Miracles

Boy alot of these happened in the past few days and including today! Here's a list of them:

09-20-06:

* I found the song "No Fallaras" I've looking for the video or the song for years ever since I saw the official video for the song on some Spanish music video TV station. And it's been years since I heard it and I found it. The song is playing in the background of a video one of the users on YouTube sent in. I commented on the bottom of the page.
Here's the link: www.youtube.com/watch?v=HMAKdJhpodI

Today the tutor came with the supervisor who's Chinese and she taught me words in Chinese. There's more but I thought I'd tell you one at a time. Let me know what you think of the song. Do you know who sings it? If you do please tell me. Thank You!

Interesting Day

Well as I told you before my tutor is coming 5 days a week so I really don't need to say "Today my tutor came and we did blah blah blah". do we now? How ever we did do something I really enjoyed. I made a "cell" with all the major parts of it out of different colored clay! I loved it alot. And yes he did give me home work but just like last time it isn't alot and it's very easy. So that's what happened today.

Really Cool Website!

2 days ago I found a really cool forum about insects and spiders! It's called BugNation! So that makes 3 insect forums I'm in! I did my home work today too. The tutor is coming again tomorrow. He told me and my mom it's going to be like "regular school". He's going to come ( if nothing comes up ) 5 days a week! Can't I have a break in between? Having only 2 days off to sleep as long as I want really isn't enough for me because I'm a sleeper! That's another one of my passions!

I just woke up again from another nap! So you see? That's what my life right now at the moment is like. And now you add 5 days a week of home schooling to it. Not really that exciting. I'm looking forward to tomorrow, but eventually the "thrill" of it will wear off. Knowing that is just so fucking depressing.

Tutor Came Again

Today I had my first full session with the tutor. It was very interesting. I learned alot of things that I didn't know. He gave me home work too. It's not alot ( thank the lord ). Besides that nothing else really happened. So that's all for now. Even though it's only 3:50pm right now I still have a good chance of more interesting things happening. So for now good afternoon.

If anything else happens I'll update this entry. Until then.

Things

Today the tutor stopped by and he and my mom talked. I was sleeping in at the time. I needed a day off to get some extra sleep. Yesterday totally wore us out. It was good to get extra sleep. Yesterday my mom got some extra folding chairs for "school" and they came earlier today. Tomorrow the tutor is coming again. If I'm correct that's when the work gets started. I'm looking forward to it.

Went To The Clinic And The Drug Store Today!

Today was eventful. I went to the clinic to get my shot to stop my you-know-what for 3 wonderful months. Then on the way home we went to the drug store to buy "school" supplies. I also bought a few extra things for myself:

For "School":

1 3 ringed binder

1 pack of loose leaf paper

For Me!:

1 pack of blue gel pens

1 pack of playing cards ( yes they sell them in the drug store. )

1 bottle of sprite soda


Also I got a red fuzzy wuzzy bug from the clinic to add to my enormous collection! YAY! :D WAPO GIPO MIMIMI!

OMFG!

OMFG! The best thing happened to me today! As I told you before a tutor was coming today and he came today, and he likes bugs! We were talking about them for almost the whole session! Thank the lord! Tomorrow my mom and I are going to the clinic and then coming home we're stopping by the drug store to get some school supplies. Can't wait for tomorrow! I hope everything goes well tomorrow. Until then.

WOW More Events!

What the fuck is going on? All this time my life has been nothing but boring shit and then all of sudden all of these things are happening at once! I could list about 3 right now! And I'll think I'll do so:

1. We didn't go to the clinic because today is 09-11-06, the anniversary of the attack on the World Trade Center. My mom told me that alot of things will be going on and we wouldn't be able to go because of it.

2. Some one from the home instruction unit is coming tomorrow! So we have to go to the clinic the day after tomorrow.

3. Today is the anniversary of 9-11! That's still an event even if it has nothing to do with me!

So, that's what going to happen. Any way I'm glad about it all because it's all good things for a change. If any thing else happens today that's eventful I'll update this post. *Crosses Fingers*

Disturbed People

Have you ever been "stalked" online by people you've "met" on some online community? I have, and he won't leave me alone. If you've read some of the comments on some of the post you'll see some one nick named "Nobody" saying things like "You're a freak." and stuff like that. I wish he would stop and leave me alone. Before he found out about my blog he used to send me emails daily regarding a subject and wouldn't stop. So I had to "report" him. Then some how he found out about my blogs here and started posting some really mean things. Some of them were so bad I had to delete them.

You also may have seen some other comments from a person nick named "Berek" he found out about the blog too and started posting here about the subject. He eventually stopped for which I'm grateful for, but when will "Nobody" stop? When will he learn to leave me alone and stop being such an ass hole bitch?! Don't really know but I hope he stops soon, because if he doesn't I'd hate to see what will happen to him..... In my opinion he's the deeply disturbed one not me!

P.S I just found out a few minutes ago that I'm going to the clinic tomorrow for the shot that I told you about that stops my periods for 3 months! :) I'm happy about that, and no it doesn't hurt that much!

The Arch Nemesis List # 2!!!!!!!!!

Well as I promised here is the second Arch Nemesis List! YAY! Well let's start with Satin's Angels that I met from camp shall we?

Camp 2006:

Judine: She made it on to the list at the start of camp! When I first saw her I never really liked her though. It was just something about her that I hated. And then I found out why. I had so many conflicts with her that in almost all of them I wanted to kill my self. Take this one for example: I had a problem with one of my OCD things and I was trying to explain it to her, and during my explanation I had said " I know you think I'm crazy..." then she interrupted me by saying "Hell yeah!" I got up and went outside trying to find something out there to kill my self. And then later on I found out it was a joke! I told her not to joke with me like that. So it's because of that and many other things that she made it on to the list.

Erin: Oooooooooooooh that son of a bitch! She made on to the list this year. Although I never liked her, she made it on the list because she crossed the line this year. It happened during a TS and I was in the program office bathroom because it had no windows. It was a really bad one and I had threw a glass measuring cup that they had in there, ( they shouldn't even have those things in a campers reach ) and it broke. That's when Erin came to the door ( I knew she was going to come, so I had put my feet on the door pushing it in with all my weight so she couldn't get the door open ), saying "Open the door Brittanie." I was, as I told you holding the door shut. I told her "Go away you fucking bitch!" And she continued to push. I think she went and got help from Jenny and some one else because she eventually got the door open. It got worse from there because they had to drag me out of the bathroom and take me outside and put me in B3 ( that's an unused bunk they use for a "time out room" ). Jenny helped so she made on the list too.

Jenny: She made it on the list because she helped Erin during that time, and she was also not understanding me. If you ask me she didn't want to understand me. So that's why she's on here.

The Loony Bin 2006:

Jojo: And no I don't mean the singer! :) She was one of the patients. She made the list when she found out that clucking and popping gum bothers me. That's when she did it non stop. I asked her to stop very nicely loads of times and all she would say was "No. I can do what ever I like." or "It's my mouth I can do what ever I like with it." She also would call me crazy loads of times too.

Jonathin: He is one of the most stupidest boys I've ever met. He too made it on the list for doing the same thing as Jojo, although he didn't say "It's my mouth I can do what ever I like with it." And he's ugly!

Christina: She made it on the list too for the same thing. Also including that she was very mean to me as well.

Amberea: Man she's ugly! She made it on the list for bothering me and treating me like I was some kind of illness. Every time I would talk to her about something she would move away from me and act like I was a giant malaria carrying mosquito. And she got me banned from Art because she started clucking and I flipped out throwing things.

Sue: She's one of the staff that worked there. She made it on the list because she was in my opinion mean to me, she didn't want to understand my problems or anything.

Samantha: She is another one of the staff that worked there. She made it on the list because for one thing she was very strict and I don't like strict people because they really don't understand me and they don't want to understand me. She made it on the list because she was involved in one of my many incidents that I had there and she was really really mean to me.

Pam: When I first met her I liked her but when the other kids there started bothering me and making my OCD worse I starting having alot more incidents at night and she was involved in most of them and in one of them she was really mean and that's how she made on the list.

Mike: That son of a fucking bitch! When I first met him I was a little uncertain with him. And it was a good thing that I was, because I started having alot more incidents at night and he started to get involved and he was being really insensitive just like Ms. Nakashima. So that's why he's on here.

You all go to hell bitches and hoes! I hope you suffer all damnition and let Satin's angels shove pineapples up your ass! Burn in hell!

P.S At 9:oopm I saw a asian lady bug beetle ( Harmonia Axyridis ) crawling on the wall in my mom's room! I let it go just a few minutes ago.

Went Out With Kerry!

WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today was AWESOME! I just came back from going out with Kerry and it was awesome! We went to buy cd's and we also went to Central park!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I saw so many insects! Here's a list of them:

2 Hover flies ( 2 different species )
2 cabbage whites
1 house fly
a bunch of flies or wasp near the lake.
1 orb weaver spider in it's web
a bunch of small flying insects
Also I bought 3 cd's! And I love today! Thank you god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Got My Hair Done!

Today Irene came and she did my hair for tomorrow. Kerry is coming tomorrow! I can't wait to see her. Besides getting my hair done nothing else happened. My mom talked to Kerry this morning while I was sleeping. It wasn't that early though. It was like 8:00am or a little later. Any way just thought you should know. Irene also gave me a butterfly "booklet" from when she went to the Bronx zoo butterfly garden 2 weeks ago. I love it there! I went there more times then you could count! Any way until tomorrow! :)

More wonderful Events!

