सुप्पोसेद तो कॉम ऎंड पुट उप अ न्यू दूर!

ई'म स्कारेड.....

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Arch Nemesis List # 3

Well here it is. I thought that this would happen and it did. So without further ado I bring you the 3rd addition of the Arch Nemesis List:

Jasmine: She made the list by beating me up this year at camp....I hope that son of a bitch burns in hell....She's going to pay big time!

Brett: Looks like she has 2 sides to her like Jasmine although Jasmine showed more of her dark side if you know what I mean this year. And Brett definitely showed she wasn't stable.....

I don't know if I should add the following people or not:

Fiona ( counselor )
Sara ( Camper who was supposed to be my friend... )
Seeque ( counselor who did nothing to stop Jasmine and Brett from bothering me )

You know I think I will add her for just that:

Seeque: Made the list by doing nothing to stop Brett or Jasmine from bothering me.

Fiona: Same reason. She also told me hours later after Jasmine beat me to get over it......Plus I got the feeling that she didn't really like me....

Also TS happened this morning but thank goodness it wasn't bad.

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Arch Nemesis List # 3!!!!!!!

Well I haven't made another one in a year but due to what happened at camp this year I think I will. Not now though since I can't think straight for some reason but perhaps for tomorrow's post? Yeah I think I'll like that......>:) Nothing interesting happened today.

Please I don't want my life to go back to the way it was.....

प्लेस ई डॉन'त वांट मय लाइफ तो गो बैक तो थे वय इत वास.....

वेल्ल ई हवें'त मदे अनोठेर वन इन अ येअर बुत ड्यू तो वहत हप्पेनेद अत कैंप थिस येअर ई थिंक ई विल। नॉट ओनली नोव थौघ सिंस ई कैन नॉट थिंक स्त्रैघ्त फ़ॉर सोम रेअसों बुत पेर्हप्स फ़ॉर टुमॉरो'एस पोस्ट? येः ई थिंक ई विल लिके ठाट.....>:) नोथिंग इन्तेरेस्तिंग हप्पेनेद टुडे।

एडिट: ई'म थिंकिंग ऑफ़ पोस्टिंग बिलिंगुअल नोव सिंस ई कैन टाईप इन हिंदी! :)

Sunday, August 05, 2007

ई हटे जस्मिने!

You can probably figure out what that says any way। ;)

ई हटे यू जस्मिने!

यू कैन नॉट फिगुरे आउट वहत थिस सय्स उन्लेस यू क्नोव हाउ तो रीड हिंदी जस्मिने! MWAHAHAHA!

Friday, August 03, 2007

Camp, Home, And Hell

At Camp:

Morning: 8:00am-8:30am

Naturally after yesterday I was worn out both physically and emotionally. So I made a promise to myself to sleep as long as I could or IOW sleep as along as I wanted too. Fat chance!

What happened is this:

When morning came I was fast asleep that is until Fiona ( one of my counselors ) kept shouting my name and telling me to get up and get dressed for morning circle and breakfast. I was sort of awake and asleep at the same time.

So I heard her but ignored her and tried to go back to sleep. That's when Jasmine turns the radio on really loud and starts snapping her fingers looking in the direction of my bed and I tell her to:

1. Turn down the music.

2. Stop bothering me.

So she did nether. The music thing didn't bother me at the moment because I was awake by then and not trying to go back to sleep. What was bothering me was the 12 year old bitch snapping her fingers ( that I so wanted to chop off and feed to my beloved pet... )on purpose to get me annoyed.

Well it was working as it always does because snapping fingers and popping gum or anything that sounds like it gives me a head ache I can't eve describe. Plus my nerves went bye bye and I was pulsing with anger/hatred all at the same time.

So I was screaming "Stop it!" and "Jasmine cut it out!" etc half naked ( I only had my panties on )pounding the wall in agony asking her to stop. And get this the counselors have the nerve to tell me to stop instead of her!

Can you believe them? Nor can I! Any who I went over to her bed to tell her to stop and she didn't so I tried to put her hands down and then the next thing you know she beats me again! So the next thing you know I'm outside with my pajama top on and panties after I kicked her a few times.....

Then my wish comes true I got taken home and something is going to be done about Jasmine because my told me so. She's not getting away with this at all.....

At Home: 1:20pm-1:30pm?

Naturally when I left to go home at 10:00am I was jumping with joy. But it also was sort of a bitter sweet ending because Sara and I made up and when I was walking to the car ( Harvey and Katie were taking me home ) I was singing "Dreaming Of You" with her since that's our favorite Selena song....

I'll miss her alot. :*( But I'll see her next year and we keep in touch via IM and email.

So I get home and I tell my mom every thing that happened over the last 2 days. And she makes some phone calls while I'm on my computer doing the things I love. Then a few hours later TS happens while the sun was shining and the sky was blue!

