Sunday, December 31, 2006

Today Was Like OMG!

Today was awesome! The title pretty much describes what my day was like. First this is what I got as the first surprise when I woke up and went into the kitchen to take my very important vitamins for the day and on the table were 2 insect books that I told my mom about that were in a magazine that sells the kind of stuff! I was screaming and jumping up and down like a five year old!

So what's the story with the books? Well originally I was supposed to get them for xmas but my mom had hidden them so well from me that she couldn't even find them!...... until today! YAAAAY! And my b-day is in 2 months then I'll be getting the BIG ONE! I'm soooooooo happy! And the goodness doesn't stop there! My mom got a call from one of my brother's sons and he told my mom that he and John ( he's my second older brother ) are coming on Tuesday!

My mom and I haven't seen John in years! And one of his sons also named John ( don't know if it's spelled 'Jon' or 'John' ) is coming along with him! WOW! What a wonderful way to end the year!

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Bouncing Smileys #2

Ok, so these some of the bouncing smileys that I haven't posted. I'm always looking for more. Any way here are my babies. Aren't they adorable? I'll post some more tomorrow. My day today was really relaxing again!

Monday, December 25, 2006


Merry Christmas! See my other blog for details on what I got! I'm verry happy today as you might've imagined! Wapo Gipo Mi Mi Mi!

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Xmas Eve!

I'm so happy today! I just came back from mailing my mom's last xmas cards. We were going to go and get a tree but we found out ( after my mom had tried to call for a delivery cab ) that all the cab drivers were off because of the hollydays. But it doesn't really matter to me because I got a load of surprises to look forward to. Even as I type this I can hear my mom rapping my presents up in her room!^^

I'm sooooooooooooooo happy!^^

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Xmas Is One Day Away!

And I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited! Today was relaxing and I slept for most of the day again! Don't know why I'm really tired all of a sudden. I think it might have something to do with the bowling but what? Anyway I'm really happy!

Friday, December 22, 2006

1 Hour Lesson

I had a one hour lesson today because my tutor had to go to a meeting. He came at 9:30am instead of 10:00am because I think the meeting was around that time. He gave me work to do over the holidays! I'm going to either burn it or put it in a paper shredder and flush it down the toilet. And I'm not kidding about this either! =0 I slept for most of the day after my tutor left because I was pooped.

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Day Off

I had a day off today to gather myself up and get some more rest. I'm going to go lay down again. I hada nice relaxing day today.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006


Today was awesome! I would like to tell you more but I'm really tired. For more wonderful details about the day that I'll remember for the rest of my life go to: My team won btw! ^^

Tuesday, December 19, 2006


Ok you need to go to my LJ to find out what happened today because I don't feel like typing the same thing again. I'm excited about tomorrow because the xmas party is tomorrow at 12:00pm. I'll let you know how it goes.

Monday, December 18, 2006

I Got Mail From Kerry!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! I got the Selena Anthology from her! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! I've been listening to all 3 Cd's ( it's a set ) all evening. I'm taking a little break from singing at the top of my lungs right now to write this. I love today. Go to to see more details. I'm going to back to singing now which is one of my many talents that I'm proud of! ^^

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Another Funny Pic

This is another funny pic I found not too long ago. I almost died from laughing so hard when I first came across it. I just had to show it to you. Now tell me how funny this is!

I don't know if this was for real ( it's probably fake ) or not but it made me lmao. If I find anything else I'll post it here to share with you all. You know me when I find interesting things I'll share them the rest of the people who didn't see them.

Any way my day went great. Looking forward to the good things tomorrow has to offer ( and I do hope they're good things ).

Saturday, December 16, 2006

How To Tell You've Been REALLY Bad!

I found this not too long ago. It's really funny!

Friday, December 15, 2006

Amazing Day!

Today was amazing with the tutor! It was really great. I hardly did any work due to the fact that my mom was talking with him for most of the time. But it was really great. I thank God for this and I hope that the last 2 days that I have with him will be just as good.

UPDATE: I just finished getting my hair done. I forgot to mention that I was getting my hair washed. I wish every one a happy Chanukah!

ZOWAOZIU: Bo buzoku babosoneukio bezizibonu sipi biaboza osusou. Bo basuzabesuzi zisu siusozibo puazi Bo paaze bezizibonu sipi biaboza paneukio. Bo pabine uzuuzapi susou a biawawapi Chanukah!

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Evil Events

None of what I'm about to tell you is good news. Last night was horrible and so was the lesson with the tutor. Remember the post which said that my day was weird? That was the first incident with my tutor and yesterday was the second. The second one was by far the worst.

The reason that last night was awful was because I didn't get much sleep because of the smoke detector was acting up again. It has been going off every now and then for no reason. The day before last night a man came to fix it by spraying something on it. He only made it worse because when night came it went off for the what felt like 30 minutes. And what made it worse was the fact it was right over the door way in the hall way that leads to my bedroom!

I got irritated like *snaps fingers* that and my mom and I got into another fight. It was horrible. Today I had a day off. This morning another one of the guys ( this one knew what he was doing ) installed a new one. So I hope that tonight will be a good one.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Weird Day

Today was weird.

Monday, December 11, 2006

Not ANOTHER day off! =0

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! LOL! I'm not joking on this one. I had another day off today! To see why go to for more details. I don't feel like typing the same thing 3 times a day all the time.

Sunday, December 10, 2006


Just a few minutes ago Kerry called! Go see my other blog for more details. I'm tooooooooooooooooooooooo excited to type anymore! ^^

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Another Script I Found

Today was good for me. I found another script on called Qohenje. I've never seen anything like it before. It looks really nice. Here is the link to it: On the site it also provides the link to the official website.

Zisuokiapi paaze besusuo basuza siu. Bo basuzosoo asosupuuza wubowazi suso iaseseo "Qohenje". Bokizuu souzuuza zeukiuso asopipubonu sebosau bozi eubasuzau. Bozi sesususau zaukiasesepi soboikiu. Biuzau boze puu sebososa zisu bozi: Suso puu zeboziu bozi asezesu lisuzubookiuze puu sebososa zisu puu subababoikiase paukiezeboziu.

Friday, December 08, 2006

Another Day Off For Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I had another day off today! Why? Because I didn't sleep last night. I have no idea why.

Bo biazo asopuuza oapi subaba zisuoapi! Pabipi? Eikiazozeu Bo oboosozi duukiuwa seaku sobobebizi. Bo biazuu sosu boukia pabipi.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

OCD Rampage

This morning my stupid OCD went on a rampage. I really wanted to go back to sleep but my mom convinced me to go on with "school" which is becoming a drag now. As you know my mom changed the time from 2 hours to only 1 hour. God bless for everything she's ever done for me! =)

Aren't you going to ask what my morning was like? It was hell. That's what it was. But the rest of my day was good. Oh yeah forgot to tell you that I changed the layout for my LJ! Every now and then I change it.

Azaukizi pisuzo besubonu zisu azesa pabiazi sipi sisuzasobonu paaze sebosau? Bozi paase biusese. Puazikize pabiazi bozi paaze. Ezozi puu zauku suba sipi oapi paaze besusuo. Subi piuabi basubezi zisu ziusese pisuzo puazi Bo naasobeukio puu seapisuzi basuza sipi LJ!

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

How Was My Day?

You want to know? Go to for more info. Thank you! =)

Tuesday, December 05, 2006


Go to: to see how my day went and to see another script of mine that I made recently.

Monday, December 04, 2006

What Happened?

Ok, so I bet you're wondering what happened when I was out with Kerry yesterday since I really didn't explain my self properly because I was so happy. So here's what happened.

Yesterday when I went out with Kerry I went to Barnes and Nobles looking for some decent insect books. I came across 2. One was ok and the other one was OMFG! It was so thick! ^^ Too bad it cost $95.00! I only had $45.00 and a bunch of coins on me.

I wanted it soooooooooo bad that I couldn't part with it. So I sat in a chair by some journals ( I bought a nice pink one ) and started flipping the 700 or more pages reading bits and pieces falling in love with even more with every page I turned. I called my mom on Kerry's cell phone and told her about the book.

I told her I wanted it soooooooooo badly. More then any thing! And I'm not joking about this either. My mom asked me if I wanted it more then anything else for xmas and I told her YES! It's true! I couldn't get enough of it. So then after a while ( a good while ) I put it back and paid for the stuff that I could buy.

Earlier I went and got a Selena CD. They didn't have many there like they did the last time. At least they had one that I wanted. After we went to Barnes and Nobles we went to a near buy Pizza place and got pizza. Then we went back to Kerry's place and ate it. It was sooooooooooo good. I think it tasted better because I haven't had pizza in along time.