Wow! This is something else. Yesterday I heard from Martine!!!!!!!!!!!!! She was one of my counselors at camp. It was good to hear from her again. And my mom told me that Kerry is going to call sometime today! I'm looking forward to that too. She also told me that she's coming on Thursday. So I was wrong about what day she was coming, but who cares?! I'm going out with her for the day! Whoooooooooooooo hooooooooooooooooooo! :)

Diary Entry: 07-25-06

Well as I said in my 100th post that my diary entries have "returned" here is another one:

Dear Diary,

Today was awesome! I saw another Monarch and a Tiger swallowtail. We had sports for evening activity. It was fun. I also saw the following ( insects ):

Loads of Cabbage whites
1 Monarch
1 chafer beetle
3 Japanese beetles
2 Snout moths
1 Cool looking jumping spider ( I took a picture of it crawling on my hand. )
1 spiny backed spider
2 millipedes
1 tussock moth
1 Tiger Swallowtail
2 Clouded sulphur butterflies
We also had academics I played with blocks and see through marbles. I also made 2 bug ID charts with stickers. Some time ago last night we ( the whole bunk except one camper ) made up with Judine ( the counselor I told you about yesterday ). See my 100th post for more details. We also had a blast attacking the British in the pool. Can't wait for tomorrow! :)

Note: Judine still continued being mean with me even after the whole bunk made up with her. The reason we had to make up was because yesterday I said "You're worst counselor ever!" which is true! So that led to her acting like the "victim" saying things like "Oh, it's okay I know you're sorry." in a sarcastic and dramatic voice after I told her I was sorry about what I said. But that didn't stop it until tomorrow night. After that she started "talking normally" again. But sadly she didn't stop being mean to me.

So after that you'd think I wouldn't add her to the second Arch Nemesis List but you're dead wrong if you thought that!

And now as alot of people know the legend of Australia the croc hunter has left us doing what he loved. He will be missed dearly. I loved him and I will never forget him saying "Crikey! That's a beaut!" I watched Animal planet and every other show he was on every chance I got and I loved them. Australia and all the wildlife programs will never be the same. He made me laugh....he was a sweet and funny person.....I, like him love animals, especially insects and their kin.....My heart goes out to his family and friends......Steve you will live for ever dude! Whooooo hooooooooo! R.I.P

2 Events

Well supposedly 2 events are supposed to happen this week. On Tuesday some "inspectors" are coming to look at ( mostly electrical things ) how well my house looks and to see if every thing is working ok. Then after that I think that will be on a Wednesday Kerry is coming to take me out again! YAY! When ever it is I'm looking forward to it. Oh and today was the first day of sunshine! YAY! Let's see anything else happened today? Nope. Ok goodbye! :P

Lovely Weather ( and yes I'm being sarcastic )!

Well if it rains any more I'm going to scream! The weather thanks to Ernesto ( and who fucking cares if I spelled your name wrong ) is horrible! Nothing but rain and wind. So that's what I have to say. Good Bye!

Yeah, that's right when it's been doing nothing but raining I get fucking cranky. Go back to hell Ernesto!

Dolores Came!

Well, hallelujah! Dolores finally came! She came late though. But at least she came. She talked with my mom for a good while. I wasn't in the room for most of the time because I was in the kitchen eating cheese. I love cheese! :) Dolores also told me and my mom right before she left that she's going to come before or after the end of this month. So let's all cross our fingers, ( *Crosses fingers* ) and hope that she does come. I also got another pen from my mommy! Wonder what tomorrow will be like? My mom's going food shopping tomorrow if it doesn't rain. *Crosses fingers again*

More Events

I just thought you should know that yesterday Kerry called! She told me that she's taking me out some time next week either on Tuesday or Wednesday! I'm looking forward to seeing her again. I have alot to tell her. Also my mom went to the drug store to pick up my other medicine that keeps my OCD in check. It's been quite a few days that I had without it so I'm happy to have it back ( also this means that NO more issues with you know what will occur ). Also my mom gave me another gel pen.! It's green! YAY! Envy my happiness!

MY 100TH POST! :)

IN HONOR OF MY 100TH POST I PRESENT THE INTRODUCTION ON THE SECOND ARCH NEMASIS LIST!

Introduction: As you know I have a list of Satin's Angels on my blog that I have encountered during my life. I have also decided to make another one to host the new list of Satin's Angels that I've met at camp and at the loony bin. And let me tell you I've met alot. The main thing you should know is that this list might differ slightly then the other one. As for now that all you need to know.

And since this is my 100th post I would also like to present the "come back" of my diary entries from camp! Soon to follow these are the ones from when I was at the loony bin. So with out further interruption I present Diary Entry: 07-24-06!:

Dear Diary,

Wow, for the first time ever the day sucked. One of my counselors agreed with me that I was crazy! But just now I found out it was a joke! And a few minutes ago we had a major break down, and then made up. Earlier this morning there was a problem too. If I write about it I'll go nuts. And now for something pleasing, not happy but pleasing. We went on a nature walk with a guy named Lenny. I saw so many butterflies and other insects there.

Loads of cabbage whites, clouded sulphurs, Eastern Tailed Blues, and Dragonflies.
2 ringlet butterflies
1 monarch or viceroy
A bunch of Canada Geese
I also took a picture of a Eastern Tailed Blue butterfly and some geese. I also hope that nothing like this EVER happens again. On a happier note for evening activity we watched the movie The Pink Panther. It was so funny! Hopefully tomorrow will be much better.

Note: The counselor I was talking about in this entry is on the second list! And it's not just because she agreed with me that I was crazy ( the full details of the incident on the second list ) but she was also mean to me. Also what I meant by " I hope that nothing like this EVER happens again." was that I hoped nothing like what happened during the incidents happens again. I just wanted to make that clear. So any way HAPPY 100TH POST DAY!

More!

So today was supposed to have been eventful because Dolores was suppose to come today but she couldn't so she's coming on Friday. She's suppose to come and check up on me and my mom and find out what's been going on but nothing. Alot has been going with me and due to her "uninvolvement" she doesn't know that I've been in a loony bin for 8 FUCKING DAYS! She also doesn't know about the medicine that knock me out during TS. And she doesn't know the my OCD is much worse due to the fact of being exposed to the same sort of environment like that in the school I used to go to, but it happened in the fucking loony bin! And I have diary entries to PROVE it! So I just thought you should know that. Until Friday!

Soooooooooo Wanting To.....

I really don't know what to say or what to name this post. Any way I bet you're wondering about my Diary Entries from camp. I'll post the rest when I stop suffering. Right now the weather is so fucking bad! I'm so fucking nervous. So I have to hurry up before something bad happens and I feel like killing my self. So any way bye for now, the diary entries will come just be patient.

Interesting Post That I Think You Should Read

On my other blog I've posted a bunch of questions relating to some of the things that's been going on in my life. I think you should read it. You can comment on them here or on my other blog, but you must know the following:

1. You can only post comments relevant to the questions on my other blog. I won't accept any insults or spam or other comments saying how insane you think I am or I'm a liar or a thief ( you know who you are who post these kind of comments ).

2. If you have any questions about any thing relating to this post, or my life you may ask them as long as they don't contain what's listed above. Thank you for taking the time to read this notice and the questions on my blog. Good day and Good afternoon.

Fucking Happiness

Well as you know I have alot going on right now at the moment. Right now my mom is talking to my therapist Dr. Grodberg about what's been going on in the last few days, probably about how I was locked up in a loony bin for 8 FUCKING DAYS! and how so very happy I am to be home and out of there. As for right now I'm fine. I just came out of my wonderful bedroom from sing my heart out about how happy I am right now. I also hope that I will never have to go to the loony bin or any other loony bin ever again in my life. And just now my mom just told me that he's gone on vacation until August the 30th, and I need my fucking meds to kick OCD's fucking ass! Any way my mom gave me a purple gel pen to add to my ever growing collection! YAY! And no you can't have it *sticks tongue out* Mwahahahahahahahahahaha!

Note: This post will be updated if anything else that's interesting happens during the day.

P.S My mom found a lady bug this morning, but it flew away.

I Feel Like....DYING!

As you know I've gone through too much. But why should I tell you my problems? Why should I rant on about my boring sucky full of pain and despair life? It's because I want too. I need to pour my thoughts into some where instead of keeping them inside of me. If you want me to suffer, your wish is already granted, it wasn't granted by some fucking blue genie from Aladdin, it wasn't granted by some Greek myth about three ugly and revolting ladies that decided your fate, and no, I didn't break mirrors or walked on the paths of some stupid fucking black cats either, and that was for you superstitious people. So let us look into why this post is called I Feel Like.....DYING! It's because.... well read the fucking title man! That's what I feel like at this moment....like dying!

Don't ask me why, it's just the way I feel right now. So if you don't see any new post in a good while, like a few months, with no explanation on my "mysterious disappearance" I'm either dead or I've gone on vacation with out telling you. So for now SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GO EAT YOUR OWN SHIT!

Thoughts

I was just thinking about somethings a few minutes ago. Like what my life would be like if I didn't have all these problems. I've been at Four Winds Hospital ( that's the name of the loony bin ) 5 years ago. I hoped and thought that I would never have to go there again. It was hell in Sunset ( that's the name of the unit I was in ), and it was hell in Lodge ( that's the name of the unit I was in this year ). You won't believe how ridiculous the rules were at Lodge! These are just a few:

1. You're not allowed CD's on the unit. ( This is because some of the kids might snap them in half and used them as weapons. ) Yeah, I can see some crazy kid committing BLOODY MURDER!!!!!!!!!!!! with a broken CD!

2. You're not allowed pens on the unit. ( This is because some crazy kid might stab some one with it. They could stab some one with a pencil too. And guess what? They allow pencils. What the fuck is this about? While you're at it might as well ban crayons too, some one might draw on some one to death.

Any way before I bore you to death that was just some of the things that I didn't like and that were meaningless. You would feel the same way too. One good thing though, a few days after I came to the loony bin an incident came up in art and I was allowed to listen to my walkmen when one of the staff took me back to the unit to avoid any more conflict with the other girls. I wound up keeping it for the rest of the time I was there. Same thing with my CD's that I brought with me, only thing that was the staff kept them in the med room. I was allowed to come to them when I wanted to switch the CD to listen to another one.

And then there were other probblems along the way too. Lots of them. Mostly all of them involved being teased by the other girls ( well most of them ), and having episodes due to the fact of my fucking OCD making me upset during the night, to the point they had to code me! ( More on that later ). Mike who was one of the night staff ( staff that stayed over the night ), was the one that usually coded me on the walkie talkies during incidents and episodes that I'd had that really need to go up the devils ass. In the mean time I got to go and eat food before I die of starvation. NIGHT!

Leaving The Loony Bin!

Today I came home from the loony bin. And also for those who like my precious Arch Nemesis List will be happy to know that I'll be making another one! YAY! While I was at the loony bin I made loads of enemies. And yes I did make friends there too, but mostly enemies. I'll tell you why, it's because it was just like being back at school again. Yes you heard me mother fuckers! Most of the kids ( Mostly boys were involved but they're were some girls too ), found out that clucking, snapping their fingers, and popping gum bothers me so that's what they did! For 8 fucking days they did nothing but shit to me. What did I do to have such a fucking bad life? That's what I'd like to know for sure!