It only did it once during the day and at night......Fuck you god! Happened with no warning both times! And this time it was worse because I was having problems with my walk men so my mom had to borrow my neighbor's and hers was acting up too!

And I did more damage to the bathroom door then I did the last few times.....It's almost coming part now.....Why? Why did I have to come home to this?.......

On the bright side I got the 7th and the last Harry Potter book and Pizza.And today I got 2 new walk mens along with a CD case! YAY! n_n

Written on the 4th of August.

Thursday, August 02, 2007

Jasmine Is Evil

You probably don't know what I'm talking about but Jasmine is one of the girls in my bunk and today she's gone too far on picking on me. She beat me up with a huge stuffed dog or something of the sort of hers and Sara ( Who's supposed to be my friend ) was laughing and cheering her on!!!!!

I'm still upset about what they ( Jasmine and Sara ) did to me. I wanna come home. I'm not going to take another day around them ( this includes every one in my bunk actually ) I also told Sara that I'm never talking to her again ( which I'm not ).

And to make things worse Sara didn't even try to stop Jasmine from beating me up like a friend is supposed to do. We were friends for 4 years....... :*(

I'm going to make sure that I go home this time no matter what.....I'm sick and tired of the people in this bunk.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007


Bye! I'm leaving for camp tomorrow and I'm looking forward to it. Please God let everything go well tomorrow.

See here for what my morning was like.....

Monday, July 16, 2007

Happy Birthday Mommy!

What the title says! I got my hair braided although the first part of the day was kind of hectic but towards the end it was really nice. See here for more details. I love the way it ended and 2 more days until I go to camp! Yippee! =)

Sunday, July 15, 2007


I made a mistake on the camp dates. I'm going on the 19th not the 18th. Any way here's the new countdown to it:


*07-16-07* ( My mom's b-day )




07-15-07: My mom washed my hair today for camp and tomorrow I'm going to the salon to get my hair done in cornrolls. I love getting pampered! lol! I hope everything goes well tomorrow with no problems of any kind for the entire day/night.

*Crosses fingers*

Saturday, July 14, 2007

The Count Down

Well when I said when it reached 5 days until I go to camp that I would start a countdown and here it is:







07-14-07: Today was nice and peaceful. My mom is going to wash my hair tomorrow for camp. She's going to wake me up early again! Why! I love my beauty sleep! lol!

Friday, July 13, 2007


I went shopping for bras at Lane Bryant and I also got some pants too. And on Sunday I'm getting my hair done for camp and then I leave for camp on Wednesday! YAAAAAAAAAY! Say boingy k? n_n

Oh and I saw bugs too:

1 lace wing larvae
1 fruit fly
1 small green stink bug nymph ( baby ).

I showed them to my mom......she was on the phone calling a taxi to take us to the store and I was looking for bugs and I saw them. They were cute! n_n

Sunday, July 08, 2007

A List Of people That Get On My Nerves


Dudicon ( ? Not too sure yet )
Herr Mors

In Life:

José Castillo
Brian Garcia ( Not the online one )
Bevin Camble ( Teacher )
Tijuana Green ( TA )
Ms. Nakashima ( Teacher )

Never thought that I'd be writing one of these anytime soon......but after the unnecessary pile of shit I went through involving the first 2 people I listed with their screen names I had to write one.....

Saturday, July 07, 2007


I'm getting pampered tomorrow! Yes, please do envy me! lol!

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Tuesday, July 03, 2007


I got French fries today from my mom. And I enjoyed them. And only 15 more days until camp.

Sunday, July 01, 2007

W00T July Is Here!

And I'm so happy because there are only 17 days left until I got to camp. Yippee! My day was nice!

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Hell Again

Today was hell again for the same reason but it wasn't bad like yesterday. I don't even want to talk about yesterday.....

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Chat Room Of Hell #2

Well this is the second edition of the Chat Room Of Hell. Reason why I'm posting another one is because I went through hell. And this time it was worse alot worse. If I told you all the details I think it would be at lease 2 pages long. So I'm going to make it nice and short for you. Hopefully I'll be able to tell you everything using as many words as possible.

Ok, so the first part of my day was good until my mom tells me that TS is moving around the area ( not our area yet ). So naturally since I hate them so much I start getting nervous. I was hoping against hope that it wouldn't happen.....but it did. And the funny thing about it was that it wasn't like a regular TS either! So after a while I hear something knowing in my gut what it was and I told my mom and that's when everything started.

I was screaming until my throat was hurting. And it was horrible. And it was all day long! >:( I even did more damage to the bathroom door in my agony. Not on purpose but man fuck you Satan. It was the worst day of my life in this year ( so far ) involving TS at home. I was in and out of the bathroom like crazy and one thing that really get's me furious is the fact that every time I came out thinking that it was over it starts again after less then 5 mins!