I also took some home with me ( 4 HUGE slices ). ^^

So that's what happened. I also got my hands on pens and a Hebrew News paper. ^^ As for today I had a nice relaxing day off. I slept for a loooooooooong time.

Sunday, December 03, 2006


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I went out with Kerry! I went out with Kerry! I went out with Kerry! I went out with Kerry!



Saturday, December 02, 2006


Today was soooooooooooooooooooooo cool! Why? because I found 2 new scripts on the best site about writing systems including constructed ones in the world! The script I'm posting here is a sample of a script calle Keno. It's used to write English so it's kind of a cipher. I've made tons of my own ciphers for the English language and for my other languages. Any way here is the script sample.
Pretty script right?

Friday, December 01, 2006

Weird Day

Today was weird. Why? Because I woke up fine and then these horrible cramps kick in as I was sitting at my computer checking my emails. I got scared because I thought my period was coming and that it was too late to go to the clinic and get the birth control shot that was blessed by god.

And I didn't have to go to the bathroom either for 2 reasons:

1. I already went the night before.

2. I would know if I had to go.

So then this thought came to me "What if it's my period is on it's way?" I hope not. Today nothing happened, no cursed blood from the Devil thank the lord, and, yesterday they said that severe TS was coming tomorrow. No TS today thank the lord!

My mom said it was supposed come at around 5:00pm but it's 6:09pm right now and I hope *crosses fingers* that it doesn't happen at ALL! On the bright side tomorrow is Saturday and then the next day KERRY IS COMMING!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAY!

Thursday, November 30, 2006

The End Of The Month!

Can you believe how fast time goes by? It's already the end of the month! Any way today was good. I had a nice relaxing lesson with my tutor today. I bet you're wondering how a lesson with a tutor could be relaxing. I had mo conflicts what so ever and we did more work on insects.

And then as I told you I'm going out on Sunday with Kerry! I'm looking forward to seeing her again! I also found a really pretty song in Korean on youtube. Here's the link: Hope you like it as much as I do! =D

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

No School Today

No school today as you might've known. However the day wasn't like I had thought it would be. For details see my LJ: for more details. Read the entries for the 28th and the 29 for more details. Today was pretty relaxing. I'm looking forward to seein Kerry this Sunday. When I think about I get a burst of happiness and excitement in me.

I haven't felt like that in a loooooooooooong time. So it's good to have that feeling in you. Any way I'm happy.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Good News!

Yesterday Kerry called and she's taking me out this Sunday! YAAAAAAAY! I'm looking forward to seeing her again! *Crosses fingers that I'll get everything I'm looking for* I have no school today. This is because I went through hell last night. Tomorrow I'm going to see my new therapist. I'm also looking forward to that too.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

A New Dr. ( Therapist )

Today was pretty good. On Wednesday I'm going to see my new doctor. She's the one I was telling you about. My mom switched me with this doctor because she was fed up with the fact that my old doctor Dr. Grodberg wasn't doing what he was suppose to be doing ( it's a long story ).

I'm looking forward to seeing her and I hope that she does her job like she's supposed to and not take vacations for entire months with out even telling my mom! I found some pretty cool things online today too. Also a friend of mine found more bouncing smileys YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Whoooooooooooooooo hoooooooooooooooo!

Today was awesome! Irene came and washed my hair ( finally my mom stoped procrastinating! ). And then she took me to the 99cents store on broad way ( not the one you're thinking of ). I got the following:

2 bags of colorful pretty glass marbles to add to my collection
a pack of gell pens
2 packs of Yu-Gi-Oh! cards ( I got three new insect cards with ass kicking effects! YAAAAAAAAAAAY! )
a bottle of sodaaaaaaaaaaa!

I love today!

Friday, November 24, 2006

Bouncing Smileys

Cute aren't they?
And they're all MINE!

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

One of my crabs past on today

The title says it all. I miss him/her! I love you! *Blows kisses up to heaven*

Monday, November 20, 2006

Another Interesting Day!

Today was another interesting day for me. Another person from the home instruction thingy came today for a bit. She's nice! I sang for her too! I also did a Google Search on stink bugs and I foun loads of info and pics. One of them is above. Isn't it cute? ^^ It's called a Seed bug ( Largus sp. ). I've heard of the species but I don't know much about them so I'm off to collect some more info.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

The Koa Bug

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaw isn't it cute? Yes it is! This is a Koa Bug ( Coleotichus blackburniae ). They're native to Hawaii and it's the prettiest I've seen so far that are native to the USA. I love these things. I can't wait until I'm able to go to Hawaii and see these and others types of insects and spiders that have so many different colors. If you do a Google Search on them you'll find loads of info on these beauties. Today was really good. Next week Thanks Giving is here and then x-mas! Like I said before time goes by too fast. Any way here is the link that I got the picture of the wonderful Koa Bug from: It also has an article on it. Enjoy learning about it!

Friday, November 17, 2006


Last night was hell. It was really really bad. I don't want to go into details about it though. I had no "school" today because my mom wasn't feeling well. I have a feeling it was because of last night. We did get into any kind of fight it was something else.

Again I don't want to mention it because I don't want any nutcases ( Khang, nobody, Qang, Sano, Qtom, Worldlordthanos, ) saying I'm insane or a liar. Btw all of the names I metioned belong to the same person.

I really wish things were different in my life. I wish I didn't have to go through all of this crap.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Good And Bad

Today over all was ok. But the first part of the lesson with the tutor was kind of hectic again. It got better towards the end. AT&T came today to see why every time my mom talks on the phone the internet cuts off. I thought they had fixed it but they didn't. I have DSL but I don't know why this keeps happening.

Any way that's all that happened today.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Frogieeeeeeeeees! YAAAAAAAAAAY!

Today was awesome! I got the frogs my mom ordered from Oriental Trading Company today! I was and still am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy! I was jumping up and down like a 5 year old when he goes into a cnady store and comes out with a HUGE bag of candy. So that makes 212 frogs I have now! I also got different colored plastic coins and Jelly spiders.

I loooooooooooooooooove today! The lesson with the tutor went well.

P.S I found another script today too. The picture wouldn't show for some reason when I posted here so I'll post the link: Enjoy!

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Super Fast Lady Bug

I just found a video on that is sooooooooo funny! Here is the link:

You've gotta watch it. I was laughing my ass off when I first saw this. Comment on it if you like.

Monday, November 13, 2006


I found a really cool looking video with butterflies in it today. Yesterday the Internet went down again for some reason around 9:00pm and I got it fixed today with some new features. For one thing it's much faster then it was before. That I'm very happy about. I'm about to go and eat my wonderful dinner now. Good night!

Friday, November 10, 2006

Whole Oregano Is Evil!

Ok, I bet you're wondering why on Earth would I say Whole Oregano is evil, right? Thought so. So I'm going to tell you why. Remember I had a bunch of days off ( I had a day off today too )? It's because of the fact that I've been feeling very strange lately. I've been feeling like I'm going to float away from my body and I didn't know why.

It's been scaring the living sh** out of me. And I didn't know why it was happening or what was wrong with me. I told my mom and I asked her "Am I going to die?...." She told me I wasn't. She also told me it wasn't anything serious because if it was I would've fallen down while I was singing and dancing to Selena songs. But it still scared me.

Last night I really went of the hook. I was sleeping, then all of a sudden I felt like I was parting with my body! I screamed and I woke up and told my mom. This morning she told me some thing told her that the problem was the Whole Oregano that I've been putting on my pasta for dinner every night. I was shocked! It was the weirdest thing I've ever heard in my life.

But as I think about it now it make sense. My mom told me that dry Whole Oregano was making me feel this way because it was so strong. You're supposed to wet it first with water. I never knew that. So today when my mom went food shopping she bought the ground Oregano. My mom also gave personalised pens! YAAAAAAAAAY! She also told me to drink lots of fluids to get it out of my system, which I shall do!

So that's why I think Whole Oregano is pure EVIL!

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Strange Day

Another day off for me! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! The reason is because this morning my head started hurt. Don't know why. Any way here is another sample of my script! It's all in English. Translation? You don't want to know! Really!
Pretty right? That's right! And it's all mine! I can't get enough of it. I'm also translating my Diary into the script. The sample is just some random rating. More coming soon!

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

No School

Today I didn't have school because it was election day. God bless any day that I don't have school! Nothing interesting really happened today though. I still don't know why I tell you when nothing interesting happens.