Almost every night something happened. If it wasn't the kids bothering me it was something else. And being in that fucking loony bin only made me worse. You wouldn't believe how fucking happy I was when my mom ( who came to visit yesterday ) told me I was leaving the next day! She was talking to my doctor who gives me my normal meds for my fucking OCD and who gave me the meds to "calm me down" when I got upset and what the other staff there called "out of control" Really all it was, was me reacting to the what was going on in that fucking loony bin. And I looked forward to writing in my diary about my days and nights at the fucking loony bin.

Oh, and for those fucking nosy people I will post my diary entries from when I was there. And I'm not doing it to please you either. These should've been posts on my blogs at home, not in some psychotic fucking loony bin! And I'm thinking of scanning the post instead of typing them. So what if you think I'm fucking lazy? Were you the one in the loony bin suffering for 8 FUCKING DAYS?! And even if you were in a loony bin doesn't mean you went through what I went through. Any way I bet you're noticing that I'm using the word "fuck" more often then normal, but hey, were you in a loony bin suffering instead of getting help for 8 FUCKING DAYS?! No you weren't now shut the fuck up and keep reading. Here are some things you should know before I post my diary entries here:

1. I hate my periods. I have a really bad fear of blood. I can't stand the sight of it. To me it's like digging up a grave and looking at some one's decaying corpse.

2. I have OCD. It been driving me up the wall for over 10 fucking years. Oh yeah, I forgot it's caused nothing but trouble for me.

3. I also have a really bad fear of T-storms too. Almost the same thing as the blood but instead of the corpse thing it's alot worse. I get really nervous to the point I flip out of control. You'd think I was being sexually assaulted or some thing. It's so bad I can't even say the word. I can't even type or write the word down. So I refer to them as T-storms or TS. I would prefer TS from now on thank you.

Also I really don't feel like updating my other blog with this much info so don't expect anything BIG. That's all for now.

Leaving Again!

Well I have to say that I'm leaving yet again! I'm going to a hospital so they can help me with my nerves ( they're out of control ever since I went to the devil's lair ). I don't know how long I'll be there. But here's the good news they have computers! So hopefully I'll get to update my blog there. They have other kids there too with other problems. I've been there before. I just thought *sighs* I'll never go there again. But any way I just thought you should know this. I'm leaving soon around 1:00pm so I would like to say good bye again...

Diary Entry: 07-23-06

Dear Diary,

Today was awesome! My mom called today! Just like yesterday I saw alot of bugs:

Loads of cabbage white butterflies
2 tiger swallowtail butterflies
2 daddy long legs
1 spider
2 crickets
1 bristle tail
1 orange butterfly ( Not sure what kind )
We also had a camp fire today. I ate tons of marshmellows! :) Also we went swimming for 2 hours! And last night we had a dance. Tday we also had music we were dancing like mad! Can't wait for tomorrow! I also got beads from arts and crafts! :)

Diary Entry: 07-22-06

No comments yet! What's wrong with you people! These are diary entries from my vacation! How can you not comment on them! Anyway here is another one:

Dear Diary,

Today I saw so many bugs!

2 daddy long legs
1 HUGE SPIDER! ( Fishing/Wolf Spider I think )

I managed to get a picture of it. But it wasn't a good one. I also took a photo of a daddy long legs. Not to sure on what kind it was though. I'm hoping ( when I go home ) I can send it to www.bugguide.net for an ID on what species it is.

2-3 may flies
1 small gray weevil of some sort
4-5 millipedes
2 pairs of millipedes were making love! I told them to "GET A ROOM"!
1 earwig ( at the pool
1 moth of some sort at night
Tons of mosquitoes ( and yes I got bitten! )
1-2 chafer beetles
5-6 ants in the computer room! ( * wonders what they were doing there* ).
2 stone flies
1 Dragon fly ( at the pool )
I also saw 2 bats! I also learned words in Arabic ( Egyptian ) today too! :)

Diary Entry: 07-21-06

Well here's another one of my diary entries from when I was at camp:

Dear Diary,

Today I caught a frog! I also saw alot of insects today. Here are some of them:

2 grasshoppers
2 chafer beetles
1 jumping spider
1 tussock moth
2 horse flies ( at pool )
1 frog!!! ( at the flower bed near the pool )
We also went to the creek for outward bound today and I saw a Tiger Swallowtail butterfly! :) I also almost caught it too ( with my bare hands ) ! :) Also I found the frog in the flower bed near the pool, and it was HUGE! I wish my mom could see it. We went swimming today and there horse flies EVERY WHERE! It was crazy. ( I had to keep ducking under water to avoid being bitten alive! ) Same thing with the mosquitoes too every where, only they were in the woods and outside the pool. Well gotta go to bed! NIGHT! :)

P.S Just a few minutes ago ( when I went out to look at the bugs near the light on the porch ) I saw a stone fly and 2 June beetles outside on the porch.

Diary Entry: 07-20-06

Well as I said I would here is the first one:

Dear Diary,
Today was awesome! Before I went to camp I saw a woolly bear caterpillar! ( The larvae of the Tiger moths Arctiidae ). :) These are all the bugs I saw today:

1 woolly bear caterpillar
1 ichneumon wasp ( Female )
3 june beetles
2 snout moths
1 daddy long legs
1 cabbage white butterfly
3-4 may flies
1 leaf hopper
Lots of mosquitoes
1 yellow jacket wasp
1 baby spider
2 chafer beetles
1 ant
Lots of june beetles ( Japanese june beetles ) We also had a talent show tonight! And tomorrow is a whole new day with more bugs! :)
And tomorrow there's a whole new entry! ( Photos of some of the insects and spiders I saw there will be posted as soon as I get them developed. )

Guess What?.... I'M BACK!

Hello people! I'm back! I came home hours ago! Did you miss me? Did you cry like a over grown baby?.... ( just joking! ). Any way I have loads to tell you, and tons of bug photos to post once they're developed. And as I promised my diary entries from camp will be posted starting tomorrow. It's 9:39pm at the moment and I really want to start ranting, but man I'm so...*yawns* damn tired, well not that tired! just a little bit. Any way got to get ready for bed...before I collapse on the floor! ( That won't happen trust me... ) Any way tell you loads tomorrow! NIGHT SUCKERS! MWAAHHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!

Camp

Well just a few minutes ago Irene just left after doing my hair. Also I promised that I would make this a special post so I will. Let's start with my mystery bug. Here's a photo of it. Isn't it cute? This is a nymph ( the young of true bugs ) of a leaf footed bug. But I'm not sure on the species. I've seen them every where where I live and at camp ( Which I'm going to tomorrow! ). But thanks to www.bugguide.net I now know that this is a young leaf footed bug. Before I knew what they were I used to call them "boot bugs" because they look like boots. And that was my nick name for them. Also my mom got the rest of my cameras from the drug store earlier this morning. Also I'm going to take lots of pictures of these when I see them at camp. Also yesterday Kerry called to say good bye to me and to wish me a good time at camp. She also told me that when I come home from camp she would call to set date for me to go to the beach! YAY! So I have that to look forward to too! Any way Good bye for now!

One More Day!

Tomorrow Irene is comming to do my hair for camp. And then the day after tomorrow I leave for camp! YAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIMI! :)

Today is my wonderful mimi's birthday! She told me that we're going to have a nice PARTY! ( Yes! please do envy us! ) And we're going to have cake and ice cream too! And lot of noise makers!!!

I also got mail from Connie too! She sent me 3 GIANT FUZZY WUZZY BALLS! YAY! :) ( 2 orange and 1 yellow ). I like them alot and also I've got only got 4 more days until I go to camp! ( Yes! PLEASE envy meeeeeeeeeeeeee! ) so later on I'm going to help my wonderful mimi write my name on the clothes I'm taking to camp.

Also I bet your wondering what mimi means. So I'm going to tell you. I like to call my mommy mimi. So that means when ever you see the word mimi in any of my post you know who and what I'm talking about. If any thing else happens that's interesting I'll update this post.

Going To Camp On July 20th! YAAAAAAAAAAY! :)

Well as you can tell by the title of this entry I'm going to camp on the 20th and there's nothing you suckers can do about it! That's pretty much all I have to say except this:

During the wonderful time I'm at camp I won't be able to post things on my blog until I come home from camp. Then I can post my Diary entries on here about my wonderful days at camp. WARNING!: they will be long! So in the mean time I'll say good night.

Note: I'll post my last blog entry on the night before I go to camp. And I'll make it nice and special! :)

Ink

Hey I know what I'm about to post isn't that exciting, but it is to me! So today I got mail from Lance's wife! She sent me 2 bottles of ink. ( I had ran out of ink in my other one. ) So for me and any body else that likes ink wells and uses them almost daily with a quill or fountain pen ( I have both. ) this is worth reading. And then you can celebrate my happiness. :)

Lady Bugs!

Today at 8:00am my mom found a Asian Lady bug ( Harmonia Axyridis ) on one of the chairs in the kitchen and she put it in a cup for me to look at for a while. I was cute! One thing you should know is that this beetle is variable in color. the way to tell if it is Harmonia Axyridis is to look at the white "shield" covering it's thorax. If it has a black "W" on it then it's Harmonia Axyridis. These lady bugs are also called the multicolored Asian lady bugs. And for good reason too, for the come in many different patterns and colors and some of them don't eve have spots on there elytra ( wing cases )! Well that 's all that happened today. I let the lady bug go on the balcony.

Went To Dr. Grodberg's Today!

Today was awesome! The weather was awesome and I saw alot of insects! First things first, I talked with the doctor like I never did before! I got alot off my chest that was bothering me for a very long time. And I feel much better. And now for the insects that I saw today!

1 leaf hopper nymph ( it was pink! )
2 microlepidoptera moths! ( See www.bugguide.net for details on these and other insects and spiders! )
1 black moth ( don't know what kind, flew away before I could get a good look at it. )
1 huge black carpenter bee!
I also stayed out for a bit singing my heart out to some Selena's songs on my walk men. That's when the wonderful huge fat cute CARPENTER BEE!

Lance And Connie Came To Visit Today!