So any way here's my little "chat" with Satan who really did it this time!

*I enter the Chat Room Of Hell*

*Satan enters the Chat Room Of Hell*

Me: You've really done it this time Satan you sick, twisted, crazy, mean , evil, BITCH! *Slaps Satan sooooooo fucking hard*

Satan: What was that for?

Me: For ruining my day bitch! Also it seems that God took sides with you when I asked him to let it be over and it wasn't. How could he do such a thing? Huh? Tell me bitch!

Satan: Look he didn't take sides with me....

Me: Liar! You know he did!

Satan: He didn't take sides he just didn't answer.

Me: So you're saying that he ignored me? :O

*God enters the Chat Room Of Hell*

God: I didn't ignore you.

Me: Yes you did! *Shots a look of pure hatred at God*

God: I....I....I I'm sorry that I couldn't help you...

Me: You will be....

*I beat up God and then walked away*

Satan: OMFG! She.....what.....Oh FUCK!

God: *Gasp* Oh I must've made her mad. But like I said...oh just forget it. A 15 year old girl is controlling what I say I can't tell her some thing that I don't know how to put into words. Just forget it.

*God leaves the Chat Room Of Hell*

*I go after him*

Me: Alright just tell me everything in my dreams tonight then. Oh and grant me pleasant ones. I couldn't take a scary dream after what I've been through today.

*God: Deal

*I think that's what he would say*

*Jesus enters the Chat Room Of Hell*

Jesus: You know you said some pretty nasty and insulting things to me and my dad while in your agony. I know you didn't mean them although you felt that you did....

Me: You're wrong.....I meant them from the bottom of my heart.

Jesus: You're just saying that. Deep down you're sorry about what you said.

Me: I don't think so.....

Jesus: You can think what ever you want to but you know that I'm right. I'll forgive you no matter what.

*The last part Jesus said I know is true*

*God enters the Chat Room Of Hell*

God: What Jesus said. I'm the same way too. Now let's kick Satan's ass now shall we?

Jesus: Alright! Time for some ass whooping! W00T!

Me: Oh yeah! It's time to open a can of whoop ass! >:þ

Satan: Oh shit!.... Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

*Satan screams as God, Jesus, and I give that son of a bitch what he deserves!*

You know I kinda feel better after writing that..... ( emotionally speaking ) n_n

Thursday, June 21, 2007

The Chat Room Of Hell

Fuck you! Aaaaaah my favorite phrase at the moment. Why? Well just a few minutes ago I went through hell. All because of the fucking weathermen working me up with their fucking reports about TS in New York. And something weird happened I only heard it once and then after a few minutes ( like 15?) the sun came out!

And as for right now I'm still a nervous wreck. I'm dead scared about what's going to happen tonight and I'm dreading it I really am. So I bet you're wondering why I haven't posted in such a looooooong time? Well partly because most of the days were boring and nothing interesting happened. And 2 days in a row contained nothing but hell.

So I'm drained completely. I'm fucking hanging from the end of my rope right now. And my fucking anxiety went through the roof all the way into the universe. And my stomach hurts and I don't have a fucking clue as to why.

Satan I'm getting tired of you so please go away or I will personally go on another killing spree.....and God wouldn't want that..... So leave now please!

Satan: But I don't wanna leave! Wah!

Me: Oh! But you're gonna have to bitch! You ruined my day by possessing the weathermen and making them push my buttons and making my nerves go to the fucking universe.

Satan: But I enjoy it!

Me: I don't give a fuck! *Kicks Satan in the balls..... ( like he has any! )*

Satan: But I've helped you lots of times. Making your enemies suffer for torturing you....right?

Me: Yes and no. 98% of the time I think that was God doing it. Now leave before I kill something......

Satan: Go ahead and kill something! You'll be doing my work for me....and I could always use more slaves.....

Me: I'm not your fucking slave bitch!

*God enters the chat room of hell*

God: Satan!

Satan: Oh shit! God what the fuck are you doing here?! *Satan's eyes pop with shock*

God: Don't you talk to me like that you worthless piece of shit! Go away or I'll kick your ass!

Satan: K...k.....kick my ass! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! God you're so fucking funny!

God: Yes, Satan I will kick your sorry ass! *God sets up wrestling ring* Come on bitch! What are you waiting for?

Me: OH this is going to be good! >:þ

*God leaves the chat room of hell*

*Jesus enters the chat room of hell*

Satan: Oh shit! You sent your son after me?! Well I wasn't expecting that!......

Jesus: Let's get this over with you worthless piece of shit!

*Satan tries to kick Jesus but fails only to have Jesus unleash his holly powers and kicks Satan's butt big time*

*Satan gasp for breath*

Satan:'t....*Satan collapses onto the floor*


Me: Whooooooooooooooooooooooo hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

*God enters the chat room of hell*

God: You didn't expect me to unleash my son onto you did you now?

