I feel atm and through out the entire day that I could actually go and tell the people upstairs to STFU! They have been driving me crazy all fucking day. Not one moment in the day was peaceful for me. I can't live like this.
Neither can my mom so the only way out of this hell hole for the both of us is to:
❤ Tell the people upstairs they need to shut up
❤ Die ( I've wanted to for so long )
❤ Or go some place quite where I can get some peace.
And in the last one I mean that I want to be in isolation. Yes that's right. It's reached the point that I don't want anything to do with the rest of the "world" if something isn't done to correct the entire problem.