Today Lance and Connie came to visit my mom for her birthday. My mom's real b-day is on the 16th but they couldn't come that day so they came today! We had pizza! It's been along long time since I've had it. I wanted to get some with Kerry the other day but it was closed. ( We came back home too late. ) It was good seeing them again! We haven't seen them in over a year! That's what my mom told me.

Connie gave me a bunch of rings and a silver charm bracelet! I like charm bracelets. I have quite a few. And as for rings I have ( what my mom says! ) too many! :) Also I saw a gray geometrid moth when we went outside to escort them to the taxi that was taking them back home. It was very pretty. I caught it and showed it to my mom in the lobby and then I let it go.

Went Out With Kerry!

I just came back from going out with Kerry! I had a blast! This is what I bought with her:

Mancala ( A game with glass beads! )

Selena Cd's ( Live and Unforgettable the studio cd )

2 bags of Doritos

And I also saw a fire fly! I had a blast today. I went to Toys R us to get the game Mancala and to a record store also on Time Square where I got the cd's. We took the subway to get there. I can't wait to see her again after camp!

P.S Lance and Connie are coming on Saturday for a visit.

Appointment Canceled

Today my mom had to cancel my appointment with Dr. Grodgerg because she wasn't feeling well. Nothing interesting happened. I was really looking forward to talking to him. When I found out I was like "Shit I was looking forward to seeing him!" and "Shit I was going to tell him how I feel " and "SHIT! the freakin devil cursed this day!" So by that you could tell I was mad. If any thing else happens like a miracle I'll tell you. If not....well....I'LL EAT YOU!

Just kidding on that one. ^_~

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY! Today nothing much happened. My mom told me that tomorrow I have an appointment with Dr. Grodberg! And then the next day ( Thursday ) I see Kerry! YAY! I can't wait to talk to Dr. Grodberg and then the day after that I get to go out with Kerry and go shopping. I can't wait!

Yesterday nothing happened that was interesting. I found a picture of a really cool looking Horse Fly which was white and had gold colored eyes! I'll post a picture at the end of this post.

I'm not too sure on what species it is but it's really cool looking. I doubt I'll see anything like that, but I've seen some pretty cool looking insects and spiders at camp that makes me love the insect and spider world even more. They come in so many shapes, sizes, and colors. And you'll see what I mean when you look at the photo above!

Going To See Kerry On Thursday!

Today Kerry called and she told me that she's coming to take me shopping for the day on Thursday! This Thursday! I can't wait! Other then that nothing interesting happened today. We still have some fruit flies flying around. They're cute!

The Invasion Of The Flies

Today flies invaded our house! Fruit Flies to be exact. What really shocked me was the fact that this morning my mom told me that 2-3 flies were flying around the Venus Fly Trap my mom had bought but they didn't land on the leaves as far as I know! Gee, that was awkward! The invasion of the flies started last night when found one in the bathroom! I thought, "Ok. This normal." which at first I thought it was normal because every now and then we would get fruit flies when my mom buys bananas. But we never got this many! Next thing you know they'll be breeding! ( See picture on the side ) I could hear the flies now about how they're going to take over the house: "Hee hee hee! We just invaded Brittanie's house and we are now making plans to take over the house! In the mean time we'll be making babies! Yeah right! But just to let you know it wasn't a swarm of them. Although you might've guessed ( for thoughs who read my profile and know me ) that I love insects and spiders alot! I find them fascinating to read about ( I have many books on them ) and to watch and photograph in their natural habitats ( which by the way isn't my house! ). Although I don't mind having their company! It may sound like I do in this post but really I love them! It's my mom who hates them! In fact she hates all insects except butterflies and lady bugs. She wouldn't kill them if they made their way into the house, but anything else she'll either kill or catch them in a cup for me to let them go outside. So really in this case I consider my mother to be an insect hater and killer, which by the way in my view is against the law! :)

Got Mail!

Today I got mail from one of my mom's friends! She sent me a issue of Natural History magazine about lizards and snakes. It's very interesting. Besides that nothing interesting happened today. Yesterday though was interesting ( or at least to me ) because I heard from Sarah again! I told her that I'm going to camp on July 20th and she told me she going on the same day as I am!

I can't wait to see her again! I hope we are in the same bunk again! Also Kerry told me a few days ago that she's going to see me some day after the 4th of July! So I'm looking forward to seeing her too. Also some time after we got the hermit crabs my mom ordered a Venus Fly Trap! They are awesome to look at. I fooled on into thinking it was going to eat a fly but it was really a piece of string! :)

Tutor Came Again

Today the tutor came. She gave me some things. Besides that nothing happened today. Hopefully something good will happen soon. Because I'm dying for another day outside or something to happen that's worth it because I starting to get bored again.

Went To Dr. Grodberg's Today!

Today I went to Dr. Grodberg's and we talked about the recent stuff that's been going on in my boring life. I told him I have a tutor and that I haven't been out of my house ( except when I had a doctor's appointment ) in over 2 months. He asked me what are my days like at home and I said "The same. I get up around 1:00pm and go on the computer and check my mail and then look up my favorite topics on the web." I showed him my two blogs and he read some of the post that were clearly indicating that my life has gone down some one's ass. I also showed him 2 videos of Giant Centipedes ( Scolopendra spp. ) eating a mouse and a bat! ( More details on that some other time. ) Then he told my mom that he's working on seeing me once a week. I'm REALLY looking forward to that. Then my mom let me stay out for a bit and I was happy and singing Selena songs looking for bugs. I didn't see any butterflies yet, but I did see the following:

2 Plant Hopper Nymphs
2 Wasp
1 Huge black wasp or beetle ( It was flying so I did really get a good look at it to see what it was. It was cool though. )
So finally I get to breath the summer air once again! THANK THE ALL MIGHTY LORD!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

I Got More Hermit Crabs!

Today I got more hermit crabs! They're sooooooooooooo cute!

Mail!

Today I got mail! It's from an book about biology. I got a book on insects and spiders. And that's where my mom gets my hermit crabs.

P.S The tutor wasn't able to come because they had a meeting at the school where she works.

Eventful?

I'm not to sure that today was eventful. If you call getting my hair relaxed and seeing the tutor again as eventful, then today was eventful. I also found out that the tutor is coming Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday every week.

Prisoner

This is a special announcement: I'm a prisoner in my own home! It's been over 2 months that I've been stuck inside my home with almost nothing to do and no where interesting to go. I've just realized that my life has taken such a twisted path into nothingness that I want to be freed. I feel like a bug in a jar! The weather was very nice today and yesterday and the day before yesterday too! Did I get to go out on either of these days? NO! My friend DiDi called today about a million times. I really didn't feel like talking to her though. We always talk about the same thing this game I played with her and my other best friend James when I was attending AMAC. I really don't want to keep talking about the same old thing though, after a while it gets boring. Nothing interesting happened today as you might've guessed. Also last night I had a horrible dream. This is nothing new. I've been having them ever since I attended that school and the kids started bothering me. And right now some stupid ass people are shooting fireworks outside. I wish they would stop. I'm getting a head ache now. At this point of my life I feel like I could cry any minute, even now. And the only way I'll feel any better is when all of this ENDS!

P.S Tomorrow I'm getting my hair relaxed after the tutor comes.

News

I don't really know why I'm calling this news. But earlier today my mom was talking to Dr. Grodberg and she said I'm going to see him on the 19th. I'm really looking forward to speaking with him again. I've been out of school for over 2 months. And during that time I haven't gone to see him once! So I really want to make up the sessions that I lost. And I want a nice long talk with him about what's been going on for the last 2 months in my boring miserable life. I'm supposed to see him every month so he can know what's going on with school and my daily boring life. So I better have good make up session for the 2 that I lost and that it'll be nice and long, because if it's not I'm gonna go mad and I'm not kidding........... Any way he probably already knows that I was staying home for over 2 uneventful boring months away from that dump of a school. I wouldn't be too surprised if he knew, because after all I did tell you that I heard my mom talking to him about how the boys bothered me at the Devil's asshole of a school. Any way I think that if I could I would take over the world or at least the school I used to go to so that everyone staff members and the kids who bothered me an hurt me in so many ways would suffer at the hands of my wrath. Yes, that gives me some good ideas on how to take over the school for a few wonderful months of making everyone that gave me such a hard time suffer at the hands of my army of giant evil blood sucking cockroaches! And of course I'll have the wonderful help of Satin on my side shoving pine apples up their poor little asses! Let's see if they can bare the pain!

I truly hope that every one in the entire school has a very painful life and a very painful death. I want them to suffer great pain both mentally ( Even though they're already mental. ) and physically. I hope that God grants my wishes to these little bitches from hell! Also to all the people from AMAC that treated me like I was nothing: I really really hope you live in hell and that you die in hell and burn forever with Hell's angels shoving pine apples covered in blood up your ass. This was a note from a giant evil blood sucking cockroach!