Satan: *Gasp* No!.....I didn' did he get those powers?....

God: I gave them to him for this match...I knew you wouldn't stand a chance. Now Jesus take Satan back to hell's pit.

*Jesus sends Satan back to hell's pit, but not before giving him one last blow :þ*

Satan: Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

*I do my happy dance*

The End......for now.......>:þ

Phew! That must've been one of the longest post I've posted in a good while. Hope you enjoyed what you got Satan! Any way I hope the rest of my evening goes well.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Today Was Ruined By None Other Then Satan >:)

What the title says. It was ruined by the all mighty Satan because of a fucking baby that was crying out in the hall sooooooooooooo fucking loud. I flipped out naturally. And I threw things again. So that just ruined my day because of that bitch Satan. Can you believe how great the day was going? That is until......

SATAN RUINED IT!!!!! >:) >:) >:)
fuck you satan i hate u!

Note: most people would say that what happened was just fait....but I know what really caused the whole thing to happen.....SATAN!
He shall die with in the power of MY rath.... he shall perish at the hands of God who he betrayed.....burn Satan burn!
I want to FEEL the rath of hell that you rule. I want you to feel my pain....everyone's pain for a century....or longer. Maybe you'll then realise what you did to those poor people out there.......

Feel the rath of hell that you put so many through
Feel the pain that people feel when the suffer because
of you, you son of a bitch! Fuck you!

Tuesday, June 05, 2007


Reserved for something interesting.

Monday, June 04, 2007

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Jang Nara Sweet Dream

I finally found the Korean song that I like and have been looking for for 3 years today! Thank you God! That made my day. My day went well. Oh and the name in Korean is:

장나라 - Sweet Dream I'm so happy!

Friday, June 01, 2007

Happy Birthday Sophie

Today is my friend's birthday. Her name is Sophie and I met her at camp last year. I can't wait to see her! Wishing you a happy birthday! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Thursday, May 31, 2007


Well today is the last day of May and then comes June! YAAAAAAAAAY! Camp is almost here! I'm sooo excited! Today was nice.

Monday, May 28, 2007

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Nice Day! ^^

Ms. Berry came today and we talked for about an hour. Today was nice. And I hope that days like this continue.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Saturday, May 19, 2007


Today was hell and I mean hell! It was one of the worst days in my life and I hope nothing like this ever happens again.


Thursday, May 17, 2007

I'm Happy

The day went pretty good. The first part was a little shaky but the rest of the day went well.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007


No this is not about that freaking movie. I just reached 3oo post on this blog! WHOOOOOOO HOOOOO! If only I had to worry about that. Last night was hell because my mom and I had a fight. But I'm glad it's over. This is how my day went okay?

Now to all the idiots out there including one I "know" go play in traffic or something. I don't know why but right now I'm not feeling to good emotionally. Can't describe it though.

Monday, May 14, 2007

Another Nice Day

What the title says.

Sunday, May 13, 2007



This is what my plans were:

♥ Play the song No Llores Más Corazón by Selena she likes that song ALOT!

♥ Make her a beautiful card.

♥ Try not to do anything that will annoy her.

And today all of them worked as I knew they would! I love making her cards for occasions like her b-day and xmas. Doing that and telling her how much I love her makes me happy. I've been playing music all day. And now I'm hungry so I'm going to go eat something.

I will update this post if I need to tell you anything else. And to all of the other good moms out there HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Saturday, May 12, 2007


Can you believe nothing happened today? Well something did happen and it wasn't bad but it's personal so I'm not going to tell you. Any way today was nice.

Friday, May 11, 2007

Hell In The Morning #3

I don't feel like typing the whole thing over but go here and read it.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Nice Day! ^^

I had a nice day today. I saw my friend too!

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Another Nice Day

Today was another nice day for me. During the day I started to have one of my strange feelings again but other then that the day went well.

Pewâbo bâki kabawu badôwapî dogôbibu bobâki gawâwo ê. Bopôwo yagodû Î mabawo-pêbubo pewa hîbapû yabe wadobû o dikî mâwoba yadubû gabubû yâdego-duwû bagebâ godo bepope wopi buwô pîbupe pibape â bobâki kabudopê kabude dê.

Monday, May 07, 2007

I'm Evil

I took this quiz today about how evil you are and I won! XD MWHAHAHAHAHA!


Friday, May 04, 2007

I Got Pizza

I got pizza again! And I got to stay out for a bit and pick flowers! ^^

Mû sanya pizza hæyû! Ano mû sanya kebisu usa ine guswæ ânel! ^^

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Hee Hee!