Monday, November 06, 2006


Today was really good with the tutor! I did 2 hours! Why? because we continued with the subject I know alot about and love, Biology. It great! I even showed him some of my hermit crabs and held one!!!! :O This morning I made another English cipher based on one called Awyis which can be found at And here is a sample on the side. And this script that I based on the one in the link above is ALL MINE! ALL MINE MWAHAAHAHAHAHA! What do you have say about MY pretty script Khang? Huh?

Friday, November 03, 2006


Today was amazing! I had a 1 hour "lession" on Biology! That's my favorite subject since it envolves insects and other arthropods! I love today.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

No "School"

Today I didn't feel well so I didn't have school. Just a while ago Andrea came and did me and my mom's hair nice and fancy. Before she left me and her were dancing to Selena's hit Como la flor. It was fun.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Good News

I've got some good news to tell you! Due to today my mom switched the school hour to only one because I was so tired this morning even though he came at 10:00am. I got wound up again this morning because I saw something on TV that I didn't like so my nerves shot through the roof.

I'm glad I only have one hour of "school" now. I think it's going to take alot of the stress out of it. Thank you God!

Tuesday, October 31, 2006


Happy Halloween! Today I had no school because my teacher had to go to a meeting. He told me but he didn't tell my mom! I wonder why? This has happened before. I wonder why? Any way besides that nothing really interesting happened.

Time goes by too fast. Tomorrow is the first of November and then x-mas and then a whole new year will be here! It's not like every single day something really great happened to me that helped pass the time. Although this past week as been eventful. I've been out of the house loads of times last week and once this week.

My mom also told me that she's getting a new therapist because Dr. Grodberg isn't doing what she wants him to do. She told me that he isn't helping me or the situation that I'm in. Just now my teacher called and told my mom he's coming at 10:15am instead of 8:30! What a way to end the day!

Monday, October 30, 2006

Kerry Is Coming!

I just got back from the clinic. And I got more fuzzy wuzzy bugs! YAAAAAAAAAAY! And at 5:00pm Kerry is coming to take me out for the evening. I can't wait to see her. I'll update this post when I get back or tomorrow in case it's late.

Update: I just got back from going out with Kerry and my evening with her was awesome! I had 2 HUGE slices of pizza and I went to the pet shop to look for glass beads but they didn't have them there so we looked at different kinds of fish, frogs, geckos, and even turtles!

Then we went to a Native American shop and they had a vase with rocks and beads in it. I asked the guy if I could have them and he told me to go to the 99 cents store ( which was across the street ) and sure enough they had them! Loads in red, see through whitish, and see through metallic purple. I already have the red, so I bought the other 2. I bought 2 packs each!

I also bought

2 packs of poker chips ( red, white, blue, green, and yellow )
1 pack of yu-gi-oh cards ( I got some good ones too, I'm ready to kick some but! )
4 Wonderful gell pens ( orange, pink, green, and black )
2 bottles of soda

I love today!

Saturday, October 28, 2006

What Happened?

What happened to the Halloween party I told you about? That's what I'd like to know. Since the day that my friends mother called and told my mom about the party we haven't heard from here since. My mom told me that they probably couldn't get enough people, and even if they did I couldn't go anyway because the weather was a disaster.

But I do have good news. Yesterday Kerry called, and that's right she's coming on Monday at 5:00pm for a girls night out shopping and having the time of our lives! :D Mom expect lots of Cd's and if I'm lucky shoooooooooooooooooes!

Friday, October 27, 2006


I know I haven't posted in a few days. This is due to the fact that the Internet was down for some reason. I got it fixed today! So my tutor came and we did good. Yesterday I took a day off from school. The day before that I went to have an x-ray as I told you so many times. It was very fast. I thought they were going to do a bunch of pictures but they only did 2! Any way I'm happy to have part of my life back!

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Went To See The Lawyer

Today me my mom and Dolores went to see the lawyer. My mom and the lawyer did most of the talking and Dolores asked a few questions and took notes. I on the other hand just sat there! But it was an interesting conversation. When my mom and I came home we both ate a snack and then went to bed. I woke up at 6:30pm and we came home about 1:00pm!

I had a nice day today. Tomorrow my mom and I are going to the clinic for my x-ray. I wonder what tomorrow will be like. I hope it's a good day!

Monday, October 23, 2006

Another Eventful Day

Today was very good for me as far as going to the clinic. I got more of those fuzzy wuzzy bugs today. Then after that my mom and I went to the drug store and I got some goodies for myself. Today was nice as far as the going out part.

Tomorrow I'm going to see the Lawyer with my mom and Dolores. I can't wait to start the destruction of the school that put me through hell! That I'm happy about! Then the day after that as I found out this morning, we're going back to the clinic for an x-ray.

After that I don't know what happens for Thursday and Friday. I hope it's 2 days off from home schooling!

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Eventful Week

This week coming up has alot of events in it. Tomorrow I'm going to the clinic and the day after that I'm going to see the lawyer ( finally! ) with my mom and Dolores. Then as you know I've got the Halloween party on the 28th. So like I said alot of things are happening this week and 4 days afterwards! :D

Friday, October 20, 2006

Lophocampa maculata Info

As I promised here are some links with info on Lophocampa maculata:

The link above has info on the what the larvae eats, where it lives, and similar species.

Has info on the species.

Ok, now here's how my day went. It went good! The lawyer called my mom and told her to come this Tuesday. Let hope everything works out and that we'll be able to go this time.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006


Awwwwwwwwww! How cute! That's what I would say if I saw this around where I live or at camp. One of the many species of woolly bear caterpillars. This one looks like the Milk Weed Tussock moth caterpillar but it's not! This is a Yellow Spotted Tiger Moth Caterpillar ( Lophocampa maculata ). I don't know too much about them so I'm going to do a Google search on them and post the links tomorrow.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006


Ok, so it turns out that we couldn't go to the lawyer today because my mom apparently found out that we didn't have an appointment. So I don't know when we'll be able to get one. Every time I ask my mom about it she says something like "When something happens that I think you should know I'll tell you." Sounds like she hiding something from me doesn't it? Although I know she wouldn't do that about something this important which involves me mostly.

I still had a good day. My mom called my tutor to tell him that she didn't feel well, which she didn't so I'm glad I had another day off. Besides that nothing really happened.

Update: José came a while ago! It was good to see him again. He also helped my mom with the lamp that broke. He put in the new socket.

Monday, October 16, 2006


Whoa! Do you realise that alot has just happened after I woke up from my nap after my tutor came. It was around 4:00pm and my mom told me something so huge I would have never expected to happen. My mom told me that my friend DiDi is having a Halloween party on the 28th of October at 5:00pm and my mom said I could go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's been a year since I've seen her! Thank you God! Her mother is coming to pick me up and take me back home.

I can't wait to see her again! I knew I would but I never thought it would be this soon! And then tomorrow the I'm going to see the lawyer! Also Dolores asked my mom if she could come and my mom told her yes. I think that would make things alot better. I'm looking forward to tomorrow and the 28th! Let's begin the count down!

16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28!

Sunday, October 15, 2006

The Destruction Of My School!

The destruction of my school is 2 days away! I can't wait! Between Friday the 13th nothing interesting has happened. But on Tuesday the destruction of my school ( hell hole ) will finally begin. I just thought I would remind you of that!

Friday, October 13, 2006

Friday The 13th

Curse Friday the 13th. Here are some good reasons as to why I should say "Curse Friday the 13th!"

* The appointment to see the lawyer as been changed to this Tuesday.

* Last night I went through hell!

Now do you think that any of the things that happened to me could have been a coincidence? Nope. They couldn't. If you knew the full details of what happened last night you would know 100% that this wasn't a coincidence.

First and foremost another TS happened and that wound me up. The second thing is some time before the mother fucking ass hole TS that needs to go up the Devil's ass and burn in hell I got the feeling ( for no reason at all ) to start throwing things.

I went to my mom and told her about how I was feeling she gave me an extra pill to calm my "nerves". But here's the thing, I don't think it was my nerves that made me feel that way. I never felt like that in my entire life! I don't know what it is, but I hope I never feel like that again.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006


I'm shocked at how well the day went for me today. As you know that today I had to wake up very early because my tutor came at 8:30am today. I know what I said about not having this happen but some times you have to eat your own words ( the truth is my mom "persuaded" me to go through with it. I will get her for this *winks* )! Also my tutor told me and my mom that he's going to try to work out something for this 8:30am thing, which I was very happy to hear ( I hope succeeds )!