06-06-06! Evil!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today was good for me in the first part. But then later on I got possessed by the one and only Satin! Yes I know it was unbelievable. But any way other then that the day went well for me. Oh god, Satin has a message for those who read this post!:

ದಿಸ್ ಈಸ್ ಯೌರ್ ಬೆಲೋವೆದ್ ಸತಿನ್ ಸ್ಪೆಯಕಿಂಗ್. ಟುಡೇ ಈಸ್ ಮೈ ಬರ್ತ್ಡೇ ಅಂಡ್ ಇ ವಾಂಟ್ ಆಲ್ ಆಫ್ ಯೌ ಟು ಸೆಲೆಬ್ರತೆ ವಿತ್ ಮೇ ಬಿ ದೊಇನ್ಗ್ ಮೈ ಎವಿಲ್ ಬಿದ್ದಿಂಗ್'ಸ.... ಇ ವಾಂಟ್ ಯೌ ಆಲ್ ಟು ಗೆಟ್ ರೆವೆಂಗೆ ಆನ್ ತೋಸೆ ಪೀಪಲ್ ದಟ್ ಹವೆ ಮೇಡ್ ಯೌರ್ ಲೈಫ್ ಅ ಲಿವಿಂಗ್ ಹೆಲ್! ( ಎವೆನ್ ತ್ಹೌಗ್ ಇ ಲೈವ್ ತೆರೆ. ) ಇಫ್ ಯೌ ಡಾನ್'ತ ಇ ವಿಲ್ ತೆಲ್ಲ್ ಮೈ ಬೆಲೋವೆದ್ ಅನ್ಗೆಲ್ಸ್ ಟು ಶೋವೆ ಪೈನ್ ಅಪ್ಪ್ಲೆಸ್ ಕಾವೆರೆದ್ ಇನ್ ಬ್ಲಡ್ ಅಪ್ ಯೌರ್ ಅಸ್ಸ! ನೌ ಹೆರೆ ಅರೆ ಸಂ ಸುಗ್ಗೆಸ್ತಿಒನ್ಸ್ ದಟ್ ಇ ಕಾಮೆ ಅಪ್ ವಿತ್:

೧. ಗೋ ಅಂಡ್ ಕಿಲ್ಲ್ ಆಲ್ ದಿ ಪೀಪಲ್ ದಟ್ ಹವೆ ಮೇಡ್ ಯೌರ್ ಲೈವ್ ಅ ಲಿವಿಂಗ್ ಹೆಲ್ ವ್ಹಿಲೆ ಯೌ'ರೆ ಆನ್ ದಿಸ್ ಅರ್ಥ್. ಮೇಕ್ ಸುರೆ ದಟ್ ಥೆಯ್ ಡೈ ಅ ವೆರಿ ಪೈನ್ಫುಲ್ ಅಂಡ್ ವೆರಿ ಸ್ಲೋ ಡೆತ್. ( ಇ ಲೈಕ್ ವತ್ಚಿಂಗ್ ಥೆಮ್ ಇನ್ ಪೈನ್....... )

೨. ಥೆನ್ ಇ ವಾಂಟ್ ಯೌ ಟು ತಕೆ ತಯಿರ್ ಬೊದಿಎಸ್ ಅಂಡ್ ಶೋವೆ ಥೆಮ್ ದೊವ್ನ್ ದಿ ರಿವೆರ್. ಇ ವಿಲ್ ಬಿ ಅಟ್ ದಿ ಬಾಟಮ್ ವೈತಿಂಗ್ ಟು ತಕೆ ಥೆಮ್ ಇನ್ತೋ ಮೈ ಲೈರ್. ಎಸ್ ಇ ಕ್ನೌ ಇಟ್'ಸ ಎವಿಲ್ ಬಟ್ ಟುಡೇ ಈಸ್ ಮೈ ಬರ್ತ್ಡೇ ಸೊ ಸೆಲೆಬ್ರತೆ ಇಟ್ ಬಿ ದೊಇನ್ಗ್ ಸೋಮೆಥಿಂಗ್ ಎವಿಲ್, ಲೈಕ್ ಗೆತ್ತಿಂಗ್ ಅ ನೈಸ್ ಸ್ವೀಟ್ ರೆವೆಂಗೆ!

೩. ಸೆಲೆಬ್ರತೆ ಮೈ ಬರ್ತ್ಡೇ ಇನ್ ಅನ್ಯ ಎವಿಲ್ ವಿ ಯೌ ಲೈಕ್. ಜಸ್ಟ್ ಮೇಕ್ ಸುರೆ ಸಂ ಒನ್ ದಿಎಸ್!.............
ಇ ವಿಶ್ ಯೌ ಲಕ್,
ಸತಿನ್

Mom Found a Tutor!

Earlier today my mom was on the phone. When she finished she told me she had gotten a tutor for me! ( This is temporarily until my mom finds a decent school for me where the Devil doesn't exist! ) She's coming between 5:00pm-6:00pm. I can't wait. Other then that nothing happened today. So here's what I would like:

1. I hope she's nice because if she isn't she'll make it on to the Arch Nemesis List with all the other workers for Saten.

2. I hope everything goes well on that day. Other wise I'll mark that day as cursed just like I did with 06-01-04.

Update: The tutor came and she is very nice! My mom talked with her for a good while. I also sang Selena Dreaming Of You to her and she told me that I have a beautiful voice! She's coming again sometime next week. I'm looking forward to it. Thank You God! <3

Evil #3

First things first. Before we get into name calling and plotting revenge I must say this. Right now I'm very anxious. Don't ask me why cause I'll slap you! but I'll tell it has to with school and I hope something will be done very soon and that I'll be happy again about going to school again. Before all these problems arose I loved school and I even wanted to go on the weekends but ever since these dreadful things arose I started dreading going to school and it's been like that ever since. Hopefully now when my mom finds a school it will be the right one for me. And I also hope the school that my mom does find is the right one and that I'll be happy there and that I'll have friends and I hope it will be like kindergarten again but with older kids. Once that's out of the way my life will be much easier. Also in case you didn't know. Yesterday was the " anniversary " of when I got assaulted by that mother fucking asshole shit eating mushroom raper who deserves to live and die in hell bitch Tijuana. And I believe that that day is cursed. Because yesterday was awful! I don't want to talk about it at all. Now as for the evil stuff check back on this post to see when I've edited it. As for now good bye.

Got To Talk To Sara Again!

Today I got to talk to one of my friends from camp! It was good hearing from her again. Today was good. I also heard from some of my other friends too.

ದಿ ಫಾರ್ಗೊತ್ತೆನ್ ಒನ್ಸ್.......ಅಂಡ್ ಹೌ ಟು ಕಿಲ್ಲ್ ಥೆಮ್...

ದಿಸ್ ಈಸ್ ಅ ಲಿಸ್ಟ್ ಆಫ್ ಆಲ್ ದಿ " ಫಾರ್ಗೊತ್ತೆನ್ " ಪೀಪಲ್ ದಟ್ ಇ ಹೇಟ್.

ವಿಕ್ಟರ್: ( ಹೇ ವಾಸ್ ಒನ್ ಆಫ್ ದಿ ವೊರ್ಸೆ ಇನ್ ಮೈ ಕ್ಲಾಸ್ರೂಂ ಬೆಸಿದೆಸ್ ಚಾರ್ಲ್ಸ್. )

ಚಾರ್ಲ್ಸ್: ( ಮ್ಯಾನ್ ಇ ಕ್ಯಾನ್'ತ ವಿತ್ ಟು ಕಿಲ್ಲ್ ಹಿಮ್!...... ಹೇ ವಾಸ್ ಒನ್ ಆಫ್ ದಿ ವೊರ್ಸ್ತ್ ಪೀಪಲ್ ಇನ್ ಮೈ ಕ್ಲಾಸ್ರೂಂ. ಹೇ ವಾಸ್ ಅಲ್ವಯ್ಸ್ ಬೋಥೆರಿಂಗ್ ಮೇ, ಅಚ್ಸೆಪ್ತ್ ಆನ್ ಮೇ ೮ಥ್ ೨೦೦೬ ಹೇ ವಾಸ್ ಸೊ ನೈಸ್! ಫಾರ್ ಅ ಮಿನುತೆ ತೆರೆ ಇ ತ್ಹೌಗ್ಹ್ತ್ ಹೇ ವಾಸ್ ಪೋಸ್ಸೇಸ್ಸೇದ್ ಒರ್ ಹೇ ವಾಸ್ ತಕಿಂಗ್ ಹಿಸ್ ಮೆದ್ಸ್! ಒರ್ ಸಂ ಒನ್ ತ್ರೆತೆನೆದ್ ಹಿಮ್ ಇನ್ ಸಂ ವಿ. ಇ ದಿದ್ನ್'ತ ಕೇರ್ ಇ ವಾಸ್ ಎನ್ಜೋಯಿಂಗ್ ಇಟ್! ಬಟ್ ಥೆನ್ ಹೇ ವೆಂತ್ ಬ್ಯಾಕ್ ಟು ಹಿಮ್ ಸೆಲ್ಫ್. )

ಮ್ಸ್. ನಕಶಿಮ: ( ಶೇ ಅಚ್ತೆದ್ ನೈಸ್ ತೊವರ್ದ್ಸ್ ಮೇ ಬಟ್ ವೆನ್ ಇ ಸ್ತರ್ತೆದ್ ರೆಅಕ್ತಿನ್ಗ್ ಟು ದಿ ಕಿದ್ಸ್ ಬೋಥೆರಿಂಗ್ ಮೇ ಶೇ ತುರ್ನೆದ್ ಇನ್ತೋ ಅ ದೆಮೊನ್! )

ಗ್ರೆಗ್ ಪರ್ಚ್: ( ಹೇ ವಾಸ್ ಒನ್ ಆಫ್ ಮೈ ಟೀಚೆರ್ಸ್ ಫ್ರೊಂ ಅಮಕ್. ಹೇ ನೆವೆರ್ ಉಂಡೆರ್ಸ್ತೂದ್ ಮೇ ಅಟ್ ಆಲ್. ಹೇ ಕ್ನೆವ್ ವಾಟ್ ಇ ಲಿಕೆದ್ ಬಟ್ ಇಟ್ ನೆವೆರ್ ರಿಯಲಿ ಮತ್ತೆರೆದ್ ಟು ಮೇ ಬೆಚಯುಸೆ ಹೇ ತ್ರೆತೆದ್ ಮೇ ಸೊ ಬದಲಿ. ಸೊ ಇನ್ ಮೈ ಒಪಿನಿಒನ್ ಹೇ ಶೌಲ್ದ್ ಡೈ!..... )

ರಿಚಾ: ( ಶೇ ವಾಸ್ ಬಿ ಫಾರ್ ದಿ ವೊರ್ಸ್ತ್ ಪೆರ್ಸೋನ್ ಇ'ವೇ ಸೀನ್ ಒರ್ ಮೇಟ್! ಇನ್ಕ್ಲುದಿಂಗ್ ದಿ ಫ್ಯಾಕ್ಟ್ ದಟ್ ಮೈ ಮೊಂ ಹದ ಸೊ ಮನಿ " ವಾರ್ಸ್ " ವಿತ್ ದಿ ಬಿತ್ಚ್. ಶೇ ರಿಯಲಿ ಶೌಲ್ದ್ ಲೈವ್ ಇನ್ ಹೆಲ್ ಅಂಡ್ ಪೈನ್. )

ನೌ ದಿ ಮೊಮೆಂಟ್ ಹಸ ಕಮ್ ವೇರ್ ಇ ಶೇರ್ ಮೈ ಪ್ಲಾನ್ಸ್ ಆನ್ ಹೌ ಟು ಕಿಲ್ಲ್ ಥೆಸೆ ಸನ್ ಆಫ್ ಅ ಬಿತ್ಚೆಸ್.....