See here to see what I'm so happy about.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Crappy Feelings

I'm tired. I guess that has to do with all that I went through yesterday. Today so far went ok. There weren't any problems but again I'm still worrying about what's going to happen during the day everytime I wake up in the morning. That's what you get if your life is pure hell. Maybe I shouldn't have said like that because I do have some really great days all the way through. I just wished that I had those more often.

It really does suck living like this. Because when your day starts out great later on something is just waiting to bring it down. Yesterday was a great example. Never in a million years would I have thought something like that was going to happen never. And guess what I was wrong in thinking that! It came out worse then I ever could've imagined. Well that's part of my phase in life right now.

Fuck this part of my life! I just hope all my problems can be fixed ASAP.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Good And Evil

The Good: My mom told me that my friend Moet moved back in here! She saw her mom and grandmother coming off the elevator when she went out! I haven't seen her or her family in years! I can't wait to see them.

The Bad: The fact that I ran into so many problems later into the day. Some are personal and won't mention here others....SANO IS A FUCKING BITCH!....glad I got that out. Now I'm going to have to go and beat him....k thnx bye!


The Bad: Another TS happened....when will this unecessary pain and suffering end?

Updated on 05-02 5:17pm

Monday, April 30, 2007


I'm happy right now because I heard from Sara one of my friends from camp and I can't wait to go again this year. Also for some reason I'm starting to get spam in my emails! I hate spam.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Beads Dream


The answer to that may surprise you! The answer to that is yes! Yes I dream about beads. Why? I don't know I guess because I collect them and I'm always talking about them. There are 2 types of beads I collect: The ones that you use for making chains and bracelets and the ones you put in flower vases.

So any way that's what I dreamed about last night along with another dream I can hardly remember. Lately my dreams have been strange but not disturbing or anything and I'm truly thankful for that. So I wonder if any one else dreams about them? And I'm talking about beads. Only beads. Not making something with them but beads just there or me playing with them, or getting new ones to add to your collection.

Strange how my brain works sometimes.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

I'm So Happy

And I'm having soooooooooooo much fun with my scanner. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Friday, April 27, 2007


Last night was hell for me. Today though was ok. The internet was down most of the day and I got it back just now. I'm truly greatful because this is the only thing that keeps me busy besides eating, taking a nap, writing in my journals, conlanging, etc. Other then that I do this the most. About 89% of my conlanging invovels the internet.

And like I said the internet is the only thing keeping me going right now. So thank you god. Also the only thing that's worrying me right now is the fact that tomorrow night another TS is supposed to happen and I hope it doesn't because I hate them. I really do. One happened last night it drove me fucking crazy. I sleeping sooooooooooooooooooooooo good and the son of a bitch woke me up and made my nerves shoot through the roof.

I hope that it doesn't happen again. Not any time soon. I couldn't take it.

Monday, April 23, 2007

God's Magic

God worked his magic today and me and my mom thank him sooooooooo much. Thank you thank you thank you thank you!

P.S My new scanner came today and now it's only a matter of days before it gets hooked up and ready for me to use! I'm so excited!

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Hell In The Morning

12:00pm= hell! and I was really hoping that this Good Day thing would continue......the rest of my day was fine but still......:(

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Good Days

I'm so happy right now! 3 days in a row have been really great for me. Please God let this continue!

Friday, April 20, 2007

MORE Gifts?! :O

My mom just got her new radio today! :O

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

2007- Worst Year Of My Life?

I'm begining to think that due to all that's happened so far......

Monday, April 16, 2007



Friday, April 13, 2007


Well remember in my post I told you that I thought one of my crabs was dead? Well it turned out to be true! :*( R.I.P........

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Feeling Better

I'm feeling better but I have one concern on my mind. I'll tell you if it turns out to be true or not.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007



Sorry about this but I really feel bad. Yesterday was hell beyond anything else. I woke up yesterday around 1:30pm and found out that my mom wasn't home so I went into the kitchen to read the note that she left me ( she leaves me notes when she goes out in the morning ) and it didn't tell me where she going ( she usually does ) so right then and there I began to worry.

It turns out that she went to the hospital ( it wasn't an appoiment ) so she had to stay there longer then she would've if it was an a appointment. To make a long story short she came home fine at about 12:00pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She called a bunch of times so I wouldn't worry. I was worrying on and off all day. During the parts when I wasn't worrying I was laughing my ass off at some jokes.

And now ( the next day ) to top it all off one of my beloved hermit crabs left! He's just in his shell body "frozen"........I miss him/her......

Sunday, April 08, 2007





Saturday, April 07, 2007

Another Day of Hell

Another day where hell broke loose again......I can't take much more of this.....It's driving my mom and I crazy! So please God make all my problems go away and let the rest of my life be nothing but good days and happiness! And do it now! I've had enough!.....

Friday, April 06, 2007

Easter Eggies! ^^

I got Easter Eggs today along with all of this stuff to go with them! I also went to the clinic too.