And on Friday the 13th ( bom bom bom! :D ) is the beginning of the total destruction of the school! *Laughs evilly* YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!! This means that we're going to see a lawyer on Friday! *Looks as if x-mas has come early*

Monday, October 09, 2006

Sunday, October 08, 2006


Remember the other butterfly I told you about in yesterday's entry? Well here it is! Batesia hypochlora which I think is another one of the most beautiful butterflies I've seen. I don't know much about it so I'm going to do a Google search on this species and get back to you. In the mean time I hope you enjoy just looking at this beauty!

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Marpesia Iole

Today was great. It was very relaxing. I have another butterfly picture to show you. Isn't it pretty? This a Marpesia iole a type of Dagger wing butterfly. I promised in my last post if I'm not mistaken that I would show you a photo of one right? Well there ya go!

Friday, October 06, 2006

3 Day Weekend YAY!

Today I had an interesting lesson with my tutor. I watched 2 videos online ( my VCR is broken at the moment ). One was about the Egyptian culture and the other was about the development of Sumerian writing called Cuneiform. Here's a link: I also found another really cool looking moth photo online today. The moth in the photo is called a Cream Spotted Tiger Moth. Isn't it pretty? I also ( a long time ago ) found a picture of a real tropical butterfly that looked like it came out of an children's coloring book. It's called Marpesia iola. They are other butterflies that have Marpesia in their names. Take the Ruddy Dagger ( Marpesia petreus ) for example. It's and awesome looking butterfly. Any way that's all for now.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Another Day Off

Today I had another day off for 2 reasons. They were good and bad:

The Good:

* My tutor didn't feel well so he couldn't come ( I know that sounds evil to put this in a "good" category, but it isn't a really bad thing is it? ).

The Bad:

* Last night TS was going on. So that put under alot of stress.

Now you know why I had to have a day off. And you know why that I could've had a day off if Satin did come and visit me last night. Should I write the aftermath of last night? Yeah, ok I'll do it:

The Dreaded Aftermath:

* My whole body hurts and I'm really tired. I'm also very cranky too, also I can go off very easily.

* My legs are fucking killing ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God have mercy!

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

OMFG! You Won't Believe This!

You won't believe this! I had no school today because my mom didn't feel well!Last night was crazy! I was full of energy. I was singing at the top of my voice at around 12:00am! My mom was awake too so I wasn't the only one awake in the house at the time. I guess last night is the reason my mom didn't feel well. Besides the fact of me singing my mom and I had another row ( It's been like this ever since my doctor forgot to call the drug store to order my meds ).

Today was interesting in it's own way in my opinion. I was supposed to go and see my doctor today, but I couldn't because he didn't have any appointments open today. I went on the balcony for a good while singing. That's what happened today. Plus I took a nap!

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

BUGS! ( The Ones That Move And The Ones That Get On Your FUCKING NERVS! )

Today I found some really cool photos of 2 really cool looking insects ( See my other blog I really don't feel like posting them again ). José came to install the new printer my mom bought. It was good to see him again. The old printer was blah! The paper kept getting stuck every time I would try to print something or my mom trying to make copies. Now we don't have to worry about that any more.

My tutor came today. Also tomorrow is going to be very stressful ( I really don't need any more stress at the moment thank you )! How do I know? Well, it's because of the fact that my tutor is coming at 8:30am! The reason is because he has another student to see around 10:00am! At first I just thought it was this one time only, but it's not! It's every Wednesday! Every Wednesday! I'm not going to take this any more.

He can come on 8:30am this time but he's not coming at 8:30am again! Nope won't have it. I'll make sure of that!

Monday, October 02, 2006

Cute Baby Praying Mantis!

I found this today on It's a picture of a Clinia humeralis. That's a type of praying mantis. Isn't it cute? I can't get enough of them! I want one, or maybe two, or maybe, ten thousand! :D I wish blogger had smileys on it that would make this much better! In this photo the praying mantis is a nymph ( "baby" ). I wonder what the adults look like? I'm going to do a Google search on them. Here's the link that I got this picture of the beautiful mantis from: It also has other pics of this cutie. Note: I'm a member of this forum. I'm known as Habibi18 on there.

Sunday, October 01, 2006

Katydids! #2

Ok, remember I said I would show you a picture of a katydid? Well here it is! The one my tutor found wasn't this big! But I've seen them at camp that are really big! I have pictures of them. When I get them developed ( when ever that is ) I'll post them here. The one in this photo is a female. How do I know? Well in this one I can see a little bit of the ovipositor ( egg laying tube ). There's no use in saying where because there's no arrow pointing to it. I could make one but I really don't feel like editing a picture that I didn't take. I think these are awesome! They can re-generate their legs when they're nymphs. They do this when they molt. But if they loose one of their legs while they're adults......they can't grow them back sadly. They're are many species of katydids all over the world. One kind can even draw blood! And I'm not kidding on that one!

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Spoke To Didi Again!

Today my friend from school ( AMAC ) called today! It was good to hear from her again. It's been a long time since I last spoke to her, so I'm glad I got to talk to her. Besides that nothing interesting happened.

Thursday, September 28, 2006

More Miracles

I love God! More miracles happened today! Firstly as you know my tutor came today and we did a little "art project". It was alot of fun. We also did work too ( Why?! WHY?! :D ). And now for the miracles! I found out who sings that song I like! And there's an English and French version too ( All sung by the same person )! And the second one is when I went to through the garbage away. I saw a moth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! It was HUGE! and it was very cute! I caught it and kept it for a while and let him/her go on the balcony. I took pictures of it before I let it go. I showed my mom too! She said it was very pretty ( which it was! )! Thank you God for all the wonderful gifts today! *Blows hugs and kisses up to heaven*

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Another Eventful Day

Didn't I post something like this before? Any way Dolores came today too see what me and my tutor and I are working on. She came right before the end of the lesson. So she got an idea of what we were working on. Besides that nothing interesting happened.

Monday, September 25, 2006

Elmo Is Evil

You know the cute fuzzy monster from Sesame Street named Elmo? Let me tell you something. He's evil! Just a few minutes my mom told me about an article in the news paper about a bunch of stupid parents having a rampage trying to get the new version of Tickle Me Elmo. One man claimed to have a gun! Another said that he was going to stab another person if he didn't give him his precious Elmo.

If you ask me Elmo is now in league with Satin. So far he has manipulated the brains of many parents and their children. My mom even fell under his spell! But thank the lord she broke it. If you ask me Elmo is going to take over the world if people don't stop doing his "every command". While you're at it why don't elect Elmo as president of the USA?

Let Elmo steal your brains and put them under his control!

And then before you know it Elmo will have warning tags on him saying:

Warning: Elmo is dangerous. He will take over your brain with his cuteness and his adorable laugh. He will create chaos every where he goes. He will make parents want him like never before. He will cause death and destruction in your family. Buy at your own risk.

So, you see Elmo is evil.

He will join Al-Qaeda and help them lead world domination......

Elmo is Evil! Elmo will kill YOU!!!!!!!!

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Assassin Spiders

"Ok, what the hell is this?" That's the first thing you would ask if some one walked up to you with a picture of this thing right? Right. So now I'm going to tell you it is. This weird looking thing is called a Assassin Spider. A what!? you might say, this is a spider. Shocked aren't you? I was too when I found out about them yesterday. Remember the bugnation forum I told you about not too long ago? That's where I heard about them. Then I did a Google search on them and I found some pretty cool stuff on them. Not much though because they're 9 newly discovered species in Madagascar and they have to find out more about them. These are the weirdest looking spiders I've ever seen! And I've seen quite a few weird looking ones both in person and in pictures.

Friday, September 22, 2006


Boy alot of these happened in the past few days and including today! Here's a list of them:


* I found the song "No Fallaras" I've looking for the video or the song for years ever since I saw the official video for the song on some Spanish music video TV station. And it's been years since I heard it and I found it. The song is playing in the background of a video one of the users on YouTube sent in. I commented on the bottom of the page.
Here's the link:

Today the tutor came with the supervisor who's Chinese and she taught me words in Chinese. There's more but I thought I'd tell you one at a time. Let me know what you think of the song. Do you know who sings it? If you do please tell me. Thank You!

Monday, September 18, 2006

Interesting Day

Well as I told you before my tutor is coming 5 days a week so I really don't need to say "Today my tutor came and we did blah blah blah". do we now? How ever we did do something I really enjoyed. I made a "cell" with all the major parts of it out of different colored clay! I loved it alot. And yes he did give me home work but just like last time it isn't alot and it's very easy. So that's what happened today.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Really Cool Website!