ವಿಕ್ಟರ್: ( ಇ ವೌಲ್ದ್ ಗೆಟ್ ಅ ರಿಫ್ಲೇ ಗನ್ ಅಂಡ್ ಶೂಟ್ ಹಿಮ್ ಇನ್ ದಿ ಹೆಡ್ ತ್ವಿಚೆ. ಥೆನ್ ಇ'ಲ್ಲ್ ತಕೆ ಹಿಸ್ ಬಾಡಿ ಅಂಡ್ ತ್ರೌ ಇಟ್ ಇನ್ತೋ ಅ ಪೂಲ್ ಆಫ್ ಶರ್ಕ್ಸ್ ವೇರ್ ಥೆಯ್'ಲ್ಲ್ ದೋ ದಿ ರೆಸ್ಟ್... )

ಚಾರ್ಲ್ಸ್: ( ಇ ವೌಲ್ದ್ ಮೇಕ್ ಸುರೆ ದಟ್ ಹೇ'ಸ ಇನ್ ಆಲೋತ್ ಆಫ್ ಪೈನ್ ಬೆಫಾರೆ ಹೇ ದಿಎಸ್. ಎಕ್ಷಕ್ತ್ಲ್ಯ್ ಹೌ ಇ'ಮ್ ನಾಟ್ ಟೂ ಸುರೆ. ಬಟ್ ಇ ಕ್ನೌ ದಟ್ ಇಟ್ ವಿಲ್ ಇನ್ವೊಲ್ವೆ ಹಿಸ್ ಹೆಡ್ ಬಯಿಂಗ್ ರಿಪೆದ್ ಆಪ್ ಇನ್ ದಿ ಎಂಡ್!....... )

ಮ್ಸ್. ನಕಶಿಮ: ( ಇ'ದ ಜಸ್ಟ್ ಗೆಟ್ ಅ ಗನ್ ಅಂಡ್ ಶೂಟ್ ಹೇರ್ ಇನ್ ದಿ ಸ್ತೋಮಚ್ ಉನ್ತಿಲ್ ಶೇ'ಸ ಡೆಡ್. )

ಗ್ರೆಗ್ ಪರ್ಚ್: ( ಫಾರ್ ಹಿಮ್ ಹೇ'ಲ್ಲ್ ಹವೆ ಟು ಸುಫ್ಫೆರ್ ಬೆಫಾರೆ ಹೇ ದಿಎಸ್. ಹೇ ವಿಲ್ ಸುಫ್ಫೆರ್ ಲೋಟಸ್ ಆಫ್ ಪೈನ್ ಬೆಫಾರೆ ಇ ಕಿಲ್ಲ್ ಹಿಮ್. ಅಂಡ್ ಹೇ'ಲ್ಲ್ ಡೈ ಅ ಸ್ಲೋ ಅಂಡ್ ಪೈನ್ಫುಲ್ ಡೆತ್..... )

**ರಿಚಾ: ( ಇ'ಲ್ಲ್ ರಿಯಲಿ ಮೇಕ್ ಸುರೆ ದಟ್ ಶೇ ದಿಎಸ್ ಅ ನೈಸ್ ಅಂಡ್ ಸ್ಲೋ ಪೈನ್ಫುಲ್ ಡೆತ್. ಅಂಡ್ ದಟ್ ಶೇ ಸುಫ್ಫೆರ್ಸ್ ಲೋಟಸ್ ಆಫ್ ಪೈನ್ ಬೆಫಾರೆ ಶೇ ದಿಎಸ್. )

Arch Nemesis List

This is something I came up with just now. It's an Arch Nemesis List. A list of all the people I hate from school. Also including the people that I really hate from the school AMAC. The school I went to before the one I used to go to. Let's start with the ones from the school I used to attend.

2006:

*David: ( One of the crises people. He has put me through too much crap! )

Chris: ( He used to bother me on the bus with his asshole friends. )

Emily: ( She made the list after she beat me up. I also had 2 other incidents with her. )

Jeffery: ( One of Chris's friends. He threatened to light me on fire! He also brought a lighter on the bus and he turned it on and put near my head! He got suspended from the bus after Desirae saw what happened.

The Matron: ( She made the list by allowing Emily to beat me up for throwing a bottle at her by accident. I was trying to through the bottle at Chris not her. )

Ms. B: ( The lunch detention lady. She was the one in the detention room watching the kids to make sure that they behaved themselves. At first when the kids were bothering me she told them to shut up. And the one day ( In my opinion. ) she lost it. I was telling some kid to stop bothering me and to shut the fuck up and then she told me to leave the room. I refused to leave and then she got some of the crises people to restrain me including Ms. B herself and threw me out of the room. )

Dr. Lavine: ( I don't know if I'm spelling her name right but that doesn't matter right now. She's been mean to me ever since the kids at the school started bothering me. Even before I really got to know her there was something there I didn't like. )

When I was attending AMAC I had alot of people that I hated and I still do. I hate them for what they did and what they put me through.

2004:

*Bevin Camble: ( Fuck that son of a bitch! I can't believe that at one point I actually liked the bitch! When she wasn't my teacher she acted really nice towards me and I told my mom about her and she thought she knew she sounded nice from what I told her. But then when we came back from Christmas break I found out that she was my teacher! I was so happy at first and my mom was too. At first when I stared out in her class she acted nice to me and I really thought that I was going to have a great year with her, but I was dead wrong! As time went by her true colors began to show and I had some of the worst times with her. And that's how she made the list. )

*Tijuana Green: ( Fuck that asshole son of a bitch! When she became teachers aid she like Bevin acted nice to me and everything seemed really good. But then just like Bevin her true colors began to show. And again I had some of the worst times with her. But the worst was on June 1st 2004! She assaulted me! That's how she made the list. Also it seemed like Bevin and Tijuana were sisters! They were always agreeing with each other in my punishments! Fuck them all and I hope the devil let's you burn in hell! )

2003-2005

*Goran: ( Wow!, fuck that little son of a bitch asshole shit eater ! He was one of the biggest problems I had in that school! When he restrained me it REALLY HURT! He was the worst there besides Bevin and Tijuana. He was a HUGE PROBLEM! He had hurt me soooo bad! It got so bad that my mom had to call him numerous times and tell him to keep is dirty filthy hands off me! But did he listen? NO! So that's why he's on this list. Burn in hell! )

Khalid: ( I hate him just as much! He had been a part of my last day and my worst day in another classroom after my my had gotten me out of Bevin's classroom. The date was May 18th 2005. Goran was also part of this day too! I had other problems with him too. )

Jason: ( Made the list by being a part of the May 18th 2005 episode. He got to help restrain me when I was held captive in an empty classroom. The rest of class had gone home and my mother was forced to pick me up! It was horrible. I can't tell you the whole story right now though. )

*Carla Parsi: ( Was my teacher for the class when we came back from summer vacation. She was to me, a bit untrustworthy when I first met her, but I liked her for some things. But the like all the rest of the " Nice " teachers she began to show her true colors too. She even had the nerve to split me and my best friend up! I want her to burn in hell too! )

** Note: All the names with the * next to them are the people I hate the most.
** To all the people marked with the * next to their name:
You all go to hell and suffer all damnation bitches and hoes! Saten will piss all over your dying corpse and let hell's angles shove pineapples up your ass!

Got My Hair Done

Today I got my hair done. Nothing eventful happened today. Although I really wish that something would happen. I don't really think getting your hair done is eventful. Yesterday how ever was very good and it was eventful. I went to the bank with my mom and then coming home we went to the Drug Store. I bought alot of things! You can see a list of what got on my other blog, not that it matters. I haven't been getting any comments on this or my other blog. I wish some would say something. May be what I post is boring to some people? Maybe what's happening now in my life is boring to you all. I'm not too happy about it either but come on! On my second blog so far I haven't got one comment! Not one! I just really wish some one would say something!

BUSH IS GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS BUT BUSH IS 100,000% GAY!

More Events

Recently my mom told me that she's getting a lawyer to sue the school that I used to go to. I'm really happy about this. This means war and me and my mom plan to win this! :: Walks away with determination::

Went Out For The Day

Today I went out. It was very nice outside. I saw a beetle but I'm not to sure what kind it was. It was cute. As for recent events nothing much happened. My mom is thinking about getting a lawyer for the problems I've been having at school. Hopefully she'll be able to get a really good one. I was shocked when she told me after when we got home.

Happy April Fools Day!

For the first time me and my mom forgot that it was April Fool's day! Every year we would play jokes on each other. But this year we forgot. I can't believe it! It kind of makes me upset though because I love making her believe "horrible things have happened".

P.S I added a photo of a Ebbony Jewl Wing Damsle Fly ( Cal-maculata )

Another Life

Today I stayed home because of what happened on Friday. I didn't go into the details at the time when I got home is because I didn't feel well. The day sucked it was like the work of Satan! I was thinking about posting what happened on Friday here but then I thought nah, I'll post it on my other blog for all the people who's lives suck like mine to see Check it out suckers!!

P.S Some times I think about what my life would be like if it didn't suck like this. It would be a very nice change to have another life, a good life one that doesn't make you wish you were dead 24-7.

Recent Events

A lot of recent events have happened over the last few days. As I've already said my mom sent me back to school as a test run to see what happens in my new classroom. So far I've only had one major problem, which you can read about in my other blog. As for now I hope things get better. My mom is still looking for another school for me. I hope she finds a good one soon. I also hope that no problems will arise at all in the new school.

One more day until my B-Day!!

Today my mom went to the visit the doctor who's trying to find out why certain sounds bother me. And tomorrow my mom is taking me to buy my cake for my B-Day which by the way is tomorrow!

Nice Day

Today I went to the doctors and on the way home I saw a Taxi that had the number: SBV379!! :) These are my favorite taxis. I don't know why but they are. I had a good day.

Happy V-Day

Happy V-Day!! Today was very peaceful. My mom gave me a box of chocolates and a card. I also can't wait for my birthday to come which is next month! That's another thing to look forward too.

I started another blog!

I started another blog yesterday!! Check my Profile to see it.

Blizzard!!