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Easter Eggs!

I'm getting Easter Eggs tomorrow! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! Boingy!

Wednesday, April 04, 2007


I'm happy! And I'm not telling you why! ^^

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Nothing Happened

I got a new layout for my LJ! I really like it alot. I switched it because I got tired of my old one ( which I still like and will use again sometime ). Like I said nothing happened today and I hope it stays that way! What I mean by that is I hope that nothing bad happens because yesterday was bad!

Anything else? Nope Goodbye and good day to all ( except my mortal enemies! )!

Monday, April 02, 2007


The title says it all. It contains all that happened today. One good thing though, I got another email from Sophie! ^^

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Got An Email From Sophie

I got an email from Sophie and she told me she's coming back to the US in 10 weeks! YAAAAAAY I'm looking forward to seeing her again and my best friend from camp Sara. Who knows if I'm lucky she may have time to visit me! I gave her my address. ^^

Happy April Fools Day btw! Too bad forgot to play jokes on each other. Oh well maybe next year.

Saturday, March 31, 2007

12th Anniversary of Selena's Death...


1971 - 1995

<3 <3 <3

Friday, March 30, 2007

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Harry Potter!

The 7th and last book is coming out on July 21st. I can't wait to get the book in my hands!

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Another Script #2

Pretty isn't it? I like it. I'm going to base a script on it ASAP. My day went well and I'm happy about that and I hope it continues.

Monday, March 26, 2007

People That Get On MY Nerves

Sano a.k.a Khang, Qang, Ass hole:

*He's a member of some of the forums I'm a member of and he won't leave me alone!

*I wish he would get a life and leave me alone!

*He has a family is this what he's going to teach his children? To pick on 15 year old girls ( any body ) online just because they don't like them?

*If the above is true then I feel sorry for them all

* He's an ass hole bitch! ^^

Man that felt good to get out! Day went pretty good.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Twisted Day

My day was twisted! Weird!

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Kerry Called

Kerry called today!

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Went Out Today

I went out in the snow today! It was fun!

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

Friday, March 16, 2007

Monday, March 12, 2007

A Little Gift

I got another journal from my mom today! And my whole day went well with nothing to ruin it! YAAAAAAAAAAAY! I hope it continues!

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Jack Pot!

To see why go to my livejournal. My day was nice and peaceful.

Saturday, March 10, 2007


Selena the movie came on again today. This time at the end I cried singing along to Dreaming Of You with her waving a pic of her up in the air. She rules! I love her. I hope to go to her grave and the museum some day...<3

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Look At This

Take a look at this and then at the post today. I didn't feel like posting it again. My day was good.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

mi mi mi!

Look at the blogs in the following order to get the joke:

Insects Galore!


and this one! Boingy! ^^

Monday, March 05, 2007

New PT is coming tomorrow

The title says it all. My day was fine.

Saturday, March 03, 2007

I Feel Strange

This pretty much tells all that I know. And I hope I feel better soon.

Friday, March 02, 2007

My Day Was Hell

I'm not typing that up again so go here instead.

Thursday, March 01, 2007


YAAAAAAAAAAAY! I got the book that I wanted soooooooo bad. Here is a list of all the other things I got today. It's so long there is no way I would want to type it over. =)

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

YAY! My B-day is hours away!

My mom got the cake today and just a few minutes ago I found a song by Britney Spears that I really like. I think it was one of the songs that didn't go on one of her albums or was a bonus track on one of them. But I really like it. Here it is: Walk On By

Tuesday, February 27, 2007




*03-01-07 *

02-27-07: Ms. Berry came today and my mom and I talked with her for an half and hour. I wish it could've been longer because I really like her and she is really nice but she had some one down stairs wating for her. Hopefully next time she comes it will be longer. And tomorrow my mom is going to pick up my cake!

And then you know what happenes next! ^^

Sunday, February 25, 2007




1971- 1995

Saturday, February 24, 2007

A List#2

What happend to me today:

* I got my box of b-day presents from Lance and Connie! YAAAAAAAY!

* I found another conscript on the ZBB

This is what I'm Looking forward too:

* My B-Day! ^^

* Going to get my HUGE yummy Vanilla , chocolate, and strawberry layered cake. Mmmmmmm cake..... ^^

Thursday, February 22, 2007

A List

If My Life Was Different:

• I wouldn't have all these problems right now.

• I would be "normal."

• I wouldn't be such a pain in the ass all the time.

• I would actually like myself.

This part of the list was thought up by me on 02-23-07. Believe every part of it because it's true.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007


HELL NO! On the last 3 days of this month there will be a countdown untill my b-day. In the mean time go to my Insects Galore! blog and check out what I found out about today!