2 days ago I found a really cool forum about insects and spiders! It's called BugNation! So that makes 3 insect forums I'm in! I did my home work today too. The tutor is coming again tomorrow. He told me and my mom it's going to be like "regular school". He's going to come ( if nothing comes up ) 5 days a week! Can't I have a break in between? Having only 2 days off to sleep as long as I want really isn't enough for me because I'm a sleeper! That's another one of my passions!

I just woke up again from another nap! So you see? That's what my life right now at the moment is like. And now you add 5 days a week of home schooling to it. Not really that exciting. I'm looking forward to tomorrow, but eventually the "thrill" of it will wear off. Knowing that is just so fucking depressing.

Friday, September 15, 2006

Tutor Came Again

Today I had my first full session with the tutor. It was very interesting. I learned alot of things that I didn't know. He gave me home work too. It's not alot ( thank the lord ). Besides that nothing else really happened. So that's all for now. Even though it's only 3:50pm right now I still have a good chance of more interesting things happening. So for now good afternoon.

If anything else happens I'll update this entry. Until then.

Thursday, September 14, 2006


Today the tutor stopped by and he and my mom talked. I was sleeping in at the time. I needed a day off to get some extra sleep. Yesterday totally wore us out. It was good to get extra sleep. Yesterday my mom got some extra folding chairs for "school" and they came earlier today. Tomorrow the tutor is coming again. If I'm correct that's when the work gets started. I'm looking forward to it.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Went To The Clinic And The Drug Store Today!

Today was eventful. I went to the clinic to get my shot to stop my you-know-what for 3 wonderful months. Then on the way home we went to the drug store to buy "school" supplies. I also bought a few extra things for myself:

For "School":

1 3 ringed binder

1 pack of loose leaf paper

For Me!:

1 pack of blue gel pens

1 pack of playing cards ( yes they sell them in the drug store. )

1 bottle of sprite soda

Also I got a red fuzzy wuzzy bug from the clinic to add to my enormous collection! YAY! :D WAPO GIPO MIMIMI!

Tuesday, September 12, 2006


OMFG! The best thing happened to me today! As I told you before a tutor was coming today and he came today, and he likes bugs! We were talking about them for almost the whole session! Thank the lord! Tomorrow my mom and I are going to the clinic and then coming home we're stopping by the drug store to get some school supplies. Can't wait for tomorrow! I hope everything goes well tomorrow. Until then.

Monday, September 11, 2006

WOW More Events!

What the fuck is going on? All this time my life has been nothing but boring shit and then all of sudden all of these things are happening at once! I could list about 3 right now! And I'll think I'll do so:

1. We didn't go to the clinic because today is 09-11-06, the anniversary of the attack on the World Trade Center. My mom told me that alot of things will be going on and we wouldn't be able to go because of it.

2. Some one from the home instruction unit is coming tomorrow! So we have to go to the clinic the day after tomorrow.

3. Today is the anniversary of 9-11! That's still an event even if it has nothing to do with me!

So, that's what going to happen. Any way I'm glad about it all because it's all good things for a change. If any thing else happens today that's eventful I'll update this post. *Crosses Fingers*

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Disturbed People

Have you ever been "stalked" online by people you've "met" on some online community? I have, and he won't leave me alone. If you've read some of the comments on some of the post you'll see some one nick named "Nobody" saying things like "You're a freak." and stuff like that. I wish he would stop and leave me alone. Before he found out about my blog he used to send me emails daily regarding a subject and wouldn't stop. So I had to "report" him. Then some how he found out about my blogs here and started posting some really mean things. Some of them were so bad I had to delete them.

You also may have seen some other comments from a person nick named "Berek" he found out about the blog too and started posting here about the subject. He eventually stopped for which I'm grateful for, but when will "Nobody" stop? When will he learn to leave me alone and stop being such an ass hole bitch?! Don't really know but I hope he stops soon, because if he doesn't I'd hate to see what will happen to him..... In my opinion he's the deeply disturbed one not me!

P.S I just found out a few minutes ago that I'm going to the clinic tomorrow for the shot that I told you about that stops my periods for 3 months! :) I'm happy about that, and no it doesn't hurt that much!

Friday, September 08, 2006

The Arch Nemesis List # 2!!!!!!!!!

Well as I promised here is the second Arch Nemesis List! YAY! Well let's start with Satin's Angels that I met from camp shall we?

Camp 2006:

Judine: She made it on to the list at the start of camp! When I first saw her I never really liked her though. It was just something about her that I hated. And then I found out why. I had so many conflicts with her that in almost all of them I wanted to kill my self. Take this one for example: I had a problem with one of my OCD things and I was trying to explain it to her, and during my explanation I had said " I know you think I'm crazy..." then she interrupted me by saying "Hell yeah!" I got up and went outside trying to find something out there to kill my self. And then later on I found out it was a joke! I told her not to joke with me like that. So it's because of that and many other things that she made it on to the list.

Erin: Oooooooooooooh that son of a bitch! She made on to the list this year. Although I never liked her, she made it on the list because she crossed the line this year. It happened during a TS and I was in the program office bathroom because it had no windows. It was a really bad one and I had threw a glass measuring cup that they had in there, ( they shouldn't even have those things in a campers reach ) and it broke. That's when Erin came to the door ( I knew she was going to come, so I had put my feet on the door pushing it in with all my weight so she couldn't get the door open ), saying "Open the door Brittanie." I was, as I told you holding the door shut. I told her "Go away you fucking bitch!" And she continued to push. I think she went and got help from Jenny and some one else because she eventually got the door open. It got worse from there because they had to drag me out of the bathroom and take me outside and put me in B3 ( that's an unused bunk they use for a "time out room" ). Jenny helped so she made on the list too.

Jenny: She made it on the list because she helped Erin during that time, and she was also not understanding me. If you ask me she didn't want to understand me. So that's why she's on here.

The Loony Bin 2006:

Jojo: And no I don't mean the singer! :) She was one of the patients. She made the list when she found out that clucking and popping gum bothers me. That's when she did it non stop. I asked her to stop very nicely loads of times and all she would say was "No. I can do what ever I like." or "It's my mouth I can do what ever I like with it." She also would call me crazy loads of times too.

Jonathin: He is one of the most stupidest boys I've ever met. He too made it on the list for doing the same thing as Jojo, although he didn't say "It's my mouth I can do what ever I like with it." And he's ugly!

Christina: She made it on the list too for the same thing. Also including that she was very mean to me as well.

Amberea: Man she's ugly! She made it on the list for bothering me and treating me like I was some kind of illness. Every time I would talk to her about something she would move away from me and act like I was a giant malaria carrying mosquito. And she got me banned from Art because she started clucking and I flipped out throwing things.

Sue: She's one of the staff that worked there. She made it on the list because she was in my opinion mean to me, she didn't want to understand my problems or anything.

Samantha: She is another one of the staff that worked there. She made it on the list because for one thing she was very strict and I don't like strict people because they really don't understand me and they don't want to understand me. She made it on the list because she was involved in one of my many incidents that I had there and she was really really mean to me.

Pam: When I first met her I liked her but when the other kids there started bothering me and making my OCD worse I starting having alot more incidents at night and she was involved in most of them and in one of them she was really mean and that's how she made on the list.

Mike: That son of a fucking bitch! When I first met him I was a little uncertain with him. And it was a good thing that I was, because I started having alot more incidents at night and he started to get involved and he was being really insensitive just like Ms. Nakashima. So that's why he's on here.

You all go to hell bitches and hoes! I hope you suffer all damnition and let Satin's angels shove pineapples up your ass! Burn in hell!

P.S At 9:oopm I saw a asian lady bug beetle ( Harmonia Axyridis ) crawling on the wall in my mom's room! I let it go just a few minutes ago.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Went Out With Kerry!

WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today was AWESOME! I just came back from going out with Kerry and it was awesome! We went to buy cd's and we also went to Central park!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I saw so many insects! Here's a list of them:

2 Hover flies ( 2 different species )
2 cabbage whites
1 house fly
a bunch of flies or wasp near the lake.
1 orb weaver spider in it's web
a bunch of small flying insects
Also I bought 3 cd's! And I love today! Thank you god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Got My Hair Done!

Today Irene came and she did my hair for tomorrow. Kerry is coming tomorrow! I can't wait to see her. Besides getting my hair done nothing else happened. My mom talked to Kerry this morning while I was sleeping. It wasn't that early though. It was like 8:00am or a little later. Any way just thought you should know. Irene also gave me a butterfly "booklet" from when she went to the Bronx zoo butterfly garden 2 weeks ago. I love it there! I went there more times then you could count! Any way until tomorrow! :)

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

More wonderful Events!