We have a blizzard going on right now in the Tri-State area. I don't know how deep the snow is but right now I don't care. What I really wanted to say is this. My mom is trying to find another school for me!! Why? You guess. It's because things have gotten to far. The teasing has gotten to me like never before. I had a dream about these assholes bothering me and it had never gotten this far before. I've been bothered before but it never affected me in this way, ever! I had a feeling that something like this was going to happen but I didn't think it would be this soon! As for me I really don't know how I feel. It's one of those unexplainable feelings you get. And the story of how I got into this school in the first place is even more hectic. ( In my opinion.) It started with a school called AMAC. I wasn't even supposed to be in the school in the first place!! That school is a school for Austistic children. I'm not Austistic. That's the first thing wrong with the place. Secondly the teachers there didn't understand my problems. It's a long story. How I got into AMAC in the first place started with another bus problem in the school before AMAC. The school environment was a nice one but the bus it was like hell. If I go any deeper into the past then I'm in now I would have to tell you my life story. I don't want personal things like out on the web for other people to see. It's nothing against any of the people that read my blog it's just that I feel I should put what I want in this blog. Any way I hope the next day at home will be another good one.

Hope

Today was very eventful, and it was in a good way. My mom took me to a Doctor that hopefully can figure out why certain sounds bother me. We didn't do anything major yet. A graduate at the University named Liz ( Who by the way is very nice!) tested me on somethings. We did math and reading activities and other stuff. I'm not sure what place they would go in but who cares. I really hope they can help me and I will be very happy if they can. I think I see a light at the end of a tunnel.......

I Got a new website!!

I just started a new web site not to long ago. It's about the languages I've made. Here's the link

www.xanga.com/blue_frog88

New Periods

Today was good. The only different thing that I found out was that we have a new schedule. We used to have music but now we don't. Instead we have Art and Auto Cad. I like the change. Ms. Nakashima was out today. I hope she will be back tomorrow so I can tell her about my wonderful weekend with Kerrry.

A wonderful day with Kerry

Today was awesome! This is what I did on my second day at Kerry's:

9:46 am

I just woke up and had breakfast and then we're going out to Barns and Nobles. I hope I get everything that I want. Then after we are going to the book store then I'm going to Circuit City to buy CD's

10:00 am

We just came back from the book store and this is what I got:

Books
A Pocket guide to insects
Bugs The worlds most terrifying insects

Then we went to circuit City the most shocking thing happened! I had asked the desk clerk if they had any copies of Jennifer Pena Seduccion and they said there were all sold out. I was really upset. Then the lady told me to look in the Latin section to find a Selena CD. ( I had used this as a back up incase they didn't have what I wanted.) So I looked for a Selena CD and then Kerry picked up a CD and asked me who was the artist and you'll never believe what it was Jennifer Pena Seduccion!!!! I was soooooo happy. I know 1000,000% sure that was the hand of God. Then we went out for pizza and then I went home. On the way home I saw another work of God. I saw a taxi and it said SBV269!!!! I love today and thank you God!!!!

I'm at Kerry's right now!!!

I've just arrived at Kerry's house and her two very cute nieces just came to spend the night with me. I'm looking forward to tomorrow because I'm going shopping with Kerry. I'm using her laptop to update my blog right now. It's a very nice one too. I hope someday really soon I'll get a laptop. I really like them alot. You can carry them anywhere. Kerry is making pasta for dinner and I love pasta. Well when anything else happens I'll update this post to blog. In the mean time I'll enjoy my pasta.
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We just finished dinner and played a game of crazy eights. I won the first round. I can't wait for tomorrow when I get to go shopping with her. I have $45.00 with me. I also got to chase Kerry's nieces around her house that was really fun. I'll think I'll do it again before I go to bed.....
Kids are really fun. I would love to do that every day. When ever I get the chance I would do it. I love chasing games. I don't know why but I just do. Any way I'll update this post again before I go to bed.
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I'm getting ready to go to bed and I can't wait for tomorrow so I can go to the book store tomorrow and buy so many books and hopefully CD's too. I'm very happy today. I also ate alot of doritos that Kerry bought for the sleep over with her nieces. It was really fun. I hope that I find everything that I want and anything else that I find. God bless this day and tomorrow.

Getting ready for tomorrow

Today I got my hair done by Irene a friend of my mom's. I can't wait for tomorrow! Nothing interesting happened today but the thought of going to sleep at Kerry's is very exciting to think about. The only thing I'm worried about is if I'll get any sleep tonight! Hopefully I will.

Going to have a Sleep over with Kerry!

Today when I came home from school I got a call from Kerry! She talked with my mom and I found out that her nieces were coming to stay with her on Friday into Saturday. I had asked her if I could come and she talked to my mom about it and she said yes!!! :) I can't wait to see her again!

Chaotic Afternoon

Today the first part of my day in school went normal and it was just like the usual. As the afternoon approaches it gets bad. I was coming back from lunch and as I walking down the hall way and then Harvey starts clucking again while he's running down the hall way looking like an idiot. I was telling him to stop very nicely. I wasn't yelling at him at all. I don't even start with them they start with me I just really wish they'll leave me alone and every thing will be fine. So as I was saying I told him to stop. Desirea was coming and I told her that Harvey was clucking and she said that she will write him up. I told her that I didn't want to go into the classroom just yet because he will start with me again. She said '' You have to go into the classroom.'' I told her " I don't want to because he'll start with me again and you know he will.'' Sure enough he did. But before this happened another problem aroused it's self just before entering the classroom. Harvey had stopped clucking when we were in the hall way of the classroom. Charles had came and walked past me and he clucked. ( By then I lost it completely because of Harvey clucking and I was yelling at Desirea because she had said somethings that I didn't like and they hurt me.) When Charles had walked pass me and clucked I had went over board I accidentally hit him when I was yelling at him to stop. ( I was so upset I was hitting the wall.) I had hit him by accident. He turned around and I could tell by the look in his eyes he wanted to hit me back. Thank God he didn't. Instead he punched a little hole in the wall and told me "That would've been my face." I was scared at the moment that he would turn around and hit me. But thank God he didn't. Now Desirea had written me up and I was shocked too. When I had went into the classroom Harvey had started with me again I asked him to stop but he didn't and I had already was really upset I just flipped out and knocked over two desk and two chairs. I was then taken into the crises room with Desirea and she had the papers that had the events before this happened. It was what Harvey did to me, and a couple of other assholes too. So then she started to write me up and I of course was really upset and I didn't care what happened. What I really wanted was revenge, sweet revenge. But I never got it. I was in there of over an hour that's for certain. After like 15mins I wanted to talk to my mother and tell her what had happened with in the last few minutes. So I told what happened and what they did to me and then she talked to Desirea about me not purposely hitting Charles. She agreed with her that I can't ignore the noise and it makes me go crazy. So I was in there for quite a while and then after I came out of the crises room I had a normal rest of the afternoon. I really hope something like this never happens again.

ELA Test

Today we had testing on ELA (English Language Arts test.) It went well. I don't know my score though. I have one more part of the test to do tomorrow and then I'm done with the test! Besides that the day was normal. The test goes on for 2 days. (At least for me and my class.) We go into different rooms and we have the test with other kids from different classes. Last Friday I got a 100% on my spelling test again!! :) I've had a test like this before so this one is my second one. I wasn't nervous at all to tell you the truth. We went over what the would be like in class with the teacher. So I guess that's part of the reason why I wasn't nervous. Because I knew what was coming and I was prepared for it. I only get nervous on math test. I not that good in math. In fact I hate it! I just like looking at the equations not solving them. I hope tomorrow will be a good for me at school.

Chaotic

Today was full of chaos! It was pretty much the same thing with the ass holes. The only thing that went completely over the line was one of the assholes in my class named Harvey was walking up and down the classroom hallway clucking and I shouted to him to stop, ( of course he didn't.) and then he has the nerve to press his ugly face in the door window and started to cluck again. Then Charles who was in the classroom also started to cluck and bother me. Desirae asked me if I wanted to go out side of the classroom and take a walk. I told her that Harvey is out there and he might follow me and you to where ever we will be going clucking. But I told her yes. Right as we came out of the classroom Harvey was out side and as soon as he saw me he started to cluck again and I was all ready over my top. ( The assholes in my classroom had wound me up so much that I didn't know if I was coming or going.) I chased him down the hallway and into the parking lot out side the school. I wanted to kick his ass so badly he and his little assholes friends had out me through too much shit today and I wanted revenge. So me and Harvey were out in the parking lot running around. I was trying to kick his ass when I caught up with him. I was really mad and wanted to get him so badly. Desirea had also caught up with me at that time too when I was running between the gaps of the parked cars. She told me that I was going to be in trouble and I at that point didn't care I was so mad. She talked to me and then we made our way back into the school. Our classroom is at the end of the hallway and the door to the parking lot is also there, so that's how I got to the parking lot in the first place. The morning was good and it was like the usual school morning. The whole thing had started in music class and went down hill from there. I hope that tomorrow it will be a much better day then today was.

Action #2!

What do you do when your day at school sucks? Well it depends on what the day was like. And for me it was a piece of shit! The day had some bits of yesterday in it too. It all begins when I come in the morning and start the day out ''normal'' like any other day un aware of what was about to happen during lunch dentention. The morning started out like any other morning and it was pretty good. But towards the afternoon the things started to decline and by lunch time it had really gone down the drain. I had to serve a fucking lunch detention for what I did yesterday. When I got there things really went bad. This kid who I really hate was in there today. During the time I was in there with the rest of the ass holes they started clucking again and I told them to stop and they didn't and no one in there told them to stop they told me to stop screaming! How dare they?! These assholes had started with me! So I couldn't take it any more I just blew up and they told me to get out and that's where things got bad. I had nothing to say to the staff to make them tell these assholes to stop bothering me and to be quite. And then Charles has the the nerve to say ''This is lunch detention we could do what ever we want!'' Hello this is suppose to be a punishment not a treat! And they really do let them do want they want to a certain extent. Which really it should be quite environment and nothing going on in the room. But no it wasn't lie that it was like a zoo! Screaming and all the stuff you could imagine. In case your wondering why this bothers me this is what it feels like:

When certain assholes like Charles and his little asshole friends bother me with noises that they know get me upset I get really really upset and I feel so angry and what makes it worse is that it gives such a head ache! Then there's this ringing in my ears plus the pain.... It's too much to bare. That's also why I can't ignore that certain noise and it drives me up the wall like I said before. To me when I hear it it's like nails on a chalk board and then you can add all the screaming coming from me and the pain from the head ache and the ringing and the anger and the you put them together and that's what it feels like. It's hell. What happened today was bloody hell.
So now you know what this does to me and I wish that these assholes knew what it was like and then they'll stop. So many things happened today that was just so over whelming I couldn't shake it off Also in the detention room the kid I was telling you about was the worse of all I got so mad at him I wanted to throw a chair at that bitch! I just hope that tomorrow will be a better day, that is if I even go tomorrow.