Tuesday, February 20, 2007





Sunday, February 18, 2007

Crazy Chinese Character

One of the craziest Chinese characters I've seen. I'm not even sure it's real! It could be made up. Must go and ask my Chinese friend about it.

Saturday, February 17, 2007


Dang if I keep having days like this I think I'll faint with happiness! Live journal will tell you all!

Friday, February 16, 2007


I just got an email from Sophie! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! And I love the game that I found called Fuzzball Frenzy. I'm going to go and play it like crazy right now! Byeeeeeeeeeeee!

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Nothing Happened

Nothing interesting or bad happened today and for that I'm grateful.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Monday, February 12, 2007

Saturday, February 10, 2007

YAY! Another script!

I found another script today! Here is a sample of it. It's called Dn'alan and it's used to write English. I found it on Omniglot in the scripts for natural languages page. I really like it alot. I was have major scriptgasms on my Live journal like mad! I'm going to go and base a script on it. You can see the rest of the script on Omniglot.

Friday, February 09, 2007

What A Blast!!!

I had a blast today! I got to ride in Kerry's car today and it's awesome and comfty and it's blue. I went to the 99¢ store, Staples, Best Buy, and a pizza place by Kerry's house. And this is what I got from all of the stores we went to:

Selena - Dreaming Of You ( This has remixes of some of her biggest Spanish hits )

2 pack of glass beads ( black and multi colored )

Gell Pens ( multi colored )


And a medium pizza pie for me to take home

I love today! And I'm going to miss her loads when she goes to Germany whenever that is ( It's still in this month that she's leaving ). Also we played my Cd's in her car on the way to where we were going and on the way home singing at the top of our lungs! I love today! And God Bless Kerry!

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Anna Nicole Smith

As you may know by now Anna Nicole Smith died today. My mom and I was shocked to hear what had happened. My mom even started crying. It's a sad thing. May she rest in peace.

Anna Nicole Smith


And now the third part of the count down:



02-08-07: My day was relaxing along with the shock of the news that Anna Nicole Smith had died today. My prayers are with her family and friends. May one of the most beautiful women rest in peace with her beloved son.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

The Countdown#2

Well this is the second part of the countdown. My day went well. My mom ordered a new coat for me because I've outgrown the other one. Well with out further ado the countdown:




02-07-07: My day went well. I'm really looking forward to going out with Kerry on Friday! I'm happy! =)

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

The Countdown

Just thought I'd begin the countdown to the day that I go out with Kerry. My day went well.





My day went well. Tomorrow I'm going to start taking the new medicine. Hopefully this one will kick the ass of OCD straight down to hell where it belongs. I'm very happy today.

Monday, February 05, 2007


This is why I'm happy: Kerry is coming on Friday! And I didn't go to the clinic because it was too cold. It was 9°C! I know the weather is weird.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Going To The Clinic Tomorrow

Tomorrow I'm going to the clinic. I am not looking forward to it.

P.S Just a few hours ago Kerry called! She's taking me out on Friday! She's still not sure on the day she's leaving. She also told me ( after I told her about it ) that she'll get the CD BoA No.1! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Nice Day

Nice Day! And that's all that happened today.

Friday, February 02, 2007


HAPPY GROUND HOG DAY! Please go to to see how my day went! Thank you! Hope every one had a nice day today. I did! I'm happy!

Thursday, February 01, 2007


You need to see my other blog for details ( not the one about insects of course :P ) to see what was on my mind.

Wednesday, January 31, 2007


Some boingys celebrating the great last day of the month that I had.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Random stuff

Ok since I'm experiacing writers block again here is some random stuff. It doesn't mean anything it's just stuff. But before I post it I just want to say this: "Time goes by too fast! Tomorrow is the last day of the month!"

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See I told you Random Meangingless Stuff or RMS for short :P

Monday, January 29, 2007

What to write

Damn! Have you ever got stuck on what to post on your blog about how your day went? Well I'm at that point right now. So what I'm typing doesn't mean a thing so I suggest just ignore this one and hope that the one that comes tomorrow will be a good one with lots and lots of info and happiness. Good Night!

P.S If anything does happen a while after I post this I'll update it. *Keeps her fingers crossed*

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Elmo Loses it

I found this on you tube. It's soooooooooooo funny! I nearly died. There are more of them so check them out while you're at the site because I can't post them all they're too many.

Here it is:

Friday, January 26, 2007

Another Uneventful Day

As the title says nothing interesting that's worth posting happened today. The only thing that did happen was the fact my mom went food shopping. How exciting!

Thursday, January 25, 2007

BOE Continued

Well yesterday I got home at around 8:00pm and my mom and were talking until 10:00pm! My day at the BOE was a really nice one. I got to keep one of the fish magazines that they had there and my mom got one of subscribing cards that you sign so you can get the magazines and she's going to do it! YAAAAAAAAAY! =) Also got fuzzy wuzzies!