Wow! This is something else. Yesterday I heard from Martine!!!!!!!!!!!!! She was one of my counselors at camp. It was good to hear from her again. And my mom told me that Kerry is going to call sometime today! I'm looking forward to that too. She also told me that she's coming on Thursday. So I was wrong about what day she was coming, but who cares?! I'm going out with her for the day! Whoooooooooooooo hooooooooooooooooooo! :)

Monday, September 04, 2006

Diary Entry: 07-25-06

Well as I said in my 100th post that my diary entries have "returned" here is another one:

Dear Diary,

Today was awesome! I saw another Monarch and a Tiger swallowtail. We had sports for evening activity. It was fun. I also saw the following ( insects ):

Loads of Cabbage whites
1 Monarch
1 chafer beetle
3 Japanese beetles
2 Snout moths
1 Cool looking jumping spider ( I took a picture of it crawling on my hand. )
1 spiny backed spider
2 millipedes
1 tussock moth
1 Tiger Swallowtail
2 Clouded sulphur butterflies
We also had academics I played with blocks and see through marbles. I also made 2 bug ID charts with stickers. Some time ago last night we ( the whole bunk except one camper ) made up with Judine ( the counselor I told you about yesterday ). See my 100th post for more details. We also had a blast attacking the British in the pool. Can't wait for tomorrow! :)

Note: Judine still continued being mean with me even after the whole bunk made up with her. The reason we had to make up was because yesterday I said "You're worst counselor ever!" which is true! So that led to her acting like the "victim" saying things like "Oh, it's okay I know you're sorry." in a sarcastic and dramatic voice after I told her I was sorry about what I said. But that didn't stop it until tomorrow night. After that she started "talking normally" again. But sadly she didn't stop being mean to me.

So after that you'd think I wouldn't add her to the second Arch Nemesis List but you're dead wrong if you thought that!

And now as alot of people know the legend of Australia the croc hunter has left us doing what he loved. He will be missed dearly. I loved him and I will never forget him saying "Crikey! That's a beaut!" I watched Animal planet and every other show he was on every chance I got and I loved them. Australia and all the wildlife programs will never be the same. He made me laugh....he was a sweet and funny person.....I, like him love animals, especially insects and their kin.....My heart goes out to his family and friends......Steve you will live for ever dude! Whooooo hooooooooo! R.I.P

Sunday, September 03, 2006

2 Events

Well supposedly 2 events are supposed to happen this week. On Tuesday some "inspectors" are coming to look at ( mostly electrical things ) how well my house looks and to see if every thing is working ok. Then after that I think that will be on a Wednesday Kerry is coming to take me out again! YAY! When ever it is I'm looking forward to it. Oh and today was the first day of sunshine! YAY! Let's see anything else happened today? Nope. Ok goodbye! :P

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Lovely Weather ( and yes I'm being sarcastic )!

Well if it rains any more I'm going to scream! The weather thanks to Ernesto ( and who fucking cares if I spelled your name wrong ) is horrible! Nothing but rain and wind. So that's what I have to say. Good Bye!

Yeah, that's right when it's been doing nothing but raining I get fucking cranky. Go back to hell Ernesto!

Friday, September 01, 2006

Dolores Came!

Well, hallelujah! Dolores finally came! She came late though. But at least she came. She talked with my mom for a good while. I wasn't in the room for most of the time because I was in the kitchen eating cheese. I love cheese! :) Dolores also told me and my mom right before she left that she's going to come before or after the end of this month. So let's all cross our fingers, ( *Crosses fingers* ) and hope that she does come. I also got another pen from my mommy! Wonder what tomorrow will be like? My mom's going food shopping tomorrow if it doesn't rain. *Crosses fingers again*

Thursday, August 31, 2006

More Events

I just thought you should know that yesterday Kerry called! She told me that she's taking me out some time next week either on Tuesday or Wednesday! I'm looking forward to seeing her again. I have alot to tell her. Also my mom went to the drug store to pick up my other medicine that keeps my OCD in check. It's been quite a few days that I had without it so I'm happy to have it back ( also this means that NO more issues with you know what will occur ). Also my mom gave me another gel pen.! It's green! YAY! Envy my happiness!

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

MY 100TH POST! :)


Introduction: As you know I have a list of Satin's Angels on my blog that I have encountered during my life. I have also decided to make another one to host the new list of Satin's Angels that I've met at camp and at the loony bin. And let me tell you I've met alot. The main thing you should know is that this list might differ slightly then the other one. As for now that all you need to know.

And since this is my 100th post I would also like to present the "come back" of my diary entries from camp! Soon to follow these are the ones from when I was at the loony bin. So with out further interruption I present Diary Entry: 07-24-06!:

Dear Diary,

Wow, for the first time ever the day sucked. One of my counselors agreed with me that I was crazy! But just now I found out it was a joke! And a few minutes ago we had a major break down, and then made up. Earlier this morning there was a problem too. If I write about it I'll go nuts. And now for something pleasing, not happy but pleasing. We went on a nature walk with a guy named Lenny. I saw so many butterflies and other insects there.

Loads of cabbage whites, clouded sulphurs, Eastern Tailed Blues, and Dragonflies.
2 ringlet butterflies
1 monarch or viceroy
A bunch of Canada Geese
I also took a picture of a Eastern Tailed Blue butterfly and some geese. I also hope that nothing like this EVER happens again. On a happier note for evening activity we watched the movie The Pink Panther. It was so funny! Hopefully tomorrow will be much better.

Note: The counselor I was talking about in this entry is on the second list! And it's not just because she agreed with me that I was crazy ( the full details of the incident on the second list ) but she was also mean to me. Also what I meant by " I hope that nothing like this EVER happens again." was that I hoped nothing like what happened during the incidents happens again. I just wanted to make that clear. So any way HAPPY 100TH POST DAY!

Monday, August 28, 2006


So today was supposed to have been eventful because Dolores was suppose to come today but she couldn't so she's coming on Friday. She's suppose to come and check up on me and my mom and find out what's been going on but nothing. Alot has been going with me and due to her "uninvolvement" she doesn't know that I've been in a loony bin for 8 FUCKING DAYS! She also doesn't know about the medicine that knock me out during TS. And she doesn't know the my OCD is much worse due to the fact of being exposed to the same sort of environment like that in the school I used to go to, but it happened in the fucking loony bin! And I have diary entries to PROVE it! So I just thought you should know that. Until Friday!

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Soooooooooo Wanting To.....

I really don't know what to say or what to name this post. Any way I bet you're wondering about my Diary Entries from camp. I'll post the rest when I stop suffering. Right now the weather is so fucking bad! I'm so fucking nervous. So I have to hurry up before something bad happens and I feel like killing my self. So any way bye for now, the diary entries will come just be patient.

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Interesting Post That I Think You Should Read

On my other blog I've posted a bunch of questions relating to some of the things that's been going on in my life. I think you should read it. You can comment on them here or on my other blog, but you must know the following:

1. You can only post comments relevant to the questions on my other blog. I won't accept any insults or spam or other comments saying how insane you think I am or I'm a liar or a thief ( you know who you are who post these kind of comments ).

2. If you have any questions about any thing relating to this post, or my life you may ask them as long as they don't contain what's listed above. Thank you for taking the time to read this notice and the questions on my blog. Good day and Good afternoon.

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Fucking Happiness

Well as you know I have alot going on right now at the moment. Right now my mom is talking to my therapist Dr. Grodberg about what's been going on in the last few days, probably about how I was locked up in a loony bin for 8 FUCKING DAYS! and how so very happy I am to be home and out of there. As for right now I'm fine. I just came out of my wonderful bedroom from sing my heart out about how happy I am right now. I also hope that I will never have to go to the loony bin or any other loony bin ever again in my life. And just now my mom just told me that he's gone on vacation until August the 30th, and I need my fucking meds to kick OCD's fucking ass! Any way my mom gave me a purple gel pen to add to my ever growing collection! YAY! And no you can't have it *sticks tongue out* Mwahahahahahahahahahaha!

Note: This post will be updated if anything else that's interesting happens during the day.

P.S My mom found a lady bug this morning, but it flew away.

Monday, August 21, 2006

I Feel Like....DYING!

As you know I've gone through too much. But why should I tell you my problems? Why should I rant on about my boring sucky full of pain and despair life? It's because I want too. I need to pour my thoughts into some where instead of keeping them inside of me. If you want me to suffer, your wish is already granted, it wasn't granted by some fucking blue genie from Aladdin, it wasn't granted by some Greek myth about three ugly and revolting ladies that decided your fate, and no, I didn't break mirrors or walked on the paths of some stupid fucking black cats either, and that was for you superstitious people. So let us look into why this post is called I Feel Like.....DYING! It's because.... well read the fucking title man! That's what I feel like at this dying!