Action!!

Today was full of action at school. Both good and bad things happened today. First the good news Ms. Nakashima my teacher gave me a vase with more glass beads! Now that made me very happy. The morning went good like the usual and then towards the afternoon it started to go down. Charles was in today and he started to bother me again with the noises him and his friends make to bother me. So they started to bother me and I asked very nicely to stop, but he didn't. At this time my para had gone to the bathroom or some place else I don't know but any way they kept on and the teacher was out too at the time to do something. The only adult in the class room was Mr. Gardner, he's a para for one of the other kids that is in my class. How ever I would have thought he would tell them to stop and leave me alone but no he didn't he just stood there laughing! I was shocked I thought he would at least tell them to be quite or something but he didn't do anything! So after a while I couldn't take and I flipped out and I pushed my desk on the floor in madness and with my head hurting too! Like I said before I don't know the noises they make bother me but they do and they give me really bad head aches! I don't why they just do. So any was by this time Desirea (My para.) had come back from where ever she was and had herd the news from Mr. Gardner on what had happened during the time they were gone. (By this time Ms Nakashima had come back too to hear the news.) And get this instead of the boys getting punished I get a lunch detention! Now that's not right when they had started the whole thing in the first place! Other then that I had an ok morning and the rest of the afternoon was ok. When I got home I told my mom what happened and she called the principle and told him what happened with me and the boys. Then he told me that tomorrow he would get Charles for what he did! YAY! Now that makes me very happy.

Back To School

Today was great! I'm in the same class as I was last year. Ms. Evens gave the class gifts today! She gave me glass beads!! I love them They came in the colors: Blue, Yellow, and Green. Charles was absent today. Wonder where he was.... Any whoo I'm glad that today was a good day for me. I also got a sweat shirt. The school gave them out. Today was very laid back for me as well. I'm very happy about how the day went. We also had to come home early because it started to snow hard. I called my mom to tell her about it. The bus ride home was a little hectic but it wasn't bad. I'm very happy today!

The New Year!

Today was a very nice first day of the new year for me. I still can't believe that the year 2005 is over! I got my hair done for school on Tuesday. I like it alot I think it looks cute. I hope that this year will be a good one for me and that all my wishes come true. I hope that I make alot of new friends at camp like I did this year. (I know I will.) I also hope that the year will be a good one for my mom. I love her so much! Last night I watched the ball drop with my mom, and I got to stay up past midnight! What a night to welcome in the new year! As for the first day of the new year it was very nice and peaceful. My mom also told me that school starts on Tuesday. I hope the school year will go well for me! I also hope that I'm in the same class as I was in 2005. ( The class I was in for the last days of school before the holidays.) I also hope that the kids in my class will not bother me this year and ever again because last year it was bad what they did to me and alot of the times it wasn't even my fault, that they started with me. But any way I really don't have to worry about that now that I have a very good principle in my corner. And thank God that I do!! He likes my mom alot. I told her watch out because he really likes her! But my mom knows that and she told him that's not the kind of relationship she wants to have with him. But I still like to tease her about it every now and then. Any way I guess this is all I could think of for now. Happy New Year!!

Happy New Year!

Today was very mellow. I can't believe the year is almost over! It was a great year for me full of lots of memories and other great things. It's snowing again! And just in time for school too. I'll be going back on Tuesday this week or the next one I forgot. Either way I'm looking forward to seeing my friends at school, and learning more stuff. I don't know if I'll be in the same class. I hope so because I have friends in that class now thanks to the principle! Any way nothing really happened today that was bad or shocking so I guess that's it for now. Peace

A wonderful X-mas!

I had a wonderful X-mas! I got alot of presents and $20.00 from my neighbor! I didn't spend it yet but I'm thinking about buying pizza with it when the weather clears up. I love pizza and it makes me very happy.

The following list are all the presents I got from my mom I love her so much and she made this Christmas one of the best I had with her!

Books:
Harry Potter and the prisoner of Azkaban
Harry Potter and the goblet of fire
The March of the penguins movie guide

DVD's:
Harry Potter and the chamber of secrets
Harry Potter and the prisoner of Azkaban
Harry Potter and the sorcerer's stone
March of the penguins (The movie)
I was really happy when I got the above gifts from my mom. I sort of knew that some of them would have something to do with Harry Potter.

The last and final list are the presents I got from my older brother and his wife and one of my neighbors:

From my brother and his wife:
A hat and a scarf
A pair of caterpillar slippers
A flamingo bobble head
A giant bug coloring sheet with markers
2 Body pillows (blue and green)

From my neighbor:
$20.00
A X-mas card

Also yesterday I got a package from Joni! Joni is one of my friends from camp this year. We write letters to each other. This is what she sent me:

From Joni:
2 letters (one is a card from Holland and it says happy new year in Dutch!)
A key chain with the letter ''B'' on it
2 sheet of bug stickers
A pen
It was nice to hear from her again! Nothing happened today it was just nice and peaceful.

The Strike is over

Today was like the weekend. My mom went food shopping and she also bought the x-mas tree today as well.! It's a small tree and it fits good in the space that we made for it. It's near the printer. The computer alone takes up a lot of space so we couldn't have a large tree. But it doesn't matter to me as long as we have the tree in the first place! I love the smell of the tree. I look forward to smelling it every year, and the presents and all the suprises that come with them! I love Christmas. I'll be going to school tomorrow and I'm happy that the strike is over and that every body can go back to using transportation like they should. But I want to spend tomorrow at home because it's only a half a day tomorrow and then on Saturday it's Christmas eve. It doesn't even make sense to got to school when there's a half a day. Any way besides that today was good.

The Strike (Day Two!)

Today there is no school for me today due to the strike going on into the second day! I feel sorry for the people that the strike has affected. I stayed home and today was like the weekend. Nothing interesting happened today.

The Strike

Today I didn't go to school because of the strike. I was hoping that there would be a strike and my wish came true. The reason I wanted to stay home if there was school is because I wanted to sleep in because I was very tired last night. I had a good day in school and I heard about the strike on the news when I got home. Any way It's no school, and I sort of had a feeling that there wasn't going to be school last night. My mom told me yesterday that the Desarea ( My para for the bus who makes sure that no body bothers me on the bus and in the classroom.) called at 12:00am last night to tell the parent if there was school the next day. So that's why I wanted to stay home even if there was school today. I'm very happy that my wish came true which I thought it would. Today was like the week end nothing interesting happened today besides the news of the illegal strike! I for got to mention that it was an illegal strike! How these people got a way with it I still don't understand. I didn't even know that there was such a thing as an Illegal Strike! You learn something every day. Any way today was like the week end like I said before. Yesterday the kids in my class room said nothing about my glasses! Which I was shocked. Even Charles was absent yesterday!! That was good. So I guess that's it for now.

Seeing the world

Today I got to go to pick up my new glasses and they are wonderful!! I saw a lot of license plates and I saw them with ''new eyes.'' It was wonderful. Right now my mom is getting her hair done by a friend of mine and then I'll be next, so I'm writing this fast. I hope that I get everything that I want for x-mas this year and that the holidays are nice and peaceful. They always are at least for me but just incase something happens it never hurts to hope for the best. I'm very tired and I want to got to bed now but I can't because I'm about to get my hair done. I'll get to sleep late tonight. It's 9:20 now and I just finished getting my hair done and that's about it. Good night!

Went Shopping! :)

Today I went shopping with Kerry! She's one of my teachers from North Side Center a school I went to when I was 5-8. I had so much fun with her and I got the following things for myself and I got my mom something too. Here's the list:
The things I got with Kerry:
2 writing journals
2 packs of doritos
1 key chain
1 pack of yugioh cards
2 packs of pens ( 18 in all!)
1 box of chocolates (for my mom)
3 jumbo dice
1 bottle of soda
5 draydels
A great day with Kerry!
And I got home around 5:00pm-7:00pm and I had some cheese and then I'm going to bed after I finished writing in my blog. I happy today and I'll know I'll sleep like a rock!
GOOD NIGHT!

Going Shopping tomorrow!

Last night Kerry called to tell me and my mom that she's coming on Saturday! I can't wait to see her and go shopping. Yesterday was good I was told yesterday that they may not be school tomorrow because of the snow. The school said that they'll call the bus company and the parents at 5:30am and tell them if there's school the next day. Well that's today and there's no school. Out side it's sunny out. But the school is way up in Yonkers so I don't know how the weather is up there. I hoping that there would be no school because last night I was very tired and I wanted all the rest I could get so I won't be tired on Saturday. I can't wait for tomorrow!

Good News

I have good news!! One of the boys that was my class that was bothering me is no longer in my class! He goes by the name of Victor and boy he was a pain in the ass! Also back then I was the only girl in my class and now the student to replace Victor is a girl!! So know I have another girl to talk to. Also when I first met her we clicked like that! I'm very happy about the whole thing. The school principle removed Victor and the principle is very nice! Today in school was good and this morning when I was on the bus going to school I saw a taxi with the medallion number SBV297! Those are my favorite ones. I like Taxi and license plate numbers alot and I write them down. I look them up on the internet as well. Well that's about all I have to say. I hope tomorrow will be good in school.

The Potlach

Yesterday we had a party in the classroom called a potlach. The teacher based it on the native American tradition of one tribe celebrating the family's wealth and success. They told all the people in their village to come and celebrate with them. We learned all this in social studies and we had our own. We brought in chips and drinks for every one to share and Ms. Evens our teacher assitant made chocolate brownies. That was fun. Today was good there were no problems at all today, which I'm thankful for. We also have fund raisers for the school. The one we had for Thanks Giving was really big they had all kinds of sweets. I got a slice of cake and that was it for me. I hope tomorrow is going to be a good day.