Tuesday, January 23, 2007


Well tomorrow I'm going to the BOE to get my new IEP set up. I hope that we actually get to go this time because for some reason I'm looking forward to it. We're supposed to be there by 4:00pm so I get extra sleep then I would if I was going at 8:30am which is good. Nothing happened today it was relaxing for me.

Sunday, January 21, 2007


I just recently checked the weather reports on AOL and they had for Monday and Tuesday SNOW! I hope they get it right and I hope it sticks and that it's alot. I like snow and I hate the fact that we didn't get any last year when winter had started and every body was walking around out side like it was summer because it was freaking WARM! Strange what can happen.

I also forgot to mention that I talked with my friend from school yesterday. It was good to hear from her because we haven't talked in a looooooong time. Any way I guess that's it really.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Yippy! Yippy! YIPPYYYYYYYYY! =)

I get another week off from seeing my tutor! YAAAAAAAAAAAY! I didn't get to go to the BOE ( Board of Education for the dumb asses that can't figure it out ) because the weather was bad. No snow was in it though. So we're going on Wenesday and hopefully that this time the weather cooperates. My day was realaxing which is good for me because I diserve rest relaxation after all the things that I've been through. Anyway this is some of the best moments in my life:

1. I get 1 week off from seeing my tutor because I'm trying new dosages of my meds to see how they work and it takes about a week.

2. Today I find out that my wonderful angel of a mother that I get another week off because she said that I needed it. And I agree.

3. I'm going to get my new IEP set up on Wenesday when my mom and I got to the BOE.

And that's what's going to happen and that's what already happened! =)

Friday, January 19, 2007

More Thoughts

Well tomorrow I'm supposed to go to the Board Of Education at 8:30am ( I just found this out from my mom ). My mom also told me that if it's too cold we won't go because the last time I went out when it was really cold and windy I got a bad cold in my neck the next day and the pain was inbelievable! It lasted 2 days and a half.

So that's why my mom's concerned about. I hope we do go and that the weather cooperates with us because I'm looking forward to this for some strange reason. Any way my day was nice and relaxing.

Thursday, January 18, 2007


I just heard from one of my friends from camp! My day was relaxing and receiving an email from my friend from camp made my day.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

I Love It When Something Good Happens!

The title says it all people! My mom told me that on Saturday I'm going to go and get my new IEP set up. Now the only question that I have is what the hell does IEP stand for? Hopefully I'll find out on Saturday. Alot has happened over the last few days that I didn't post on here either because I didn't feel to good at the time or I forgot but any way these are just some of the things that happened.

*A few days ago I got my hair done from my hair dresser that comes to the house every three month to get my hair relaxed. She does my mom's hair too because my mom doesn't have the time to do my hair or hers.

*I made another script that I posted yesterday that goes by the name Talari. I like it alot. I'll probably make some other versions some time soon.

*Since I've seen my new therapist and the fact that I'm getting a new dosage of medicine I feel alot better now for which I'm very very greatful for! =)

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

The Talari Script

I made another script this morning called Talari. Isn't it pretty?

Friday, January 12, 2007

My Day Was Hell

Go too: to see the reason why it was hell. Typing it again would just make me scream.

Thursday, January 11, 2007


Why am I soooooooooo happy? Because I have no school for the rest of the week! The reason is because my mom had called my tutor to tell him that I have a doctors appointment the next day and something else for today. I can't remember what though. But who cares?! This great!

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Day Off

The title says it all. I'm very happy about it! My day off was really nice.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Another Nightmare......

I had another lesson with my tutor which was a nightmare. My OCD went on another rampage. What makes this worse is the fact that my tutor doesn't understand me. And every time I try to explain myself to him he has the fucking nerve to talk over me. What the hell is wrong with him? I have no idea how much more of this I can take.

I hope that I have another day off from him because if I have another lesson like that one or worse I think I'll crack. And I'm not joking about this either......

Monday, January 08, 2007

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Going Out With Kerry Tomorrow


Thursday, January 04, 2007

The Kastrian Alphabet

This is the script used to write one of my languages called Kastrian. The script was based on Cyrillic and Greek.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Day Off Again!

The title says it all. See my other blog for details. I'm tired of typing. Oh and check out my insect blog for the latest post. It's really interesting.

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

John Came!

John came today. It was nice seeing him. As I told you my mom and I haven't seen him for about 5 years so my mom and his son talked for a good while. I hope he comes more often. Tomorrow will be my first day back into my home schooling routine again. Am I looking forward to it? No I'm not. The only thing that I will be looking forward to is if they arranged the once a month trip thing I told you about.

I hope it's a yes. This is the only thing that I care about.

Monday, January 01, 2007


Happy New Year! Last night was the bomb for me! I got to stay up late!