Don't ask me why, it's just the way I feel right now. So if you don't see any new post in a good while, like a few months, with no explanation on my "mysterious disappearance" I'm either dead or I've gone on vacation with out telling you. So for now SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GO EAT YOUR OWN SHIT!

Sunday, August 20, 2006


I was just thinking about somethings a few minutes ago. Like what my life would be like if I didn't have all these problems. I've been at Four Winds Hospital ( that's the name of the loony bin ) 5 years ago. I hoped and thought that I would never have to go there again. It was hell in Sunset ( that's the name of the unit I was in ), and it was hell in Lodge ( that's the name of the unit I was in this year ). You won't believe how ridiculous the rules were at Lodge! These are just a few:

1. You're not allowed CD's on the unit. ( This is because some of the kids might snap them in half and used them as weapons. ) Yeah, I can see some crazy kid committing BLOODY MURDER!!!!!!!!!!!! with a broken CD!

2. You're not allowed pens on the unit. ( This is because some crazy kid might stab some one with it. They could stab some one with a pencil too. And guess what? They allow pencils. What the fuck is this about? While you're at it might as well ban crayons too, some one might draw on some one to death.

Any way before I bore you to death that was just some of the things that I didn't like and that were meaningless. You would feel the same way too. One good thing though, a few days after I came to the loony bin an incident came up in art and I was allowed to listen to my walkmen when one of the staff took me back to the unit to avoid any more conflict with the other girls. I wound up keeping it for the rest of the time I was there. Same thing with my CD's that I brought with me, only thing that was the staff kept them in the med room. I was allowed to come to them when I wanted to switch the CD to listen to another one.

And then there were other probblems along the way too. Lots of them. Mostly all of them involved being teased by the other girls ( well most of them ), and having episodes due to the fact of my fucking OCD making me upset during the night, to the point they had to code me! ( More on that later ). Mike who was one of the night staff ( staff that stayed over the night ), was the one that usually coded me on the walkie talkies during incidents and episodes that I'd had that really need to go up the devils ass. In the mean time I got to go and eat food before I die of starvation. NIGHT!

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Leaving The Loony Bin!

Today I came home from the loony bin. And also for those who like my precious Arch Nemesis List will be happy to know that I'll be making another one! YAY! While I was at the loony bin I made loads of enemies. And yes I did make friends there too, but mostly enemies. I'll tell you why, it's because it was just like being back at school again. Yes you heard me mother fuckers! Most of the kids ( Mostly boys were involved but they're were some girls too ), found out that clucking, snapping their fingers, and popping gum bothers me so that's what they did! For 8 fucking days they did nothing but shit to me. What did I do to have such a fucking bad life? That's what I'd like to know for sure!

Almost every night something happened. If it wasn't the kids bothering me it was something else. And being in that fucking loony bin only made me worse. You wouldn't believe how fucking happy I was when my mom ( who came to visit yesterday ) told me I was leaving the next day! She was talking to my doctor who gives me my normal meds for my fucking OCD and who gave me the meds to "calm me down" when I got upset and what the other staff there called "out of control" Really all it was, was me reacting to the what was going on in that fucking loony bin. And I looked forward to writing in my diary about my days and nights at the fucking loony bin.

Oh, and for those fucking nosy people I will post my diary entries from when I was there. And I'm not doing it to please you either. These should've been posts on my blogs at home, not in some psychotic fucking loony bin! And I'm thinking of scanning the post instead of typing them. So what if you think I'm fucking lazy? Were you the one in the loony bin suffering for 8 FUCKING DAYS?! And even if you were in a loony bin doesn't mean you went through what I went through. Any way I bet you're noticing that I'm using the word "fuck" more often then normal, but hey, were you in a loony bin suffering instead of getting help for 8 FUCKING DAYS?! No you weren't now shut the fuck up and keep reading. Here are some things you should know before I post my diary entries here:

1. I hate my periods. I have a really bad fear of blood. I can't stand the sight of it. To me it's like digging up a grave and looking at some one's decaying corpse.

2. I have OCD. It been driving me up the wall for over 10 fucking years. Oh yeah, I forgot it's caused nothing but trouble for me.

3. I also have a really bad fear of T-storms too. Almost the same thing as the blood but instead of the corpse thing it's alot worse. I get really nervous to the point I flip out of control. You'd think I was being sexually assaulted or some thing. It's so bad I can't even say the word. I can't even type or write the word down. So I refer to them as T-storms or TS. I would prefer TS from now on thank you.

Also I really don't feel like updating my other blog with this much info so don't expect anything BIG. That's all for now.

Friday, August 11, 2006

Leaving Again!

Well I have to say that I'm leaving yet again! I'm going to a hospital so they can help me with my nerves ( they're out of control ever since I went to the devil's lair ). I don't know how long I'll be there. But here's the good news they have computers! So hopefully I'll get to update my blog there. They have other kids there too with other problems. I've been there before. I just thought *sighs* I'll never go there again. But any way I just thought you should know this. I'm leaving soon around 1:00pm so I would like to say good bye again...

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Diary Entry: 07-23-06

Dear Diary,

Today was awesome! My mom called today! Just like yesterday I saw alot of bugs:

Loads of cabbage white butterflies
2 tiger swallowtail butterflies
2 daddy long legs
1 spider
2 crickets
1 bristle tail
1 orange butterfly ( Not sure what kind )
We also had a camp fire today. I ate tons of marshmellows! :) Also we went swimming for 2 hours! And last night we had a dance. Tday we also had music we were dancing like mad! Can't wait for tomorrow! I also got beads from arts and crafts! :)

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Diary Entry: 07-22-06

No comments yet! What's wrong with you people! These are diary entries from my vacation! How can you not comment on them! Anyway here is another one:

Dear Diary,

Today I saw so many bugs!

2 daddy long legs
1 HUGE SPIDER! ( Fishing/Wolf Spider I think )

I managed to get a picture of it. But it wasn't a good one. I also took a photo of a daddy long legs. Not to sure on what kind it was though. I'm hoping ( when I go home ) I can send it to for an ID on what species it is.

2-3 may flies
1 small gray weevil of some sort
4-5 millipedes
2 pairs of millipedes were making love! I told them to "GET A ROOM"!
1 earwig ( at the pool
1 moth of some sort at night
Tons of mosquitoes ( and yes I got bitten! )
1-2 chafer beetles
5-6 ants in the computer room! ( * wonders what they were doing there* ).
2 stone flies
1 Dragon fly ( at the pool )
I also saw 2 bats! I also learned words in Arabic ( Egyptian ) today too! :)

Monday, August 07, 2006

Diary Entry: 07-21-06

Well here's another one of my diary entries from when I was at camp:

Dear Diary,

Today I caught a frog! I also saw alot of insects today. Here are some of them:

2 grasshoppers
2 chafer beetles
1 jumping spider
1 tussock moth
2 horse flies ( at pool )
1 frog!!! ( at the flower bed near the pool )
We also went to the creek for outward bound today and I saw a Tiger Swallowtail butterfly! :) I also almost caught it too ( with my bare hands ) ! :) Also I found the frog in the flower bed near the pool, and it was HUGE! I wish my mom could see it. We went swimming today and there horse flies EVERY WHERE! It was crazy. ( I had to keep ducking under water to avoid being bitten alive! ) Same thing with the mosquitoes too every where, only they were in the woods and outside the pool. Well gotta go to bed! NIGHT! :)

P.S Just a few minutes ago ( when I went out to look at the bugs near the light on the porch ) I saw a stone fly and 2 June beetles outside on the porch.

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Diary Entry: 07-20-06

Well as I said I would here is the first one:

Dear Diary,
Today was awesome! Before I went to camp I saw a woolly bear caterpillar! ( The larvae of the Tiger moths Arctiidae ). :) These are all the bugs I saw today:

1 woolly bear caterpillar
1 ichneumon wasp ( Female )
3 june beetles
2 snout moths
1 daddy long legs
1 cabbage white butterfly
3-4 may flies
1 leaf hopper
Lots of mosquitoes
1 yellow jacket wasp
1 baby spider
2 chafer beetles
1 ant
Lots of june beetles ( Japanese june beetles ) We also had a talent show tonight! And tomorrow is a whole new day with more bugs! :)
And tomorrow there's a whole new entry! ( Photos of some of the insects and spiders I saw there will be posted as soon as I get them developed. )

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Guess What?.... I'M BACK!

Hello people! I'm back! I came home hours ago! Did you miss me? Did you cry like a over grown baby?.... ( just joking! ). Any way I have loads to tell you, and tons of bug photos to post once they're developed. And as I promised my diary entries from camp will be posted starting tomorrow. It's 9:39pm at the moment and I really want to start ranting, but man I'm so...*yawns* damn tired, well not that tired! just a little bit. Any way got to get ready for bed...before I collapse on the floor! ( That won't happen trust me... ) Any way tell you loads tomorrow! NIGHT SUCKERS! MWAAHHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!

Wednesday, July 19, 2006


Well just a few minutes ago Irene just left after doing my hair. Also I promised that I would make this a special post so I will. Let's start with my mystery bug. Here's a photo of it. Isn't it cute? This is a nymph ( the young of true bugs ) of a leaf footed bug. But I'm not sure on the species. I've seen them every where where I live and at camp ( Which I'm going to tomorrow! ). But thanks to I now know that this is a young leaf footed bug. Before I knew what they were I used to call them "boot bugs" because they look like boots. And that was my nick name for them. Also my mom got the rest of my cameras from the drug store earlier this morning. Also I'm going to take lots of pictures of these when I see them at camp. Also yesterday Kerry called to say good bye to me and to wish me a good time at camp. She also told me that when I come home from camp she would call to set date for me to go to the beach! YAY! So I have that to look forward to too! Any way Good bye for now!

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

One More Day!

Tomorrow Irene is comming to do my hair for camp. And then the day after tomorrow I leave for camp! YAY!

Sunday, July 16, 2006


Today is my wonderful mimi's birthday! She told me that we're going to have a nice PARTY! ( Yes! please do envy us! ) And we're going to have cake and ice cream too! And lot of noise makers!!!

I also got mail from Connie too! She sent me 3 GIANT FUZZY WUZZY BALLS! YAY! :) ( 2 orange and 1 yellow ). I like them alot and also I've got only got 4 more days until I go to camp! ( Yes! PLEASE envy meeeeeeeeeeeeee! ) so later on I'm going to help my wonderful mimi write my name on the clothes I'm taking to camp.

Also I bet your wondering what mimi means. So I'm going to tell you. I like to call my mommy mimi. So that means when ever you see the word mimi in any of my post you know who and what I'm talking about. If any thing else happens that's interesting I'll update this post.

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Going To Camp On July 20th! YAAAAAAAAAAY! :)

Well as you can tell by the title of this entry I'm going to camp on the 20th and there's nothing you suckers can do about it! That's pretty much all I have to say except this:

During the wonderful time I'm at camp I won't be able to post things on my blog until I come home from camp. Then I can post my Diary entries on here about my wonderful days at camp. WARNING!: they will be long! So in the mean time I'll say good night.

Note: I'll post my last blog entry on the night before I go to camp. And I'll make it nice and special! :)

Thursday, July 13, 2006


Hey I know what I'm about to post isn't that exciting, but it is to me! So today I got mail from Lance's wife! She sent me 2 bottles of ink. ( I had ran out of ink in my other one. ) So for me and any body else that likes ink wells and uses them almost daily with a quill or fountain pen ( I have both. ) this is worth reading. And then you can celebrate my happiness. :)

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Lady Bugs!

Today at 8:00am my mom found a Asian Lady bug ( Harmonia Axyridis ) on one of the chairs in the kitchen and she put it in a cup for me to look at for a while. I was cute! One thing you should know is that this beetle is variable in color. the way to tell if it is Harmonia Axyridis is to look at the white "shield" covering it's thorax. If it has a black "W" on it then it's Harmonia Axyridis. These lady bugs are also called the multicolored Asian lady bugs. And for good reason too, for the come in many different patterns and colors and some of them don't eve have spots on there elytra ( wing cases )! Well that 's all that happened today. I let the lady bug go on the balcony.

Monday, July 10, 2006

Went To Dr. Grodberg's Today!

Today was awesome! The weather was awesome and I saw alot of insects! First things first, I talked with the doctor like I never did before! I got alot off my chest that was bothering me for a very long time. And I feel much better. And now for the insects that I saw today!

1 leaf hopper nymph ( it was pink! )
2 microlepidoptera moths! ( See for details on these and other insects and spiders! )
1 black moth ( don't know what kind, flew away before I could get a good look at it. )
1 huge black carpenter bee!
I also stayed out for a bit singing my heart out to some Selena's songs on my walk men. That's when the wonderful huge fat cute CARPENTER BEE!

Saturday, July 08, 2006

Lance And Connie Came To Visit Today!

Today Lance and Connie came to visit my mom for her birthday. My mom's real b-day is on the 16th but they couldn't come that day so they came today! We had pizza! It's been along long time since I've had it. I wanted to get some with Kerry the other day but it was closed. ( We came back home too late. ) It was good seeing them again! We haven't seen them in over a year! That's what my mom told me.

Connie gave me a bunch of rings and a silver charm bracelet! I like charm bracelets. I have quite a few. And as for rings I have ( what my mom says! ) too many! :) Also I saw a gray geometrid moth when we went outside to escort them to the taxi that was taking them back home. It was very pretty. I caught it and showed it to my mom in the lobby and then I let it go.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Went Out With Kerry!

I just came back from going out with Kerry! I had a blast! This is what I bought with her:

Mancala ( A game with glass beads! )

Selena Cd's ( Live and Unforgettable the studio cd )

2 bags of Doritos

And I also saw a fire fly! I had a blast today. I went to Toys R us to get the game Mancala and to a record store also on Time Square where I got the cd's. We took the subway to get there. I can't wait to see her again after camp!

P.S Lance and Connie are coming on Saturday for a visit.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Appointment Canceled

Today my mom had to cancel my appointment with Dr. Grodgerg because she wasn't feeling well. Nothing interesting happened. I was really looking forward to talking to him. When I found out I was like "Shit I was looking forward to seeing him!" and "Shit I was going to tell him how I feel " and "SHIT! the freakin devil cursed this day!" So by that you could tell I was mad. If any thing else happens like a miracle I'll tell you. If not....well....I'LL EAT YOU!

Just kidding on that one. ^_~

Tuesday, July 04, 2006


HAPPY 4TH OF JULY! Today nothing much happened. My mom told me that tomorrow I have an appointment with Dr. Grodberg! And then the next day ( Thursday ) I see Kerry! YAY! I can't wait to talk to Dr. Grodberg and then the day after that I get to go out with Kerry and go shopping. I can't wait!

Yesterday nothing happened that was interesting. I found a picture of a really cool looking Horse Fly which was white and had gold colored eyes! I'll post a picture at the end of this post.

I'm not too sure on what species it is but it's really cool looking. I doubt I'll see anything like that, but I've seen some pretty cool looking insects and spiders at camp that makes me love the insect and spider world even more. They come in so many shapes, sizes, and colors. And you'll see what I mean when you look at the photo above!

Monday, July 03, 2006

Going To See Kerry On Thursday!

Today Kerry called and she told me that she's coming to take me shopping for the day on Thursday! This Thursday! I can't wait! Other then that nothing interesting happened today. We still have some fruit flies flying around. They're cute!

Saturday, July 01, 2006

The Invasion Of The Flies

Today flies invaded our house! Fruit Flies to be exact. What really shocked me was the fact that this morning my mom told me that 2-3 flies were flying around the Venus Fly Trap my mom had bought but they didn't land on the leaves as far as I know! Gee, that was awkward! The invasion of the flies started last night when found one in the bathroom! I thought, "Ok. This normal." which at first I thought it was normal because every now and then we would get fruit flies when my mom buys bananas. But we never got this many! Next thing you know they'll be breeding! ( See picture on the side ) I could hear the flies now about how they're going to take over the house: "Hee hee hee! We just invaded Brittanie's house and we are now making plans to take over the house! In the mean time we'll be making babies! Yeah right! But just to let you know it wasn't a swarm of them. Although you might've guessed ( for thoughs who read my profile and know me ) that I love insects and spiders alot! I find them fascinating to read about ( I have many books on them ) and to watch and photograph in their natural habitats ( which by the way isn't my house! ). Although I don't mind having their company! It may sound like I do in this post but really I love them! It's my mom who hates them! In fact she hates all insects except butterflies and lady bugs. She wouldn't kill them if they made their way into the house, but anything else she'll either kill or catch them in a cup for me to let them go outside. So really in this case I consider my mother to be an insect hater and killer, which by the way in my view is against the law! :)